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Future Policy for Blog Content
— Indefinite Prohibition Until Approval, Comprehensive Identification of Misconduct, Public Disclosure, and Severe Penalties
<Purpose in English,ver>
I "Do" clarify how have I been evil-treated (as point of origin for my blog activity) in "real" Japanese society over the past eleven years (2015-now). "Compared to" the information I have provided and the astronomical added huge value I possess as a human resource", how “cruel, unethic, and astronomical un-equity” was that treatment? How much "indignation like severe eruption of a volcanically active mountain" have I carried toward it? What were the "actual countless evil and "hidden (underground Japanese society)" facts" that occurred? I need to convey all of this "accurately" in English, especially to people around the world who want to make use of (utilize) my information and abilities for development of your institution or your nation. A translation from Japanese in this article alone is quite insufficient. However, it remains just only“documented information”. The means to convey my feelings are "still" far too fragile, so I need direct communication. You have never even seen my face. I do not know you. Nevertheless, I will do everything I can. I will convey it as accurately and clearly as much as possible, in English, the world’s largest language. I believe this will help lead to an understanding that there is clear reasons behind my severe sanctions especially against Japanese society. In any case, the one who possesses real added value is "myself", who has sincerely (duly,deservedly) developed my abilities in a step-by-step fashion. If you do not need my information or my abilities as a human resource, then there is no need to read this.
One more point is that I am assuming activities outside of Japan. Therefore, I need to improve my ability to express myself in English. This effort in English also serves as training to improve that expressive ability. That is also an important purpose. This translation and conveying precise facts to the world is the most important issue for me, currently.
<Background, starting point>
Since resigning from my job in September, I have spent approximately three and a half months, until the end of the year, in a state of “standby(waiting).” Starting tomorrow, Friday 1/2, I will begin my job search (nevertheless just "me"). The reason is simple: I have only about 800,000 yen remaining in savings, and I am not even able to send child support to my two child. In short, it is because “I require a continuous source of income. This is quite natural for everyone including you. I recognize that the fact, that the international community and Japanese society have caused me to engage in such activities (there are countless facts to stimulate (guide) me to this blog activity), lie under obligation against a difficult matter (problem) and grave responsibility. With that recognition, including the imposition (forcing, compulsion) of severe sanctions, I show clear detemination.bI evaluate the accumulated addtional value of the activities conducted through “駒田の部屋”~ "医療の部屋" since 2015 as “enormous (beyond what economic indicators can measure).” I regard this as having generated, at the very least, "flows, (economic) movement" of “money (economy), status, honor (including awards), science and technology, and so on.” For example, with respect to economic value: despite "repeatedly asserting that", if huge money has flowed while I myself had no economic income, a portion of that value should at minimum be returned to its source—namely, myself, but those assertions haven't been accepted continuously. The international community and Japanese society have pretermited and actually allowed this situation. Even if I call for breaking your (fraudulent,oblique,wrongful for me)-serecet they have continued to uphold (unjust) secrecy. You have complied with those (utterly unreasonable) rules. There is no such thing as a law or rule that is this unreasonable, "ever in global scale". Accordingly, in the sanctions I will impose going forward, I will likewise not adhere to notions such as the rule of law. This is no longer a matter of individual responsibility; it is the responsibility of the international community (especially Japanese society because this matter actually occur in Japan) as a whole, and I will hold you accountable for that severe responsibility. At the same time, I believe that I, too, must bear responsibility for my suggested technology. Below, I will describe the representative portions of scientific and technological added value that I myself have produced. If the following science and technology remains “unmanifested underground, kept secret, and permanently buried to underground without opening,” who will pay the price, who will be sacrificed? It will be the generations of the future, decades from now and beyond. The former Prime Minister Abe, whose name you often invoke, is deceased (already died), and therefore responsibility cannot be demanded of him now. Responsibility must be borne by those who are currently alive.
Then, what exactly is that “responsibility”? It means that science and technology will be forced to continue progressing while carrying hidden secrecy and persistent “difficulty, tricky”, recieving severe perturbation by evil-mannered secret source. Much of the part of added value I have presented through my blog activities is also fundamental and basic in nature, and if those foundations are constrained, there will be areas where progress becomes impossible. Homo sapiens has lived together with “evolution.” Permanently halting an essential part of the continuous progressive activity that has defined our species is an extraordinarily serious act. If I were to die now, that value would certainly be buried underground. If I remain unable to emerge into society and exist only as a fictitious figure on the internet, the result is the same. Even if I do emerge into society, if I do not grant recognition, it still comes to a halt. If I do not fulfill my responsibility, it cannot be handed down to the next generation in a sufficient state.
In reality, I do not know "who exactly" is the responsible party deciding the present situation. It is possible that individuals who are not Japanese are involved. In any case, the fact that I have been compelled to begin job-hunting and to work from the lowest possible position starting tomorrow is a "grave (quite never accepted for me) matter", and I will impose "severe sanctions" in response to it. Specifically, unless and until I am able to emerge into society, “I will not permit any use whatsoever of the added value or original content of my blog activities.” This is the "strongest card" I can hold forth. If I were to die, “that decision would carry permanence; that is, the added value and original content will never be permitted for public use.” Next: even if I do emerge into society, “no discussion shall begin regarding the international handling of the science and technology generated through my blog activities without first clarifying the various questions I hold, including my indignation, particularly those accumulated from 2015 to 2026 espcially in Japanese society.” If you continue to infuriate me, you will continue your injustice, I will coldly impose sanctions on the society that has determined the current reality of the world and especially of Japan. The specific sanction is “a prohibition on the public use of the "all" original contents (even related to health the most important for everyone) of my blog activities until such time as I grant approval.” If this prohibition is violated, I will not assume responsibility for any resulting accidents. I am issuing this warning in advance. Since there are no legal constraints, this cannot be helped. I will not voluntarily resort to violent measures. However, if an accident occurs as a result of violating the above prohibition on public use, I will not bear responsibility. Otherwise, the prohibition would have no effect.
One of the purposes of this article is to ensure that those who have determined my circumstances up to now recognize “the seriousness of the matter.” The science and technology I propose, insofar as it is original, is advanced, severely affect future. One could interpret its impact as emerging “decades later,” but the pace of the world has accelerated, and it may appear within just a few years. In fact, it already has. This is evident in the substantive decline in the level of reports in (world-class journal) Nature-related journals. Observing them, both original research reports and review articles were of higher quality prior to 2019. This is because they are now subject to an excessive number of constraints.“To stop progress” is an extremely serious act, and ignorance of science and technology is not a level at which it can be excused even in politics. Originally, if I had been able to emerge into society last year, I had the intention of engaging in discussions with people around the world and of approving public use as swiftly as possible in an equitable manner. However, now that I am forced into a severe situation where I must protect my own livelihood at the cost of abandoning all pride, that position has been revised. This has exceeded the bounds of what I can tolerate. Up to now, I have at least wanted to clarify questions such as: “Why does not only Japan, but the international community as well, continue to uphold secrecy? Why can they offer nothing but evasive statements? What, specifically, is binding them in this way?” My conscience (wisdom) has not disappeared, but this is the conclusion I have reached after considering how to deal with my explosive indignation and countless evil facts in Japanese society including before manifestation of medical information, but education one. Below, I will explicitly specify the science and technology subject to the prohibition on public use. I will also describe, as thoroughly as possible, how extremely grave it would be for these developments to be halted. The content will be updated sequentially.
〈Physics〉
There exists Einstein’s theory of relativity; however, what I describe here goes beyond it by also incorporating quantum theory and is closer to what may be called first principles. By first principles, I mean principles constructed solely from a physical framework that does not rely on empirical rules: principles are established first, and phenomena observed in the real world are then explained as consequences of those principles. When observed and measured phenomena in the real world agree precisely and without contradiction with such principles, they may properly be called first principles. I take as my first principle the statement that the total energy of the entire universe is conserved. With this assumption, everything can be explained. It is remarkably simple. If the total energy of the universe as a closed system were to change, it could diverge or vanish; therefore, it must be maintained as constant. This is the most fundamental idea. Under this assumption, consider a simple process in which the energy of fermions is converted into the energy of bosons through photoelectric conversion, as in a light-emitting diode, and then converted back again into fermionic energy, as in a photodetector. Since photons are oscillations of a magneto-electric field, when that oscillation is converted into the energy of fermions, a prohibition principle must hold: multiple fermions cannot simultaneously exist at the same location. This principle, I argue, determines what quantum theory describes as the Heisenberg uncertainty principle and the Pauli exclusion principle. Photons propagate at a constant velocity. However, when transferring energy to fermions, there exists a finite temporal width—namely, a relaxation time (a time constant, decay). During this relaxation time, the photon continues to propagate at constant speed. Consequently, the distance traveled by the photon during this relaxation time determines the spatial range over which the photon can act to only one fermion under the role of energy conservation. Within this range, the distribution of fermions is constrained. This range corresponds precisely to the spatiotemporal uncertainty of position defined by the Heisenberg uncertainty principle and characterized by Planck’s constant. Whether this reasoning is rational can be understood by examining the units of Planck’s constant. The Pauli exclusion principle likewise includes the prohibition that, within the positional range defined by the Heisenberg uncertainty principle, more than one fermion cannot effectively exist. This is because if multiple fermions within that range were able to “receive” energy simultaneously, the conservation of energy would be effectively violated. There is, however, an exception. Two fermions can exist at the same location if their spins are opposite. Electrons with opposite spins can, at least within the bounds of the Heisenberg uncertainty principle, occupy the same position. This condition corresponds to what is known as a Cooper pair. In a Cooper pair, two electrons reside within the range over which light can act. If an external force were to act on them, energy conservation would be violated; therefore, they cannot experience such a force. This constraint manifests phenomenologically as superconductivity. From Planck’s constant, the energy of light, and the speed of light, one can calculate—within this model—a time constant that depends on the energy of the photon. The remaining task is to determine whether predictions based on this model agree with experimental measurements. Since the timescales involved may be extremely short, such estimates may rely on extrapolation rather than direct measurement.
Next is about graviton. As has already been demonstrated in the proof of the mass of the Higgs particle, when the spring constant of a harmonic oscillator—arising from elastic deformation—is converted into kinetic energy, a mass term is effectively added. This, in turn, is closely related to the idea that space itself is quantized and lattice-like, and that this quantized space possesses elasticity, such that compression manifests as mass. When a wave function, which represents the probability of the existence of a quantum state, is spatially constrained, it thereby possesses mass. That spatial constraint of the wave function is precisely the compression of space. This compression spreads through strained lattice (quantized) space at the speed of light in the same way that compression in a crystalline lattice do in that field as phonon at sound veocity. I define this phenomenon as the true nature of gravity. Accordingly, the as-yet-unobserved graviton is just the vibration of the fundamental unit structure of quantized space, with that vibration propagating at the speed of light in a manner analogous to lattice vibrations (phonons). Gravity is the force by which massive objects attract each other persistently, but this attraction is not mediated by transmission in the manner of photons. Rather, it arises from structural distortions of space itself.
Because these structural distortions possess directionality and balance—having inflow and outflow—symmetry is preserved and the net balance remains zero. As a result, the law of energy conservation is not violated by gravity. This is the theoretical framework.
With just this brief description, nearly everything can be explained. Is a mathematical proof needed? One might reasonably ask whether it is even necessary. Written language addresses the most fundamental concepts and constitutes first principles themselves. For those not well versed in physics, the significance of this argument may be difficult to grasp. However, if a “prohibition” were imposed on this line of thought, what would become of the future of physics? This discussion lies at the intersection of relativity and quantum theory. Any future prohibition imposed here would have consequences that are beyond estimation. It would amount to declaring that the most fundamental domain of physics is “untouchable”and secreted item never allowed to open. I ask you to fully recognize the great significance of the responsibility that you would be assuming by making such a decision. You must also recognize the current conditions that the international community has imposed upon me.
Inhibition imposed by me also give you influence in thermodynamic region. What I have discussed thus far concerns the First Law of Thermodynamics. There is, of course, also the Second Law. My additional contribution converges on the conclusion that state transitions in isolated systems follow probability theory. Entropy—that is, disorder—proportional to states with the number of patterns, as estimated by the binomial theorem. An increase in the number of possible states implies, probabilistically, that transitions into those states are more likely. Therefore, the Second Law of Thermodynamics essentially obey probability theory as it's the First principle. While a perfectly isolated system without external perturbations is not realistically constructible, such a system would strictly obey this law. Repeatedly, the first-principle basis of entropy increase in the Second Law of Thermodynamics is probability theory itself: systems inevitably evolve toward states of higher probability. The Third Law of Thermodynamics states that absolute zero can never be reached. This is self-evident. Particles never truly come to rest (stop) in spatio-temporal field; motion is always present. The complete cessation of motion would constitute thermal death and would be equivalent to the stopping of time itself—something that cannot occur. Absolute zero exists only as an extrapolated point.
If all of these principles are subjected to restrictions or prohibitions as a consequence of my current situation, that would mean that nearly all foundational aspects of physics are being affected. Because these are the foundations of physics, all natural sciences—including chemistry and biology—would likewise be impacted. What responsibility does it entail to force me, in an extremely unreasonable manner, into participation in the labor market, and to continue doing so? The consequences apply globally. Having published these principles, I myself bear a responsibility—to the present generation and to future generations—to ensure that these physical principles can be carried forward smoothly, even after my death. However, that responsibility is guided solely by my own conscience (wisdom), so (but) it's up to me. How is my indignation affected for its responsibility based on spontaneous wisdom? I ask those of you who have significantly shaped the current environment, and the members of the present generation worldwide who have partially complied with it, to reflect seriously on what it means to provoke me further. Fundamental physical principles—particularly those related to distributions—are directly tied to the foundations of materials science and manufacturing. Your dismissive and careless choices will lead those fields to catastrophic outcomes related to the global ecomonics and industry in the near future. "Who" will take responsibility for that? You do not understand science? That is not an excuse. This is a great significant matter of global security. I will not bear that responsibility under the current (evil for me) conditions. So who will be responsible in the future? Those of you who determine my environment—are you prepared to take that responsibility? On the other sides, the one who ultimately bears this burden is me in essence. I am the most critical central player because of real inventor.
Using my current intellectual capacity, I may as well add a few more prohibitions. Research and development in superconductivity will recieve great obstacle especially in basic phase. In essence, when two electrons are subjected to a field within the minimum spatial range in which a photon can act, this constitutes a violation of the law of energy conservation; therefore, they cannot experience force. As a result, they behave like bosons, and resistance becomes zero. This is superconductivity. It is a discussion that is extremely close to first principles. If that is the case, then the question naturally arises: can Cooper pairs be distributed within the minimum allowable range defined by the Heisenberg uncertainty principle? This brings into focus the significance of research on the “closeness” and proximity of composite fermions. Cooper pairs vibrate like optical phonons, and while the distance between neighboring electrons with opposite spins varies periodically, must all of those distances always remain within the minimum range in which photons can act? This is one line of discussion. In other words, this is a discussion that assumes the proximity of composite fermions is variable with a certain periodicity. Furthermore, when considering the superconducting phase transition, a fundamental question arises: “How do we bring paired electrons with opposite spins into that range in the protected place under the Heisenberg uncertainty principle?” If a phase transition behaves like the latent heat of vaporization of water—exhibiting a plateau and then abruptly crossing a boundary—then the notion of an “energy barrier” emerges when electrons enter a region that would normally be forbidden. How, concretely, are they brought closer together? Is it necessary to align the axes of spin rotation? These are valid lines of inquiry. This article is significant precisely because it is the result of my own independent effort, and with respect to this paragraph as well, I do not rely on generative AI or reference materials. However, if I engage in real,and you have direct communication with me, these discussions would progress only within one hour. For example, those of you at MIT or the University of Cambridge—what do you think about this? What about grain boundaries, it's important for superconductivity as the real one model? And why is one-dimensionality, in practical terms, disadvantageous when it comes to reducing distance? These discussions would proceed while using AI as a tool. My existence is just as if a “Pandora’s box”—a box that must not be opened under the global rule never understandable for me. However, this presents Homo sapiens having the spontaneous pressure of contineous improvoment with an extremely painful choice. The kind of “deception, procrastination” that has been used up to now will no longer work on me. I will stop it decisively. As a form of sanction, I will make things “have great obstacle.” I will obstruct things “legitimately and based on neutrality in accordance with my blog activity.” I am, after all, the victim of great wrongdoing. The methods will be somewhat forceful. I will show no mercy. Research and development in superconductivity will become harder. In fact, upon closer examination, the notion of “spatial closeness” itself is not strictly rigorous. This is because there are inconsistencies in the calculated distances within BCS theory. Nevertheless, the concept that “photons cannot act” is critically important. Is it because the two electrons are indistinguishable? Or, within my lattice theory of gravity—where gravity is related to spatial distortion—does something singular occur in the Cooper pair due to the (correlated? bonded?) state of the spatial lattice? If the relationship with space itself becomes clear, it becomes more intuitive to understand why Cooper pairs, as real physical entities, cannot experience force. For example, it may be because electromagnetic waves vanish in that space due to phase symmetry. Alternatively, just as spatial elasticity is the origin of mass in my gravity theory derived from gravitons, that elasticity itself may change and cease to deform. That is, this could be the fundamental reason resistance becomes zero. These are discussions of essence. And yet, restrictions and partial prohibitions are being imposed on such essential discussions. No—perhaps that is not quite right. Perhaps Cooper pairs do experience force, but due to their symmetry, the acceleration is isotropic, making it appear as though they experience no force in practice. All of these discussions are of extreme importance in physics. If these discussions were allowed to progress, an entirely new concept of composite fermions might emerge. That possibility is more than plausible. In any case, if the properties of Cooper pairs are related to symmetry, then it is rational that superconductivity is difficult to realize in one dimension, where spatial degrees of freedom and symmetry are reduced. Conversely, one may arrive at the idea that if the spatial distribution of electrons is constrained while preserving spatial symmetry and various other symmetries, superconductivity might be more easily realized even at higher temperatures. The concept I have in mind is that of a “quantum box” or a “quantum sphere,” and ideas such as “High-temperature superconductivity in a quantum box or quantum sphere.” Conventional quantum dots are, in practice, close to this idea, but what I am proposing is to define the design—structure and geometry—more rigorously and theoretically. In addition to geometric size, charge state and magnetism must be taken into account. For example, within the basic model discussed above, if Cooper pairs do in fact experience force, but due to symmetry undergo isotropic acceleration and therefore merely appear not to experience force, then one could design a structure in which that isotropic acceleration does not vary with direction. Taking the size of the Cooper pair into account, one would then design the size of the box or the quantum sphere accordingly. If one is considering room-temperature superconductivity, this necessarily leads to the definition of a multidimensional symmetric structure that takes into account lattice vibrations (phonons) at room temperature. Fundamentally, physics described only by equations does not readily lead to applications. What is required is a concrete understanding of why Cooper pairs exhibit superconductivity. Humans must be able to imagine it, and in some cases even depict it visually. The simpler this explanation can be—simple enough for non-specialists to understand—the better. For example, in the explanations above: saying that electromagnetic waves disappear means that waves of opposite phase interfere and sum to zero; saying that space becomes rigid means that forces are not aligned in a straight line like an ideal spring, but instead their directions are dispersed; saying that a force is effectively not felt means that when force is applied, it is completely and isotropically distributed. These are intuitively obvious. The more this kind of intuitive, essential understanding is present, the more it connects to applied physics. In other words, if isotropic dispersion of force is the key, then it becomes clear that strong perturbations or interference of a field in a particular direction will make such isotropic dispersion harder to realize. This highlights the importance of considering symmetric structures that do not disturb isotropy. On that basis, one can then structurally define spatial confinement of electrons using energy barriers, that is, quantum sphere. There is, in fact, an extremely important point here: for current iron-based and copper-based superconductors, it is generally said that we do not really know where, in a concrete sense, Cooper pairs are formed within the crystal. They are defined somewhat vaguely, as if at a macroscopic level. Concepts such as quantum boxes or quantum spheres do allow for localization in space, but because they are not continuous structures, there is a fundamental difficulty in realizing a superconducting material as a whole. However, from the perspective of confirming the process of Cooper pair formation, this has enormous significance in both fundamental and applied physics. From there, it may become possible to extract which conditions are important for forming a continuum: spatial constraints, charge, magnetism, their directions, and symmetry. Even if structural realization turns out to be impossible, the theory may nevertheless become clearer and contribute to greater certainty. From another perspective, if such spatial constraints turn out to have no theoretical effect, then the absolute necessity of treating Cooper pairs as a collective phenomenon becomes more apparent. Ultimately, if things can be clarified theoretically at a level that is understandable even without equations, a wide range of applications and solutions come into view. In the best case, progress can occur on the order of a single day, as in my current efforts. The same applies to sodium-ion batteries. By clarifying the model of the potential and electromotive force generated by intercalation within sodium layers, structural guidelines become clear. At that stage, manufacturability and cost performance are separate issues. The clearer and simpler the most fundamental model can be expressed—so clear that it can be conveyed using only plain text—the clearer the structural guidelines become, and the challenges that must be overcome are revealed. This applies equally to room-temperature superconductivity at ambient pressure, even if it is not yet known whether it can be achieved. First, it is necessary to clarify why Cooper pairs exhibit zero resistance. Is it a collective behavior? Or is it a phenomenon in which a single composite fermion does not experience force, or experiences force but disperses it symmetrically? This must be made clear. Fundamentally—especially in physics—it is acceptable to be wrong. More important is the process of clarifying things through language, communication, and images. One moves forward rapidly while using AI, as I am doing alone right now. For example, even though the interference length of Cooper pairs differs by several orders of magnitude from the distance scale of the Heisenberg uncertainty principle, the question of whether two electrons with opposite spins can enter within the Heisenberg uncertainty distance remains critically important. By firmly grasping the basics, the process of making mistakes can lead to many derivative discoveries. That is especially true if the foundation is close to first principles. Conversely, if my physical theory is fundamentally wrong, then everything collapses. Even so, there is physical significance in that outcome. In any case, physics advances by making mistakes, valuing those mistakes, correcting them, and continuously moving forward. Shall I keep going? In a situation like this, one might ask—but this is the pace at which things proceed when I start thinking about physics. The question raised earlier—whether an electron with opposite spin can exist within the minimum positional range allowed for a fermion as defined by the Heisenberg uncertainty principle—is also a question of “What is a quantum state?” What does it mean for quantum states to be the same? Strictly speaking, a quantum state is defined at least by position in spacetime (including momentum) and by spin quantum numbers. In other words, two states that share the same quantum numbers but differ only in spin direction can be said to be as close as quantum states can possibly be. If satisfying both conditions (position and spin) constitutes a single quantum state, then it follows that electrons with opposite spins are effectively allowed to exist at the same position. However, if electrons with opposite spins exist at the same position, then more than one electron would receive force from a photon via field oscillations. That would violate the law of energy conservation, so they should effectively not experience force—in other words, they should “bosonize.” This is an extremely fundamental discussion. That said, there is a critically important point at which the foundation of my theory might be (partially) invalidated. The question is whether the Heisenberg uncertainty principle is truly connected to the certainty that a photon acts on exactly one electron. Put differently: an electromagnetic field is an oscillation of electric and magnetic fields—but can the electrons present in that field receive force in a distinguishable, individual manner? Does the oscillation of the electric and magnetic fields possess selectivity when multiple electrons are present—can it act on individual electrons separately? If such selectivity does not exist, then my theory may hold. This point must be examined rigorously. This is precisely a question for which generative AI does not provide a strict answer. Simply posing this question to the world already constitutes enormous added value. Next, regarding Cooper pairs. Let us proceed under the assumption that, as individual composite fermions, Cooper pairs may in some cases lack the ability to exhibit zero resistance—that is, the ability to not experience force or to isotropically disperse force. Here I clarify the premise: resistance arises when a particle experiences force and is deflected, independently of spatial curvature. Zero resistance, then, means not receiving force from anything other than gravity—for example, not from (virtual) photons. Under this premise, zero resistance due to Cooper pairs is assumed to rely on collective behavior. In that case, I believe it is most appropriate to think in terms of crystal structure. Cooper pairs are likely in a state that maintains (highly ordered) structure, including positional distributions. That structure is such that, at any position, when force is applied by (virtual) photons, the force is isotropically dispersed. This is a state in which collective behavior as a highly symmetric structure is maintained. Since structure implies a spatial extent, satisfying superconductivity across the entire structure suggests the existence of a kind of “source,” analogous to nucleation. From that source, superconductivity spreads—much like lattice vibrations caused by distortions in a crystal lattice propagate through the lattice field—until the entire system exhibits superconductivity. This then raises the next question: what kind of virtual particles are responsible for this transmission? And what is their velocity? These questions naturally arise. It becomes necessary to define the collective structure of Cooper pairs with the same rigor as a crystal structure. While walking approximately 10 km (about two hours) along a monotonous riverside path as part of a health guideline, I found myself deeply contemplating superconductivity. Thinking while walking is extremely effective, as blood circulation is in a favorable state. As always, I begin from initial intuition and theory.I consider Cooper pairs based on the idea that, as a single composite particle, two neighboring electrons reside within a “sacred zone (critical region)” defined by the minimum bound of the Heisenberg uncertainty principle. Cooper pairing is commonly described as the “coupling” of electrons, but I propose that the conditions for such coupling can only be satisfied within this sacred region. The reason is that this region contains special (prohibitive) conditions, as described below. Physics must be considered rigorously. There is always a rational path. Unlike human societies (or those governed by authority figures in Japan), which can become lawless zones, physical phenomena never deviate from their rules. They treat everyone fairly—regardless of one’s background, including my own (irregular background as blogger highly stricted in cyber space illegitimately). When a (virtual) photon transfers energy to an electron, which is a fermion, what happens to that electron? Both its translational velocity (related to position) and its rotational velocity are affected. Translational velocity has a direction, while rotational velocity has an axis of rotation. When an electron is accelerated translationally by receiving energy from a (virtual) photon, in which direction does it move? It moves along the direction of its rotational axis. If the sense of rotation differs, the direction of motion is reversed. Therefore, if two electrons with opposite directions of rotation but aligned rotational axes exist stably as a composite entity, then when they receive energy from an electromagnetic field (as in the case of photons), the two electrons will accelerate in exactly opposite directions. Because they are bound together, these accelerations cancel out, resulting in a net balance of zero. In other words, the pair maintains constant velocity. This, in my view, is the essence of why Cooper pairs exhibit zero resistance, which is quite visually imageable. According to my theory, based on energy conservation, within the sacred region defined by the minimum bound of the Heisenberg uncertainty principle, two electrons must not simultaneously receive energy from a single (virtual) photon. Consequently, a stable composite of two electrons with aligned rotational axes and opposite rotational directions is not subject to this positional constraint. As an image, consider an electron, a fermion, as having a “castle” surrounded by a circular “garden.” At the edge of the garden stands a circular wall as a boundary. To enter the garden, one must pass through a “gate.” To open this gate, several conditions must be satisfied: the rotational axes must be aligned, the rotational velocities must match, and the directions of rotation must be opposite. Only then does the gate open. However, electrons experience repulsive force due to virtual photons, so an attractive force that exceeds this repulsion is required. This attractive force originates from “out-of-phase oscillations at the single-electron level,” which are analogous to optical phonons in a crystal lattice. Among these conditions, some are more difficult to satisfy than others. For example, statistically speaking, the probability that two encountering electrons have opposite directions of rotation is relatively high, since there are only two possible orientations. Rotational velocity is also quantized and thus relatively easy to match. The most difficult condition is the alignment of rotational axes. There are two axes with 360 degrees of freedom. Although these axes are quantized rather than continuous, the number of possible orientations is still extremely large. Aligning rotational axes is crucial, and this requirement overlaps with the conditions for antiferromagnetism and ferromagnetism. Therefore, superconductivity should be related to these magnetic states, and within a crystal lattice field (in solids), superconductivity should be more easily realized when such magnetic order exists. Therefore, these magnetic states and superconductivity are closely related, and within a crystal lattice field (in solids), superconductivity should be more readily realized when such magnetic states are present. As described above, superconductivity additionally requires an “attractive interaction arising from opposite phase oscillations at the single-electron level,” as well as “matching rotational velocities with opposite directions of rotation.” Consequently, the constraints for superconductivity are stricter than those for antiferromagnetic or ferromagnetic order. This is indeed what is observed in reality. Another important factor is the relatively macroscopic state describing how free electrons move collectively within the crystal lattice field. When the motion is close to random, the necessary conditions are difficult to satisfy. In contrast, superconducting states should be more easily established when the collective motion exhibits a high degree of regularity. This regularity in collective motion may be related to the alignment of the electrons’ rotational axes—that is, to the conditions underlying antiferromagnetism and ferromagnetism—particularly when there is a correlation between the direction of motion and the direction of the rotational axis. If gyroscopic motion is stable at low energy, the direction of motion and the direction of the rotational axis will coincide. What, then, is meant by “opposite phase oscillations at the single-electron level”? While it seems necessary for electrons to adopt such a state in order to overcome repulsive forces and approach each other, what aspects of the environment determine this behavior remain unclear at present. As an analogical model, optical phonons—opposite phase oscillations of particles at neighboring lattice sites—are of particular importance. Defining a crystal lattice environment in which these conditions can be more easily satisfied at higher temperatures is likely to be fundamentally important for high-temperature superconductivity. However, these conditions are not sufficient by themselves. Within the “sacred zone (critical region)” defined by the minimum bound of the Heisenberg uncertainty principle, there is likely a barrier analogous to an “energy barrier,” as symbolized by the castle wall. Once inside this region, special forces must exist to enforce both the alignment of rotational axes and the fixation of the relative positions of the electrons. This may involve a specific type of virtual particle, since two electrons must never simultaneously receive forces from the electromagnetic field. This constraint is related to energy conservation in a closed system—the universe as a whole. In essence, the reason Cooper pairs exhibit zero resistance is that they cannot absorb energy from (virtual) photons: their rotational axes, including the uncertainty associated with precessional motion, are opposite, causing any acceleration to be completely canceled out. This is not an isotropic dispersion; rather, the directions of force are more narrowly constrained within the range allowed by precessional motion. As mentioned above, I considered the collective behavior of Cooper pairs, and this consideration is not without value. Although superconductivity can be satisfied at the level of a single Cooper pair, there are cases in which an entire crystal structure exhibits superconductivity, implying that conditions exist under which Cooper pairs are formed collectively. I assumed that a Cooper pair itself possesses a specific structure that diffuses through the system. For this to occur, there must be a physical model in which, once a single Cooper pair is formed under favorable conditions, neighboring electrons are induced to form Cooper pairs more readily as well. This model of induced propagation may share similarities with the propagation of lattice distortions mediated by phonons. Within such a framework, the corresponding virtual particle and its characteristic propagation velocity can also be defined. Both the conditions required for the formation of a single composite particle and the conditions required for its collective diffusion must be satisfied hierarchically; only then (satisfy hierarchical conditions) can superconductivity emerge as a stable structural phenomenon.
When I was younger—in my twenties and thirties—I became acutely aware of how difficult it is to study theoretical physics independently. Textbooks written in a way that convey the essence in an understandable manner were virtually nonexistent in Japanese, and hardly any better in English. Physics education relies almost entirely on the operational use of mathematical formulas. In other words, the “language” of physicists is mathematics. However, mathematical expressions that can be mapped onto real space should, in principle, be strictly commutable with words expressed in natural language. If something cannot be explained clearly in ordinary language, it may indicate that its essence has not yet been fully understood. Historically, human beings mastered the use of language long before mathematics. Therefore, in order to truly understand—even in a difficult field such as theoretical or applied physics—it must ultimately be expressed in words that anyone can understand. Ideally, this should not even be written language, but direct communication. In that sense, my current format is not actually optimal. What would be best is for me to speak directly, on site. I am confident it would be extremely effective. I cannot even imagine what kind of added value might emerge from that. In particular, fields such as particle physics (especially photons and gravitons), quantum mechanics, thermodynamics, and especially superconductivity are subject to very strong limitations as long as I am unable to fully participate in society. For that reason, restrictions must be imposed on the parts that would count as originality. At the same time, however, the content presented here is at a level that can be understood even by physicians in completely unrelated fields, or by researchers in entirely different disciplines. In fact, it might even be accessible to high school students. This is especially true for Japanese people and those who use English whose native language is Japanese and English. There is simply no Japanese textbook like this anywhere. As a result, this could become a field in which a very large number of people understand the fundamentals at a deep level. So while restrictions may indeed be imposed, there will almost certainly be widespread interest. For human beings, genuine understanding is always accompanied by curiosity and engagement. Behind restriction and prohibition lies an enormous opportunity, but quite stressful. From that perspective as well, imposing limitations and prohibitions in this field preserves neutrality, fairness, and—physically speaking—symmetry. I believe interest in physics would rise dramatically, including among women, particularly in Japan and those who use English. Compared to chemistry or biology (which are difficult in a different way due to the complexity of phenomena), or physiology and medicine (which are difficult mainly due to the sheer volume of specialized terminology), physics textbooks and papers are especially hard to read. For that reason, there must have been a latent, unmet demand for this kind of writing that focuses on fundamental understanding. In a sense, I have ended up filling the demand that I myself had when I was younger. Today, generative AI is contributing greatly to this process as well. It can be said that physics has become far more accessible for independent study than ever before.
I suspect that many people have overlooked the most important question I raised. Let me address it explicitly. I have always been a left-handed pitcher in baseball. When you impart rightward spin to a ball along its direction of motion, it curves to the right—that is, it becomes a curveball. This happens because the side with lower flow velocity effectively has a higher density of spacetime particles (air molecules), and the resulting pressure difference pushes the ball sideways. This phenomenon arises because the baseball is sufficiently large and surrounded by a large number of gas particles. But what happens when we move to a single electron? An electron possesses momentum—namely, a velocity and direction associated with position—and also a rotational velocity and a direction of its rotational axis. Now consider the case where the direction of the electron’s rotational axis is perpendicular to its direction of motion. In that case, one can imagine the possibility that the electron’s velocity would fluctuate periodically. This led me to consider that, in order for the electron’s rotation to be completely independent of its translational momentum, a constraint must exist. Specifically, I propose that a selection rule must operate such that the rotational axis of the electron must align with its direction of motion. Alternatively, the same conclusion can be reached by applying the idea that a state in which rotational motion and translational motion do not interfere—meaning no acceleration or deceleration occurs—is energetically stable. This, in turn, connects directly to the notion that when an electron receives energy from a photon or an electromagnetic field, it accelerates in the direction of its rotational axis. Without such a selection rule, Cooper pairs themselves could not exist. Put differently, if there were no constraint relating the direction of the rotational axis to the direction of translational acceleration, then even pairs of electrons with opposite spin could not cancel perturbations from electromagnetic fields based on symmetry. In that case, interference could not be forbidden, and zero resistance would not be possible. At the very least, it has already been pointed out that electron spin cannot be explained as classical rotation. Nevertheless, when we take into account the quantization of position and the compression of position due to mass, it becomes necessary to reexamine the question of what kind of motion electron spin actually represents. Phenomena such as the resonance between the precessional frequency of spin and electromagnetic waves—Larmor resonance—are already applied in practice, for example in MRI. Given that such resonance phenomena are directly observed experimentally, is it not worth reconsidering whether the electron’s rotation and rotational axis might, after all, possess some form of physical reality? This question, I believe, remains open and deserves serious reconsideration.
Last night (January 8), in response to the previous paragraph, a generative AI stated its view as follows: “Spin is a degree of freedom in state space." If that is the case, then we must address the question of how state space is connected to real physical space. If such a connection cannot be defined, this effectively implies the existence of another space independent of the physical universe—something akin to a parallel world. I do not believe such a thing exists. To describe spin as a degree of freedom in state space is, in my view, a form of escape from reality: when a phenomenon cannot be explained in real physical space, one simply introduces a new space—conveniently defined by mathematics—to accommodate it. This raises a deeper question: what does physics ultimately rest upon? In other words, what are its first principles? Take, for example, the statement that appears in E=mc^2, the speed of light is constant, and no particle exceeds it. Is this truly a first principle? Or is it itself a conclusion derived from something more fundamental? I take the true first principle to be the conservation of energy of the entire universe. From there, the next question naturally arises: can the law of energy conservation be violated locally? This is not a matter of inductive reasoning based on empirical regularities or accumulated measurements. Rather, if physics is to be founded on a purely deductive process, then its first principles must be defined explicitly and rigorously—principles that no one can reasonably doubt. Perhaps physics itself must restart from this point. For example, an important issue I have not explicitly stated is the following. When a single photon transfers energy to a single electron—when the electromagnetic field acts on the localization of an electron’s wavefunction—there must exist a characteristic time constant (a relaxation time). I suggested that this time constant could be derived from Planck’s constant. But then we must ask: why does Planck’s constant have that particular value, and why is it constant at all? On what foundation does that claim depend? What first principle justifies it? Unless we rigorously trace such questions one by one, any attempt to maintain consistency merely through the manipulation of equations will inevitably lead to statements such as “electron spin is a degree of freedom in state space.” That is, we end up relying on a convenient abstract space to avoid confronting unresolved physical reality. I place as my first principle the assertion that energy is conserved even locally. All of my theoretical construction is built upon this foundation. Given that all measurements necessarily contain finite error, physics ultimately becomes—at its deepest level—a philosophical question of what one chooses to believe. If complete consensus cannot be reached, then physics itself cannot truly restart. At the very least, all theoretical physicists must once again ask themselves the question:“What do you place as your first principle?” Not Planck’s constant as a given, not E=mc^2, but there are deeper background as the hidden First priciple.
As long as the current situation continues, it is possible that special articles on physics will continue to be prepared, specifically to clarify so-called “prohibited domains.” These discussions will not begin until my sanctions are lifted. Not only Japan, but the world has continued to follow profoundly unreasonable rules—rules that appear to stem from secrecy decisions likely made by Japan. That very fact, including the use of somewhat forceful measures, has become a powerful means of repelling international opposition to the establishment of such “prohibited domains.”
〈Chemistry〉
If one looks at my history, it is clear that, in chemistry, my work is fundamentally about batteries. I have also worked on single-atom catalysts, but in terms of real impact on society, batteries are unquestionably the most significant. When I was operating past blog in blogger while educational blog "駒田の部屋" in ameba blog was also operating, one of my focus was on lithium–air (oxygen) batteries. In the United States, with support from the Department of Defense, iron–air batteries are being pursued. However, in principle, systems based on the insertion and extraction of ionic species within material structures—that is, intercalation-based systems—appear superior when long-term continuity and durability are taken into account. Air-based batteries inherently suffer unavoidable disadvantages in cycle performance, because reaction products inevitably accumulate on the electrodes. By contrast, intercalation-based systems offer much higher reversibility of electrode structures. This is something I did not recognize at the time when I was working on lithium–air batteries. Can it really be said that this has absolutely no connection to this year’s Nobel Prize awarded to Kyoto University? In that sense, my activities may be connected to the honor of “someone.” The same can be said of the Nobel Prize in Physics awarded in 2014, which was received exclusively by Japanese researchers. In applied physics, it was arguably one of the most significant Nobel Prizes in Japanese history. That prize concerned gallium nitride–based LEDs—a field with which I am involved. By that time, I had already begun my scientific activities on the internet, so I find it difficult to believe that this was mere coincidence.
My activities may have influenced someone’s recognition or honor through a kind of butterfly effect. And yet, at the same time, in the labor market, I have had to bow my head (obey the order from younger) even to people younger than myself (nevertheless just "me", the most valuable person in the world in essence) . How much evil is this abomination (negative gap and unbalance)? How penalty is needed in Japanese society from myself?
Let us turn to a new paragraph. In a sustainable society, confronting the issues of energy and electricity is unavoidable. It has even been pointed out that energy issues lay in the background of the Second World War. Energy security is therefore deeply connected to global and national peace—or, conversely, to war, conflict, and terrorism. It is the second most important issue after food and water security. Modern life is simply impossible without electricity. Closely tied to electrical security is the issue of batteries. To make effective use of renewable energy, batteries that can store electricity freely and reliably are essential. Such batteries must be inexpensive per unit of stored energy. Moreover, achieving very large storage capacities requires independence from lithium, a scarce metal whose reserves are geographically limited and highly demanded in the electric vehicle field, for example to regions such as Chile. A rational elemental solution to this problem is sodium. Sodium is abundant, present even in seawater, and its reserves are orders of magnitude larger than those of lithium. However, sodium ions are heavier and larger than lithium ions and are less favorable for intercalation. As a result, sodium-ion batteries are not suitable for onboard applications such as electric vehicles. Nevertheless, for grid-scale (stationary) energy storage, where size and weight are less critical, sodium-ion batteries are in fact well suited—particularly for energy systems designed to maximize the use of renewable energy as part of a national energy mix tied to energy security. The added value and originality of battery technology to which I may, in some cases, apply restrictions (or prohibitions) lies in a "low-voltage sodium-ion battery that uses water as the electrolyte". In this concept, both electrodes are formed from materials typically used only on one side, and the system relies exclusively on abundant materials such as carbon and titanium. When the operating voltage is sufficiently low, water electrolysis does not occur, making it possible to use water safely as the electrolyte. This concept can be only applied to the mass battery system for electricity. but no electric vehicle. Because the voltage is low, electrode degradation is minimized. There is no risk of combustion, and the use of water provides exceptional environmental compatibility. The system is safe, easy to maintain, and carries low geopolitical risk in terms of material procurement, since all required materials are widely available. This is true not only for Japan, but for the entire world.
Accordingly, this proposal is particularly relevant to distributed energy security in low- and middle-income countries with limited domestic resources. It directly affects quality of life. That said, significant challenges remain: the batteries are large; forming bulk electrodes is nontrivial; precise electrode design using density functional theory (material distribution theory related to potential and close to the first principle, which is highly related to my physics suggestion and restriction) is required; the small voltage difference demands highly accurate structural control; and manufacturing is inherently difficult. Moreover, it is essential to establish a low-cost manufacturing process. Nevertheless, the value of overcoming these challenges is unmistakably clear. The capture with indispensable technology related to huge infrastructure and related to sustainable society hugely globaly demanded is quite big issue for considering capturing the power of the global market. If my concept of a water-based sodium-ion battery is suppressed, it will affect the sustainability of the Earth itself. In the worst case, it could even affect peace, because electricity directly determines quality of life. Its importance—especially for stationary energy storage systems—far exceeds that of the iron–air batteries currently being pursued by the U.S. Department of Defense. Japan has destroyed abundant forest resources and, through subsidy-driven policies, has built megawatt-class solar power facilities across the country. However, it is highly unlikely that the electricity generated by solar power—whether at the household level or larger scale—is being used effectively. The key to improving the energy mix lies in the development of superior energy storage batteries across multiple dimensions. Therefore, inhibition of this concept will be great severely affected to Japanese society and economic by the unavoidable sanction from me, if this concept succeed. At the core of that fundamental solution is the water-based sodium-ion battery. Compared with flow batteries, this approach is far more rational when geopolitical risk, safety, and related factors are taken into account—at least in my view. That said, forming bulk electrodes is technically difficult. Precisely because water is used as the electrolyte, the Reiwa era—during which His Majesty the Emperor conducts research on water—represents an exceptionally significant opportunity in Japan. Strengthening local power systems from a technological standpoint has a high potential to enhance global energy security. Given this, what kind of outcome would result from provoking my indignation over a decade? I believe that, if you follow this explanation, the answer is clear. Those who have only ten or twenty years left to live may not care. But for today’s younger generations—those who must live another fifty years or more—and for their future descendants, this has the potential to affect their quality of life and, in some cases, even peace itself. By provoking me, this work would be completely buried underground—unable to sprout, bloom, or even sow its seeds. And that state would become permanent. In fact, I will ensure that it becomes so. At the very least, through my blog activities—the only remaining window to society—I can express my absolute will as the originator of this work. Even if prohibitions were violated, any resulting business would ultimately have to operate in constant fear of risk especially in evil Japan undergroud society highly related to politics. As a result, the practical likelihood of my technology being implemented in society would be drastically reduced. Not only what I have written, but also my own abilities (the most severe loss in the world including education), experience, and knowledge would, of course, be unavailable at the field level. Education at the practical, on-site level for the next generation would also never be realized. Coldly. Mercilessly, any more,,,, The outcome of my actions—conducted primarily in Japan and based on good conscience—has led to where we are now. Those who must take this seriously are people of my generation, younger generations, and older generations who value their descendants. That means you. This is not only about Japan. It concerns everyone in the world. Among Japanese people, I possess a level of global moral responsibility that is above a certain threshold. Therefore, this has global consequences, especially in the low-middle income nation and the nations depending on oil resouce (It sounds contradictory, but it's not) in essence. Looking back over the past eleven years, events have primarily unfolded with Japan at the center. Because of this, from now on, I will no longer think in terms of “for Japan” (that is, Japanese national interest), but rather in terms of the entire world. In other words, the value and importance that Japan holds for me have drastically diminished. After this level of human rights violations and cold treatment as much as could not be any more severe case, there is absolutely no moral obligation left for me to act “for Japan.”
<Biology, Pharmacology, Medicine, and Healthcare>
(Drug Delivery / Drug Delivery Systems)
Drug Delivery Systems (DDS) are a scientific field concerned with the pharmacokinetics of drugs within the body and their delivery to pathological sites. The goal is to deliver therapeutic agents efficiently and selectively to diseased tissues. My concept is cell-type-specific, and extends further to tissue- and organ-specific drug delivery. The drug carriers I have focused on primarily include extracellular vesicles (including exosomes), but also encompass synthetic nanoparticles. The core idea and theory involve identifying cell-surface molecules that are specifically expressed by particular cell types, tissues, or organs, and decorating the surfaces of extracellular vesicles or nanoparticles with ligands that bind to those molecules with high and specific affinity. This is a fundamentally essential concept and unavoitable one for specific targeting. Moreover, the substances that originally determine such chemotaxis—the attraction of materials to specific cell types or tissues—include not only chemokines, but also cell adhesion molecules, such as integrins, selectins, and members of the immunoglobulin superfamily. In particular, the use of specific subtypes of "cell adhesion molecules" that define cell-type identity in synthetic nanoparticles—especially extracellular vesicles—represents a "highly original" approach. To support such targeting strategies for drug delivery, I have proposed a comprehensive analysis of cell adhesion molecules (the “CAMome”), described separately below. This form of proteomic analysis is directly related to drug delivery and cell-type-specific drug delivery systems. These are systemic concept disrupted by my sanction. In addition, drug delivery analysis using MRI based on heavy-water (deuterium) resonance in deuterated hydrogels is included. This is now completely prohibited.
With respect to these areas, the impact of imposing a permanent prohibition on the use of my original contributions—particularly those representing originality and added value—would be substantial in the field of pharmacology. The potential demand for transporting substances efficiently to specific pathological sites is enormous, whether the substances are drugs, contrast agents, or other stimulatory materials (for example, substances used to modulate or probe the abundance of specific entities such as extracellular vesicles for analytical purposes). Researchers working in this area already exist, but at a minimum, restrictions will be imposed, and as an expression of my will against this profoundly unjust society, the field will become extremely difficult to operate in. That is precisely my intention. Even when publishing results, careful consideration of content will become unavoidable, and it has alread occur during long time since 2021-. This is highly likely to affect future developments, including vaccines delivered via lipid nanoparticles, such as mRNA vaccines designed to minimize adverse effects, so the global health-related security issue. At the very least, as a sanction imposed by me on the international community—especially Japan—for having effectively subjected me for more than ten years to an extraordinarily unjust environment involving human rights violations, financial hardship, and information control, I categorically prohibit the use of my original contributions in drug delivery and DDS, including fine-grained details. This is entirely justified bacause cause of an extraordinarily unjust environment agaist me is originated from my blog activities.
I have been forced to accept an extremely unreasonable environment, yet still survive without dying—working under unfair conditions, earning income for basic living and child support, and continuing to live. At the same time, those who maintain and enforce this unreasonable secrecy must also bear responsibility. The most rational responsibility I can impose upon you is the negative societal impact resulting from the prohibition of the use of my added value. Those closely involved will have no choice but to live under a constant shadow (negativity, recession, suffering even suicide). Just as I have suffered under such conditions for a long time. There is absolutely no obligation on my part, in my current circumstances, to provide any form of relief. This field will be profoundly affected—permanently. Because vaccines are included, this may also extend to public health.
(Separation and purification)
One of the representative technologies presented on my blog—not limited to medical applications—is “separation and purification.” Specifically, as already clearly stated on this blog, this refers to research, development, and technology that utilize higher-order iterative patterns, nanoparticles including extracellular vesicles, and their targeting properties, enabling the development of promising separation technology through otherwise general methods such as sedimentation. Technologies that utilize nanoparticles—including extracellular vesicles—and their targeting properties share a common foundation and conceptual overlap with nanoparticle targeting technologies used for drug delivery. One particularly important conceptual contribution is the realization that “separating things” is critically important not only for future science and technology, but also for global development, security, and improvements in quality of life. Separation is not merely about dividing components; it can also be used for purification, making it a foundational technology for entirely new approaches to drug discovery screening and pharmaceutical manufacturing. For example, if substances produced by cells can be selectively separated, cells can be used as factories—not only for drug discovery screening, but also for the actual production of therapeutics. The range of applications is extremely broad, and the resulting impact would be profound. This will inevitably affect the future of iPS cell technology as well. Once it becomes possible to selectively isolate substances produced by cells used as factories, drug discovery itself will be transformed in a revolutionary manner. If drug therapies are conducted using only substances produced by an individual’s own cells—including through iPS cell technologies—it is reasonable to expect that such therapies would be more biocompatible and have fewer side effects than artificially synthesized drugs. For example, adverse immune reactions may be significantly reduced. Moreover, such drug discovery screening may allow for the simultaneous separation of multiple substances with multiple therapeutic objectives, opening the possibility of parallel drug discovery processes. This could dramatically alter the pharmaceutical industry and drug-based medical treatments. It is entirely plausible that specific substances naturally present within the body’s cells exhibit therapeutic effects. By precisely controlling the in vivo concentrations of such specific natural substances, acute-phase treatments could be realized. If side effects are minimal, long-term administration for chronic diseases may also be feasible, as these substances are naturally present in human cells, potentially minimizing biological harm, which mean potentially saving of phamaceutical field. In additional, we can investigate human cell-level substance in non-invasive manner taking advantage of the cell-type specific separation system by using extracellular vesicle as cell-type marker. This could impose huge impact of reliable biomarker field, safe medical inspection, human health research which is quite insufficient. While enabling such functionality—by separating substances using substance-specific markers to identify and isolate functional components—poses enormous technical challenges, it is principally feasible. A particularly serious concern arising from the restrictions and prohibitions I impose relates to environmental analysis and monitoring. Among the impacts most easily understood by the public is the potential effect on the fundamental strengthening of continuous environmental surveillance and monitoring in preparation for infectious diseases and pandemics. In particular, the ability to “separate things” within biological systems is directly and unmistakably connected to global security. Your profoundly unreasonable decisions, and your continued pattern of raising expectations and repeatedly lying (including recently), have caused a negative legacy to accumulate within me exponentially. This is still ongoing. The impact this will have on the future of the Earth is immeasurable. It is simply not yet visible or manifest, which is the scientically great matter?, no also in politics. As long as the current generation continues to follow the elderly generation—obeying orders and regulations—the responsibility lies with you, Japan, and the international community as a whole. I have exceeded my tolerance. I have exceeded the limits of conscience. Therefore, I impose concrete and severe sanctions. Specifically:
“The content of my blog, including its concepts, shall not be used—permanently. It will be buried underground.”
“Research, development, and technological advancement in related scientific fields will be made significantly difficult and recieve great obstacle.”
For example, this will affect even ordinary corporate economic activities. Breaking endeavors agaist my inhibition will become “high-risk in every sense.” This is what happens when you provoke my indignation further, contineously (already over a dacade not manifested bacause of lack of my power and mental health). You need to engrave deeply in your mind for the catastrophic result especially in Japan already its will occur, further contineous evil situation means,,,
(Comprehensive Biological Framework: Cell Adhesion Molecules, Cytoskeleton, Nucleus, Extracellular Matrix, Molecular Motors)
When examined individually, each of these elements has been studied for a long time. However, I have provided the world with comprehensive, integrated information encompassing cell adhesion molecules, the cytoskeleton, the cell nucleus, and the extracellular matrix. This has never been done before by a single individual in human history. These components are intimately connected to the structural and dynamic determinants of biological organisms and the human body.The extracellular matrix forms the foundational scaffold and stabilizes the interstitium. Cell adhesion molecules such as integrins function as joints that connect this extracellular foundation to the intracellular skeleton—the cytoskeleton. The cytoskeleton determines cell shape and stability and serves as a set of rails along which intracellular cargo is transported by molecular motors. Both the cell and the nucleus possess mesh-like structural proteins—such as lamins and spectrins—that support their membranes. Within the nucleus itself, skeletal molecules including lamins support chromatin positioning and stability. As cells age, particularly due to changes in lamins, the shape of the nucleus begins to deteriorate. Individually, all of these elements have been studied before. What I have done is to integrate them from a holistic perspective. Furthermore, I have proposed proteome-wide analytical frameworks specifically for this integration. This is entirely original. This is the point at which permanent prohibitions will be imposed—not only in Japan, but internationally. You are free to violate these prohibitions if you wish. However, doing so will constitute an extremely high-risk undertaking. Fundamental aspects of biology—including the determination of form and the transport of matter—will be restricted, and in some cases prohibited. I will state this explicitly:
“Science and technology will end. The world will end.”More precisely: “Japan will certainly end.”
I will no longer tolerate this. Even if I were allowed to fully re-enter society immediately, what has occurred over the past eleven years will be made unequivocally clear. Only after that will the world move on to the next stage. Until now, I have acted according to conscience, prioritizing contributions to Japan and the international community—particularly for younger generations and for women. However, those very people have continuously overlooked an extremely serious incident involving fundamental human rights. There is an established fact that secrecy was maintained. Some individuals actively cooperated in this grave social wrongdoing. Therefore, responsibility must be borne—particularly by individuals and organizations that gained benefits in terms of academic standing, reputation, financial gain, or social position. What does that responsibility entail? It means they will inevitably be affected by my cold, deliberate decision. That decision consists of the following:
"The permanent prohibition of the use of my blog content."
The full and explicit disclosure of past misconduct, until which the release of my information will not be permitted. This process will take time, and therefore its impact is unavoidable. This is not limited to Japan—it applies globally. If you kill me, then everything ends there. So now, what will you do? This is what it means to provoke my anger. For the good of the world, someone who has consistently provided enormous added value through their own capabilities possesses a unique form of sanction they alone can impose. No one else can do this. It is far more rational, cold, and effective than emotionally driven violence—and it provides internal coherence and justification. Through my blog activities, extreme inequality has been imposed upon me. Now, in response, I impose sanctions—based on blog information—upon the society that did not violate these conditions, meaning it ignored them, tolerated them, and ultimately determined the outcome. This action is neutral.
(Transcranial Focused Ultrasound Systems)
High-Intensity Focused Ultrasound (HIFU) has been studied for a long time and is already commercially available from several manufacturers. My work encompasses a broad set of concepts, including but not limited to: ultrasound imaging—particularly systems using fragmentation techniques; fundamental design guidelines; transducers utilizing perovskite structures; fluid imaging concepts for fenestration in hydrocephalus; thermal therapies utilizing the vascular and immune systems; and the associated fluid imaging frameworks. These approaches may make it possible to create openings in tissues such as the heart, meaning they are potentially relevant not only to neurosurgery but also to cardiac surgery. I have also proposed experimental systems using mannequins. These mannequins can be made of hydrogels, though in simplified setups, water alone may suffice depending on container design. Concepts for bulk hydrogel formation inspired by artificial bone models, tofu, and gelatin-based foods are included. For bone structures, artificial materials with similar acoustic properties may be used. Additional original concepts include drug tracking using heavy-water hydrogels, tissue analysis, non-invasive cellular therapies, fluid dynamics analysis, and highly reliable multimodal diagnosis and analysis of tumors using heavy-water gels. At the most fundamental level, this also includes neural stimulation by heat, ablation, and therapies based on mild thermal stimulation. With respect to these detailed and comprehensive concepts, permanent restrictions will be imposed, and those elements with a high degree of originality will be explicitly prohibited. As a result, the sale and use of HIFU-based devices will become extremely difficult. This issue is particularly severe in Japan. For companies, this will become a high-risk business, which in turn means that the widespread adoption of HIFU will face substantial barriers. Canada—especially Toronto, which has taken this technology most seriously—will bear greater responsibility in practical and material terms. The vision of advancing research and development based on systems capable of precisely controlling temperature in targeted regions of the body, and further enabling analysis of fluids such as blood vessels and cerebral ventricles through high-performance integration of ultrasound and MRI, is one in which my highly original contributions would be subject to permanent prohibition. What kind of impact would this have on medicine? It would severely limit future medical options. The scale of the impact may be so large that someone might attempt to violate my prohibitions. However, such actions would result in a form of medicine burdened with resentment, shadowed intentions, and enormous risk. You who have remained silent—do you understand what it means to provoke my anger? This time, my patience has truly been exhausted, never tolerated.
Never forgive this. / Stop it seriously—completely. / Prohibit it.
The largest technology that is currently unrealizable in transcranial focused ultrasound is transcranial focused ultrasound imaging. If this becomes possible, an enormous range of new possibilities will open up. At present, because I do not have direct access to actual hardware, I cannot provide high–added-value information regarding the hardware (devices) or software (computation and algorithms). However, the fundamental bottleneck is clear: sound—namely material vibrations in the ultrasonic frequency range—is extremely strongly attenuated by the skull, and it must pass through the skull twice. At the tissue analysis location, ultrasound is focused, but at the receiving transducer, one must detect dispersed individual signals. This means that signals whose transmission strength and reception strength differ by several orders of magnitude must be detected. Therefore, receiver sensitivity becomes critically important. If past acoustic information—referenced to the analysis timing—remains due to skull reflections and reverberations, this would normally be considered noise, but it might instead be exploited. Is it possible to make use of such noise by causing it to resonate and constructively interfere? There is room to investigate this possibility.
If the analysis time window is widened, the received signal strength may effectively be increased. Alternatively—though this would complicate the system and is something one would prefer to avoid—could magnetic fields or low-energy electromagnetic waves be used to alter the acoustic properties of the entire brain, including the skull? Or might the acoustic properties of the surrounding environment change as a result of the skull receiving ultrasound energy? If so, could this be exploited to enable analysis while maintaining favorable acoustic properties during continuous measurement? Unlike inorganic materials, the in vivo environment—including cells—is dynamic, and this must be taken as a fundamental premise. For experimental systems, hydrogels are suitable (if gelatin-based foods can be made, bulk formation is possible). If that is not feasible, water alone may suffice. For the bone component, one could select a bulk-formable, 3D-printable material with similar acoustic properties. However, such experimental systems cannot fully reproduce changes in acoustic properties—especially in bone—when ultrasound is applied. Evaluating ultrasound-induced variations in bone may therefore require simplified assessment systems using animal models. If the safety of ultrasound imaging is ensured, it could ultimately be performed on the human head. This is an extremely difficult technology, but even at this stage, considering ultrasound signal fragmentation alone reveals numerous avenues for innovation. Once actual experiments are conducted, even more ideas are likely to emerge. For transcranial focused ultrasound imaging, the medical value gained by overcoming these challenges is extraordinarily large. Analysis is essential. Given the topological characteristics of device systems, this modality should excel at visualizing tissue shape and flow direction. If analysis based on tissue shape becomes possible, diagnosis could go beyond simple contrast based on stiffness. It may become possible to diagnose cancer cells or neurodegenerative diseases based on morphology, thereby increasing diagnostic reliability. Furthermore, it may become possible to visualize blood flow and cerebrospinal fluid dynamics, which alone could enable diagnosis. Shape-based analysis is one of the areas in which AI excels most in medical imaging. Transcranial focused ultrasound imaging alone already has sufficient value. If, in addition, it enables ablation, drug delivery, thermal therapy, and heavy-water tracking, the resulting system could become so multifunctional and sophisticated that only a limited number of individuals could fully operate it—potentially to the extent that a dedicated national qualification would be required. This is by no means a fantasy. The potential contribution to future medicine can be evaluated as extremely high. What matters is how remarkable the outcome would be once the challenge is overcome, not how high or difficult the barrier itself is. If the medical added value gained after overcoming the barrier is sufficiently large, then even an extremely high barrier should be overcome using whatever resources are necessary.“If it succeeds, medicine will change.”If that is the case, then not attempting it is not an option. I will describe the design guidelines for piezoelectric materials used in transducers. Fundamentally, acoustic phonons—material waves—at ultrasonic frequencies exhibit directionality in measurement systems. Therefore, crystals with excellent spring-like mechanical properties and elasticity, and with orientational characteristics that resonate with this directionality, are desirable, which is the first priciple for high-quality transducer. Based on this guideline, crystals possessing helical structures with controlled chirality (enantiomerism, right-handed or left-handed helices) around a crystal axis aligned with the propagation direction of ultrasound are preferred. Furthermore, the structure should be defined according to these spring-property and helical-structure design principles so that high elasticity is exhibited specifically at the ultrasonic frequencies actually used in MRI-guided focused ultrasound systems. For crystal growth, a patterned substrate may be suitable. In order for helical springs with a fixed lattice spacing to grow while maintaining both orientation and chirality, one should consider a patterned substrate that enforces this lattice spacing and ensures that the helical axis stands straight. If the spring axis tilts and planar defects are introduced, the elastic properties required for a piezoelectric element are expected to deteriorate significantly. Likewise, point defects and threading dislocations will degrade quality. Therefore, as a necessary condition for growing high-quality, low-defect, helically structured crystals without mixed chirality, a patterned substrate can be proposed—based on the judgment of crystal growth specialists. Growth should be performed slowly, under conditions close to equilibrium. The key hardware factors for this system are the mechanical properties of the piezoelectric elements described above and the skull. Bone is composed primarily of hydroxyapatite, which is relatively inorganic and structurally stable. However, setting aside preconceived assumptions, it is necessary to examine whether the acoustic properties of bone change when ultrasound is applied continuously to some extent, or when temperature rises slightly. Since the skull constitutes an absolute barrier, verifying whether its acoustic properties can change is essential. Another possible approach is to identify regions other than the skull where acoustic transmission is more favorable, and to place multiple ultrasound receivers there such as the lower side of ears. By leveraging the patterns of the received ultrasound signals, it may be possible to infer—using artificial intelligence or computational methods—the ultrasound signal distribution propagating across the transcranial region, thereby improving sensitivity at the software level. Fragments based on reverberation can also be considered. In reverberation phenomena, material waves (ultrasound) incident perpendicular to the tangent plane of the skull’s curved surface strongly interfere with subsequent incoming ultrasound signals—either destructively or constructively. This leads to the formation of “strong echo nuclei,” in which timing and phase alignment are more likely to occur. In addition, the time required for waves to exit downward through brain tissue is relatively short. For example, if ultrasound enters at a low angle relative to the tangent plane of the skull’s curvature, it will undergo multiple reflections within the cranial cavity, resulting in longer reverberation times. In principle, if there is no reflection from the lower (neck-side) boundary, the wave exits after a single reflection. Thus, both the magnitude of interference and the reverberation time can, in principle, be fragmented. By determining the interference strength and reverberation duration of ultrasound components that are scattered at the measurement point and are perpendicular to the tangent plane of the skull’s curvature, and by fragmenting these components, it may be possible to construct a stable global signal framework—a mesh-like structure—and to use it for estimating the overall signal. Another issue is whether it is possible to increase the informational dimensionality of matter waves. Piezoelectric elements based on helical structures with a specific chirality possess polarity derived from that helical structure. Therefore, in principle, they should also be capable of detecting information associated with acoustic vortices, which constitute one form of information carried by matter waves. Conventional ultrasound typically handles only intensity and frequency. However, chiral detectors are considered capable of handling additional parameters such as intensity, phase gradient, topological charge (vorticity), and phase singularities (phase defects). In other words, higher-order information processing becomes possible. By taking advantage of the characteristics of chiral detectors, the goal is to elevate and redundantly encode acoustic information, thereby improving the reliability of detected signals. Phase defects are resistant to annihilation; topological quantities are robust under continuous deformation; and chirality is stable as signed information. The intention is to exploit these properties to the fullest extent.
The value of information expressed only in writing and the value realized in real-world implementation are fundamentally different, as is still demonstrated today through practice-based work on walking and running biomechanics. If I were to actually engage in on-site development of a transcranial focused ultrasound system, the likelihood of generating additional value in forms different from what is written here would be extremely high, given the breadth of perspectives already considered and documented. However, there is a substantial possibility that this added value will not be returned to society. Under the current circumstances, that outcome is virtually certain. Even if I were to enter broader social or institutional participation, I will not even begin discussions—at the international level—on how information should be disclosed unless the sanctions are concluded in a manner I find satisfactory. At present, what occurs around me largely remains unchanged, and there are frequent events that provoke my indignation. Such condescending and dismissive actions introduce variability that leads to even more stringent sanctions.
(Health)
All health guidelines that contain a high degree of originality are prohibited from public use. This includes walking and running. I have developed extremely specialized and detailed frameworks, including movement form itself. Individuals may choose to practice them privately, but that choice carries significant risk. As a result, public advocacy of walking and running will inevitably become more difficult. This applies as well to the oral cavity, the eyes, the nose—more broadly, to breathing itself. I have described breathing in great detail, including comprehensive models of lung motion. Any highly original content in this domain is likewise prohibited. The same applies to supine muscle relaxation, the 2×2 matrix concept of nutritional balance, and even the nutritional value of fruits as presented in that framework. Fruits are extremely important, they are foods I have strongly and consistently recommended for many years. As a result, the entire system will be affected. Under the current circumstances, where I am expected to preserve my basic way of life through unreasonable labor, even for the sake of the health of others—including those with illnesses or disabilities who have remained silent—I will not make further contributions. This has always been my position. Health information itself is, in many cases, already widely disseminated and very close to the correct answers, so it cannot be entirely prohibited. However, even the act of providing health-related information inevitably carries a certain shadow or burden. The concept of eating food in a state as close to nature as that of wild animals has a high degree of originality. One area where a definite relationship is likely is its effect on the rate of nutrient absorption. For amino acids (peptides, proteins), the molecular weight and the form in which they reach the upper digestive tract may influence digestion speed, generally bringing it closer to an optimal rate. In the case of carbohydrates, this may reduce blood glucose spikes, and it may also moderately slow the absorption of amino acids (proteins) and lipids. These effects are further influenced by dietary fiber. Eating whole fruits is critically important for the sustained intake of dietary fiber. In nutrition science, clarifying these phenomena and their effects will become increasingly important in the future. Public use of these conceptual frameworks is therefore prohibited. Individuals are free to act on them privately, but they must be fully aware that doing so carries “significant shadow”—that is, it will be made deliberately difficult. My permanent prohibition has the potential to affect the “health” of all people worldwide to a non-negligible extent. The magnitude of that impact is immeasurable. It may introduce cracks into part of the very foundation of happiness for humanity, companion animals, and living beings in general. That is the level of potential influence involved. This is the heavy responsibility resulting from your past decisions and your silence. I will hold you accountable for it. I must now accept reality and live with this negative legacy from today onward. If I were to die by suicide tomorrow, that would be the end—it would end everything. Physical and mental health are the necessary conditions and the foundation for living happily and maintaining a high quality of life. The fact that society imposed violations of basic human rights upon me—despite my having provided this essential information freely—along with unreasonable labor conditions, is inexcusable. In that situation, rather than guaranteeing those necessary conditions, society instead imposes merciless sanctions, not only on me but also on those in even more vulnerable positions.
In the history of my six years of blogging activity in the “医療の部屋” the information I have shared about running exercise represents the highest added value in my view. Why is that? The reason is that running was the last major endeavor I undertook while my own knowledge, wisdom, experience, and expressive ability were still growing through study and self-directed learning. Running exercise, like walking, has a uniquely high added value. One major reason is that it involves experimentation. I personally conducted running training to test my models. This goes beyond theoretical or textual exercise; it involves practical application. Walking is undoubtedly one of the most important lifestyle habits for everyone’s health. However, running requires a more specific skill set. That is, proper education is particularly necessary to achieve correct running technique. Therefore, the information I have developed regarding running represents the most valuable content in the history of my blog activity. In comparison, theoretical physics may not always involve experimentation, so it is comparable only in that sense. I have accumulated experience in running as well. I spent several months building a rough theoretical framework and have continuously conducted running experiments and training both during and after this period. Through this ongoing practice, I have discovered new insights, which I will describe here. Yesterday, January 7, as usual, I completed an early morning 19 km running session. Following the principles of my theory, I ran with a forefoot landing technique and nasal breathing. Around the 10 km turnaround point, I suddenly felt pain near the right Achilles tendon and the junction of the soleus and gastrocnemius muscles. This pain persisted until the final 1,500 m sprint, near the limit of my capacity. Even after finishing the run, the discomfort remained. Once I began my workday, the intensity naturally changed, but I generally structure my exercise interventions as 19 km running and 19 km walking per day (38 km total), because walking is as important as running. After running, I usually walk a few hours later. On days like yesterday, when pain persists after running, I am faced with a choice: “walk or rest?” How would you decide? The general principle in rehabilitation is that “wait and see” (rest and observe) is often not recommended according to reports from overseas. As long as the pain is not extreme, moving is generally better. In this case, walking is prioritized. Accordingly, yesterday I walked approximately 13 km after running. During walking, the pain gradually disappeared. This approach helps maintain the immune system in a healthy state and stimulates repair by circulating blood and lymph. Today, in the morning, I ran another 19 km. At the start, there was still some pain, so I had to adjust my running form. Maintaining forefoot landing, how would I adjust? In fact, there is considerable room for variation in forefoot landing. Even a single footstrike allows for multiple adjustments. For economic running that protects the knees and utilizes lower-body elasticity, the landing is performed near the ball of the foot. After the landing, however, there is a degree of freedom in whether the heel drops to the ground or remains lifted. The height at which the heel is maintained is a variable. If the heel is lowered to the ground, the load on the foot at landing is reduced. If the heel remains elevated, the stress on the lower leg—specifically the Achilles tendon, soleus, and gastrocnemius—is increased. This creates a sensation of a higher center of gravity and a “floating” feeling while running. This is the running style I aim to achieve. However, the pain I experienced coincided almost exactly with a location I had previously injured while performing two consecutive days of interval training to increase mid-distance speed. This indicated that a form adjustment was necessary, and I was therefore compelled to modify my running technique for today’s session. To reduce strain on the lower leg muscles, I initially landed on the forefoot but switched to a heel drop landing. The forefoot landing technique is necessary for efficient running because it reduces the contact area and time that generate resistance and energy loss. However, even within the forefoot landing method, there are at least two degrees of freedom: Placement of the initial forefoot contact: This can be moved slightly forward (toward the big toe) or backward (toward the arch) contineously, not decoupled between forefoot and midfoot. Heel height after forefoot contact: How much the heel is raised or lowered following the initial contact. The lower, The less stress of muscle. Because forefoot landing carries a higher risk of lower-leg injuries, when discomfort arises—as in my current situation—these two degrees of freedom allow practical adjustments. Today, after switching to a heel drop landing while maintaining forefoot contact, the pain disappeared midway through the run. I plan to continue using this adjustment and gradually modify heel height over time. This kind of information cannot be obtained from text alone, nor through generative AI. It is impossible without personal experimentation. Currently, I am running in shoes with worn-out, soft soles. Observations of both amateur runners and professional athletes indicate that many running shoes have rigid soles, which hardly bend. Softer-soled shoes are mostly limited to high-level models for runners seeking minimal cushioning. I have not run in these rigid shoes myself, but I hypothesize that the stiff sole may dampen the dorsiflexion sensation at the ball of the foot during landing, because the shoe’s shape constrains the foot’s natural movement. In other words, without consciously adjusting, the foot tends to depend on the sole’s geometry. Running shoes are designed to facilitate propulsion; the toe section of the sole curves upward. Even when landing on the forefoot, the angle of the sole imposes constraints. Therefore, the two degrees of freedom—forefoot placement and heel height—are reduced. This is an estimation, and I anticipate that personally running in these shoes will provide more concrete and valuable information in the future. Another point concerns stride (m/step) and cadence (spm, steps/min). Even among professional forefoot runners, stride tends to be longer. Top runners can achieve strides exceeding their height. For example, a top benchmark is a 3 min/km pace. Assuming a 1.7 m stride, this corresponds roughly to 190–200 spm, slightly over three steps per second. While smartwatches can measure cadence numerically, stride can be visually monitored in real time during running. For instance, along jogging courses in Tokyo’s Tamagawa area, white lines are spaced approximately 4 m apart. In Okayama, the lines are 2 m apart. By visually tracking these lines while running, I can assess my stride. At a 4 min/km pace, my stride is approximately 1.4 m, which corresponds to 180 spm (three steps per second). Since the lines are spaced 2 m apart, advancing three steps covers 4 m, giving a stride of 1.33 m—very close to my target stride at 180 spm for 4 min/km. Real-time evaluation of stride during running is particularly important for athletes. Do any student runners or professional athletes actively monitor stride against such reference lines? Real-time observation allows one to understand how to increase stride length. As outlined in Level 3 of the health guideline, forefoot landing reduces contact area and time, making synchronization with push-off more challenging. Using the midfoot region for contact can make the sensation of “pushing off the ground” easier to feel. Forefoot landing creates a sense of running with inertia. Especially at paces below 4 min/km, absolute strength is required, so propulsion is essential even with forefoot contact.There is a method to improve the sensation of synchronization between landing and push-off: grabbing or catching the ground with the forefoot during landing. By landing as if grasping the ground, the push-off becomes more effective, extending stride even as cadence increases.To run a consistent 3 min/km over a long distance, repeated training at that pace is necessary. For shorter distances, training at even higher speeds is required. Interval sprint training is effective, and after running at high speed, one must never stop immediately to maintain conditioning. Walking or slow running is clearly effective. Stopping during interval training is not recommended. When performing high-speed running training, landing on the forefoot and experiencing the “grab” or gripping sensation from the ground develops both the muscular strength and neurosensory awareness required to run at high pace. This feeling of “catching the ground” is, in terms of imagery, similar to the running style of Black athletes. Japanese sprinters, as data shows, tend to focus on increasing step count (spm) and moving their legs faster. If they incorporate the sensation of catching the ground while running, stride length can potentially increase. It can be imagined as slightly “pushing the ground” along with the upper body—almost as if using the neck and torso to push down. This gripping sensation is crucial. For athletes running very fast over 100–200 m, the voluntary control mediated by the cerebral cortex cannot respond quickly enough due to neural time constraints. There is not enough time to send signals to the lower body via voluntary pathways; distal reflex arcs must handle responses. Therefore, for middle- and long-distance runners, this can be consciously practiced, but sprinters must rely on training the body to internalize the movement. The faster and more elite the runner, the more their form is influenced by long-established motor patterns. Originally, I used midfoot landing, but it is clear that forefoot landing with two degrees of freedom (initial forefoot placement and heel height) is superior. After several months of consistent practice, even when running near maximal effort, the forefoot sensation is maintained. Softer soles are preferable; shoes that are worn down and soft provide better feedback. I do not use standard running shoes, but rather easy-to-wear shoes without laces. Occasionally, the outer part of the shoe tears, which can cause underpronation during landing and direct impact with asphalt, resulting in discomfort. However, soft, lightweight soles minimize shoe friction and allow smooth movement.
Currently, the health guidelines I am writing in English, and the forthcoming articles, represent the accumulation of my own power and expertise. The use of these guidelines is strictly prohibited without authorization. I do not assume responsibility for incidents caused by careless implementation. After being exposed to "lawless situations" for over a decade, I do not allow the rule of law to govern me in this regard. This is part of the “power” I have cultivated. Do not underestimate this. My mind is not always calm. Even when alcohol brings out prosocial tendencies, it is because my conscience exists at the core, and acting according to that conscience has led to this approach. Whenever the path is strayed from, correction occurs precisely at the most calm and rational moment, as it does now.
(Pediatric Cancer)
Brain tumors will be particularly affected. To my knowledge, especially in Japan, there exists no single independent website that provides brain tumor information at this level of detail. Any use of this information, including citation, is strictly prohibited. As things stand, a portion of brain tumors—including those with adult onset—will remain diseases that cannot be cured, and this situation will continue unchanged. For many patients, neither cure rates nor prognostic outcomes will improve.
(Survivorship)
I have focused my efforts on enabling people—especially children and young individuals—to live good, healthy lives after illness. The information I have provided is fundamentally different in quality from general survivorship information and is closely linked to my health guidelines. As a result, this salvational work will now bear a permanent shadow. What does it mean for someone who is, by nature, committed to rescue and support, to explicitly declare this in writing? It means that something fundamental has already broken. This is an outrage so profound that it cannot be resolved through violence. That is why I am serious. Truly serious. I will not forgive this. Research and activities aimed at improving the lives of people after illness will, from now on, become permanently more difficult.
(Obstetrics and Gynecology)
In obstetrics and gynecology, I have continuously published information aimed at improving the health outcomes of premature infants. In particular, I released extremely detailed work on preeclampsia.
The public use of this information is prohibited. Use must not extend beyond the content of the cited literature itself. More precisely, access is not permitted at all. If you seek information, do not use my work as a starting point. Find it yourself.
(Kawasaki Disease)
I wrote extensively about Kawasaki disease because my daughter was affected by it. However, the subsequent deterioration of my relationship with her led to significant social consequences for me. Some people—despite knowing the reality that reunion with my daughter was not possible—cruelly suggested or implied false hopes of rebuilding our life together, even while I was already wounded by separation. These lies and deceptions remain unforgivable, even now. Taking into account that history and the current situation, the public use of my information on Kawasaki disease is prohibited. Use must be limited strictly to the cited literature itself. More precisely, viewing is not permitted.If you want information, do not start from my work. Search for it yourself.
(Pediatric Medicine – General)
Pediatric medicine is the area to which I devoted the greatest effort throughout my blog activities, including public health. All public use of my information in this field is strictly prohibited. Any use must be limited solely to the contents of the cited literature. More precisely, access itself is not permitted. If you seek information, do not use my work as a starting point. Find it yourself. When this is considered together with the infectious disease issues described below, there is a real possibility that children’s health will be increasingly threatened in the future.This restriction is a sanction imposed by someone who has worked relentlessly to prevent exactly that outcome. Especially you—women in particular—engrave this deeply and reflect seriously.
(COVID‑19, Infectious Diseases, and Immunology)
I have written an extensive number of articles on COVID‑19, and it is therefore reasonable to assume that they contain substantial original contributions (I do not recall every individual element).
Public use of my information is prohibited. Any use must remain strictly within the scope of the cited literature itself. More precisely, viewing is not permitted. If you want information, do not start from my work. Search for it independently.
(Differentiation Control and Therapy via the Cytoskeleton)
This includes differentiation‑induction therapies and differentiation control strategies based on the cytoskeleton. These may also affect iPS cell–related research. The concept of treating cancer by controlling the cytoskeleton—particularly cell‑type‑specific intermediate filaments—through transcription factors (RNA and related mechanisms) to induce differentiation is highly original.This concept is hereby prohibited on a permanent basis.
(Neuroscience)
In neuroscience as well, I conducted extensive hypothesis‑driven examinations in my articles on the sustained well‑being and health of pediatric cancer survivorship.Accordingly, research, development, and use based on these highly original and advanced concepts are prohibited.Neurological and neurosystem disorders are deeply interconnected with transcranial focused ultrasound and drug delivery, and the resulting impact is substantial.Given the current reality—where what is happening to me is treated as someone else’s problem, without sincere engagement—it is both neutral and inevitable to impose the most severe possible sanctions, based on my blog activities and content, for the grave social wrongdoing incurred through those same activities and content.This is the only reasonable conclusion.There has never been another case in which a person has been treated with such profound contempt and ridicule.Neuroscience here includes the spinal cord and peripheral nervous system as well.These areas possess even higher originality, and primarily concern movement and the autonomic nervous system.
(Overall)
In principle, all public use of the entirety of my “医療の部屋” content is prohibited.The use of information from cited references is also not permitted when the point of origin is my site.Scientific journals, including those related to Nature and its affiliated publications, are likewise not permitted to form journals, series, or derivative outlets (e.g., npj**) whose intellectual starting point is my information.All investigations must be conducted independently of my site.The use of materials with high originality is strictly prohibited.While these prohibitions may not currently possess formal legal enforceability, they nonetheless render any related activity an unequivocally high‑risk business in practice, under the present conditions—unless and until I explicitly grant approval, and unless the serious misconduct to date, including grave violations of fundamental human rights, is fully disclosed and addressed.I want the present generation of you to deeply internalize the heavy responsibility you have borne.Fundamentally, this situation is already irreversible. There is no rewinding.I cannot escape the negative legacy that has been created—and neither can you.There will be no concealment, no ambiguity, no evasion.If this is postponed further, science and technology will be subjected to extremely severe constraints, and this will directly affect global security.On the other hand, if I am killed, or if I die, everything ends there.Not even a trajectory for recovery will remain conceivable.What, then, is the crime you have committed?It is obedience to rules established by others—namely, secrecy.It is I myself who judge these rules to be unequal and unjust.Others may see it differently.Therefore, I will exercise the power I possess in the manner that I find most acceptable to myself.I may continue my blog activities in the future.
One of their purposes will be to expand the prohibited domain and to accumulate power.At present, my knowledge, insight, experience, expressive capacity, and the speed at which they develop are all increasing.
Even if I continue writing under the status quo, the expansion of prohibited domains and the accumulation of power will proceed.However, as the added value of the content increases, this issue will grow more severe, and the social wrongdoing imposed up to now—and continuing into the present and beyond—will likewise continue to accumulate.What kind of outcome this will ultimately produce remains to be seen.My own ethics and conscience have already become relatively diminished.These are qualities formed through real, on‑site social interaction with others. When you may choose to handle me in the dismissive or contemptuous ways,,,,. The responsibility will be imposed in a strictly uncompromising manner. That is the purpose of this accumulation of power.
<Education>
All public use of the original value-added portions of any articles I published between 2015 and 2021 is strictly prohibited, including concepts expressed in kanji or English vocabulary.As a basic framework, writing articles in a manner that accompanies or guides students via social media (SNS) is prohibited.The information I hold personally only extends from 2017 onward.Specific content may in the future be linked to these medical articles and publicly released on Blogger. Any original components of such content are also prohibited from public use.Although the financial, reputational, professional, and social gains obtained by individuals or organizations from my six years of activity cannot be retroactively altered, these same individuals and organizations now bear partial compensatory responsibility for the complex and negative legacy I have carried as the source of that value.This responsibility applies regardless of age or gender.It is unacceptable to me that those who acquired academic knowledge, directly or indirectly, through my blog have maintained unjustified secrecy.Regardless of age or gender, accountability is demanded for upholding such unreasonable concealment.The methodologies I have developed for education occupy a critical position for the future of teaching and learning.Engagement in this domain by any external parties is strictly forbidden.I will not assume responsibility for any incidents arising from violations of this prohibition.
Sufficient warning has already been provided herein—for example, the intentional earthquakes in the Noto Peninsula, electoral manipulation (loss of democratic processes), and serious privacy violations against me.This declaration is directed against lawless nations and individuals.Why should only we be forced to comply with the law?Fundamentally, the very act of continuing to produce valuable content on my blog is already burdened with certain operational constraints.
<Anthropology, Evolution>
Ideas for improving lifestyles based on an understanding of the evolutionary process—namely, research into modern ways of living inferred from pre-settlement human lifestyles. In this context, much of the research related to modern human health is subject to severe restrictions, and some aspects are prohibited.For example, there is the hypothesis that fruit played a central role in driving human evolution, with particular emphasis on its importance. This also extends to how fruit is eaten. Detailed discussion of eating methods is extremely rare and highly original. This includes whether food is cooked or not, seasonality, local production for local consumption, and even whether fruit is cut with a knife or eaten whole. These considerations are derived from observations of how wild animals eat, incorporating anthropological and evolutionary perspectives. The underlying assumption is that such practices must be closely linked to human health through nutrition.My clear originality in anthropology lies in adding a physiological perspective to an established narrative. Conventionally, the doubling of brain volume in the genus Homo after savannization due to climate change has been attributed to high-nutrition diets—including protein intake from large mammals—and the use of tools. My original contribution is the addition of a physiological framework: namely, that bipedal locomotion promoted balance-related movement and whole-body activity centered on the trunk. This, in turn, physiologically stimulated the development of the nervous system, from inner, higher-layer structures such as the brainstem to the outer, lower-layer regions.Bipedalism imposed a requirement for highly flexible lower-limb movement with the pelvis acting as a central joint. To accommodate this freedom of movement, the human brain was forced to adopt motor control with a much higher degree of voluntariness. This voluntariness necessitated the involvement of lower-layer, outer brain regions—specifically the neocortex. The developmental pressure created by this requirement must have driven the expansion and advancement of the human brain.You can verify this yourself by going outside and observing a typical jogging course in your area. Individuals with lower athletic ability or those close to beginners exhibit significant variability in their running form. There is no other species—apart from humans within the genus Homo—that shows such large intra-species variance in walking and running patterns. This clearly demonstrates the exceptionally high degrees of freedom in human locomotion. Conversely, elite runners show minimal variability. This supports my assertion, defined in the Level 3 running section of my health guidelines, that there exists an optimal form for running fast and for long durations.Walking and running—despite being the most fundamental forms of movement—are subject to extensive restrictions and, in some cases, outright prohibitions when approached from evolutionary and anthropological perspectives. Because of this, the impact I will have on the world cannot be quantified merely in terms of an economic scale of XX dollars. This concerns nothing less than the fate of humanity and the Earth itself.Through this article, I have reflected on my body of work and come to a clearer recognition of the immense responsibility it entails. However, the social wrongdoing imposed primarily by Japanese society over more than eleven years has driven me to a point where even maintaining a basic livelihood has become precarious. It is no exaggeration to say that what is most precious to me—especially my child—has been taken away. I was forced into such severe economic hardship that I could not even provide child support. Not a single unit of compensation was ever paid. Meanwhile, "false hope (it makes me hope, then delude, dupe, force down cliff from hope” was repeatedly dangled in front of me through my blogging activities. Each time, the expectations I formed—clinging desperately to even the slightest possibility—were brutally betrayed, because I have no choice but to depend on "false hope" due to quite severe "real" over a decade compared to the value of blog activity. Even in December 2025, Japanese scientific organizations repeatedly used the term “Real World” on Nature-affiliated journals and the University of Tokyo’s website, instilling expectations that were never realized and then betraying them yet again. A few days ago, vehicles labeled (attach a meaning to specific vehicles for mind control and "psychological analysis for control propitious to the power" in public field (Japan) by irresistible national power) as belonging to the “Ministry of Land, Infrastructure, Transport and Tourism” and to “moving companies” were driven frequently in my vicinity. Such vehicles clearly evoke the idea of “movement” and can only be interpreted as signs implying my “re-entry into society in the real world.” And once again, this was a betrayal. This pattern has been repeated over and over a decade (2015-now). I continue to be induced by invisible rope, which is "At first glance" like hope, but actually "evil, insidiousm, having hidden background but the true purpose is not clear yet". This is the real facts in Japanese society around my blog activity from which you recieve addtional value also emotionally. I will no longer tolerate this. I will impose sanctions without exception. There is no room for persuasion or explanation.
<AI, Artificial Intelligence>
There is a proposal for concrete methods to analyze data using formula templates, function sequences, and convolution-based approaches, with the goal of applying these formulas as algorithms. The purpose is to discover hidden trends in data that can be expressed mathematically. This is considered a major contribution. I hereby impose a “permanent prohibition” on it. The consequences of this are unclear. Fundamentally, formalizing trends mathematically is a core principle of algorithms, which includes meta-algorithms—that is, algorithms for the creation of algorithms. The basic concept of identifying trends, including hidden ones, and concretely expressing them as formulas underpins analysis across all academic disciplines.If certain restrictions or prohibitions are imposed on this, the current growth of analytical science will effectively be halted. How do you handle this matter, Homo sapiens?
In Japan there is a sense that complaining about a given environment is generally“uncool.” I have that sense too. However there are people who make money dishonestly. In Japan as well. I have delivered value that can generate money to the greatest possible extent, and yet, in order to obtain that money, I experienced years of unreasonable treatment in the labor market. There are various other things as well. In such circumstances, wouldn’t a certain level of understanding be gained?bWhen my weapons, my cards, are analyzed objectively, they lie in “my abilities, my original value and achievements.” Up until now, my conscience makes me broad loss paradoxically.
Therefore, I must makes "the power persons in Japan" broad loss by utilizing my actual power, but difficult, so my sanction is, and will be quite and great negative-affected globally "owing to" "the power persons in Japan who continue to dupe me by artfully using the rope (at the first glance like hope, but fake)" . This is indirect "threat" agaist these power persons in Japan, Your heinous and hateful fake affects great huge global persons by my sanction. It is difficult for me to attack specific against The power persons (boobie, Asshole, You jerk) by skillfuly utilizing my huge powers related to science and technology. Therefore, I have no choice but to use it so that the whole world especially Japan become loss.
Who will be harmed by this prohibition of mine?It is, at the very least, not the elderly. It is my generation, the generations below me. And future generations who have not yet been born. Countles heinous and hateful fake leads to remain adverse legacy from now to the future especially in Japan where the systemic organized heinous fake rope, such as many media, academic articles, vehible, advertisement, commercial, music and all around my life) actually occur. If that is the case, the people who need to take this issue seriously are those generations. Elderly people say, “Once I die, I don’t know what comes after.”After death, one cannot fulfill responsibility.
Science and technology are going to end, you know. To be blunt, they really are. Japan too will certainly end, rather I make Japanese science and technology end. If you provoke my indignation any further now—
The people who are currently imposing fake rope, this kind of evil environment on me probably do not understand the gravity of how this will turn out. You cannot understand it without a certain level of scientific knowledge. Americans know. Already. What do you think would happen if I were to commit suicide and die right now? To be blunt, it would be the end. Everything. The field that will be most affected by my prohibitions is physics. Not medicine. Medicine has other important things, such as iPS cells, organ transplantation, surgical robots, and so on. Physics will truly be constrained. I believe it is my greatest invention. Physics will truly end especially in the basic level. Those of you involved in physics—if you do not take this issue seriously, the world will end. If I were to die right now, physics would become extremely difficult, bear obstacle far into the future.
The life or death of a single person is a trivial thing. But my death will not affect only the future of Japan. It concerns the future of the Earth. If there is no demand for me, then I have no choice but to disappear in fake world of Japan. So then, in a reality where no one calls out to me, I disappear, do I?
In exchange, I prohibit the use in society of the added value I have produced, it is of course. I will not permit it even after my death. What does that mean? What is the outcome brought about by the society that you have distorted? Even if Tokyo is blown to pieces by war or terrorism, I bear no responsibility (in a sense, Japan is protected by my existence, right? And that is unforgivable!). You are at fault. Your ridiculous choices are at fault.
The "social huge crime on Human rights Labor Work Money Funds Health Well-being Status Position Career Background Lie Deception Untruth Exploitation Induction Manipulation Guidance Honor Reputation Marriage Human relations Relationships Life control" of what you are imposing on me right now—
I bear no responsibility for that. I will tolerate no further false accusations!
I have no choice but to work, even if it means bowing my head to people younger than me.
I have no choice but to work under extremely low wages and poor labor conditions compared to my value as human.
That has always been the case until now.
That is reality.
How should I express my HUGE INDIGNATION?
It is in how I use the strongest card I possess, you (the global persons) have got a problem with that?
You will brand yourselves, including your descendants, with lifelong disgrace.
You yourselves will be fine and everything, but You made light of future generations. As a result, you will bear that disgrace.
So who, exactly, will take responsibility for this?The responsibility for the “contemptuous choices” that continue even now—on the ground, and online. The deception through elections (the dissolution of the House of Representatives). Is there any meaning in voting in elections that are being manipulated also by the media havine bribe relationship? Meanwhile, the one person who certainly bears that heavy responsibility is “me.” My choices have the potential to change the future of the Earth. Who will bear the heavy responsibility of imposing such an evil environment on me?That is to say, the heavy burden of past crimes, including the fact that—for basic survival—I was forced, and am being forced,into a situation where I must seek employment from the very bottom position, which continue to now (actually seeking job now).When illegal breakwaters are destroyed and accidents occur,I bear no responsibility for that. It is the responsibility and penalty for your “contemptuous” choices—from the past, through the present, and into the future—that has manifested in that form (accidents). Crime, false accusation? In a lawless state, is the rule of law imposed only on me? That responsibility, in principle, cannot be taken by the deceased. Escaping into that is not permissible. Concrete sanctions must always be imposed on living people.As stated at the beginning, even as things stand now,
“I prohibit all public use of the added value I have produced. Permanently.”
Even if I were to step forward to the real society,I will first expose more than ten years of wrongdoing up to now. Only after that will science and technology be advanced. I will absolutely no longer tolerate this. Why do you—people all over the world—remain silent and comply with these utterly corrupt rules? What exactly is that towering wall? That is the single greatest unknown.If things continue as they are, if I am hired I will end up working as a postal delivery worker(the fact that I am being forced, clutching at straws, to accept low‑wage employment involving a certain level of danger is something that Japanese society, and Japan itself, as well as the international community, have done to me—and this already means that no mercy exists there).Frankly, if I were to have an accident and be injured or killed, it would be a global loss.There is no doubt about that.If I were to die at this point, I would absolutely bury my published content underground and permanently prohibit its use.If I were to be injured and left with lasting aftereffects, then even if I were to appear publicly, I would be less able to fulfill the heavy responsibility placed upon me.That is, people around the world would no longer be able to smoothly and continuously advance research based on the contents of my blog.Before that, there will be sanctions against Japan and the international community, primarily for the negative legacy of the past eleven years.I will absolutely carry this out.This time, I will impose sanctions seriously and mercilessly.Without fail. Not a single person will be overlooked.
Executives at the center, ordinary people as well, women as well, and socially vulnerable people as well. I will expose those at the top. The deceased will be branded with disgrace.
One more thing is clear. As an option within me, even if I am able to move on to the next stage, what follows the sanctions is international cooperation only, including the global handling of the blog information. The idea of “All Japan” no longer exists, not possible even as much as only one millimeter.
The countless, star‑like number of utterly unreasonable facts, which is huge disadvantage for me for
"Labor Work Money Funds Health Well-being Status Position Career Background Lie Deception Untruth Exploitation Induction Manipulation Guidance Honor Reputation Marriage Human relations Relationships Life control"
that occurred mainly in my everyday life between 2015 and 2026 undeniably happened within Japanese society.
For these eleven years (from 2015 to 2026), the outcome that befell me as a result of people continuing to “lie, make fake by rope (at the first glance hope, but fake” throughout is, above all, the suicide attempt by massive drug ingestion carried out on December 30, 2024. That is not all. During that period, my knowledge, experience, and wisdom became markedly “bloated.” I am still tracing the consequences of that even now. As a result, it is fair to say that I have come to bear the fate of humanity itself, including future negative choices. If I had been able to enter society in 2021, I might now simply be working as a professor at some university while serving as a specialist in drug delivery. By postponing things until now, I have already become unable even to enter society on that scale. Can the present me take up a specific specialized field at a specific university? Who bears responsibility for that—me? Who lied and postponed things, and who is still continuing to do so even now? There will be no turning back anymore. Is the heavy responsibility a burden? Then which side is it that effectively forced that burden to be borne? Am I the cause? Or is it the society that provoked me? It is obvious. Is it the result of passively and vaguely overlooking things under the assumption that they would somehow benefit humanity? Was it truly only for the benefit of humanity? At the very least, I am carrying an enormous negative legacy.
"Labor Work Money Funds Health Well-being Status Position Career Background Lie Deception Untruth Exploitation Induction Manipulation Guidance Honor Reputation Marriage Human relations Relationships Life control"
There are decisive risk factors.Especially Japan.Do you think you are in a safe zone?No accidents are happening.Why is that, I wonder? People must be mentally driven into a corner, as I was. As long as you take experience of "isolated corner existing fake rope", you can "great never" understand my feeling. Even if suicides or people with mental illness appear, no one knows, no one cares. I have experienced that more than anyone. I apply the idea of “an eye for an eye.”
In the end, even now, and from here on as well, nothing changes. Only “supposititious, replacing true to the other proxy” articles and scientific reports keep coming out. In particular, what has Japan been doing over these eleven years? In such a distorted society, there is no way there has been no wrongdoing. There must be countless cases(wrongdoing), as many as the stars. You should have a guilty conscience remenbering the cases. It is not only politicians. How much money has actually flowed into Japan? Including stock prices. I will expose everything thoroughly. Disaster prevention? Do not think you will get away without injury anymore.Including ordinary people.I have suffered damage in many areas.Family relationships.Career. Brain and nervous system.A severe infection during my suicide attempt, and the permanent excision caused by gluteus medius necrosis. I will inflict wounds of the same magnitude. The words “mercy” and “compassion” no longer exist for me.Even if there are economic estimates of the damage caused by restricting my activities(damage scale: ** dollars, ** euros),this will not be settled by such things alone.If handled poorly, it could even lead to World War III.I bear no responsibility for that.You must truly recognize the “unparalleled gravity” of the wrongdoing you have committed over these eleven years.Sanctions will definitely be imposed. Put differently from war, this concerns the improvement of quality of life for all people, including those in developing countries.If health guidelines were implemented immediately, that would be partially possible.In science and technology as well, I will likely be able to contribute in the future.That is to say, the heavy responsibility I will bear for the rest of my life is, in other words,“the fate of the Earth and of humanity” itself.Those “contemptuous” choices made toward me are not being ignored just because people remain silent.Even now, I am bearing them alone, largely in social isolation, while being subjected to an extremely unreasonable social environment—and I am still being subjected to it. If things continue like this, I will truly end up taking a job under extremely unreasonable conditions. How real is the fact that this will actually happen? Even at this point, I will not tolerate it.If anything further happens, the outcome will be catastrophic. You—each and every one of you—the weight of each day of your lives is clearly different from before. Those who committed wrongdoing must live in fear. I will not let you escape.Even if that person is a woman. Sanctions will be imposed without fail. I will do this. Mercilessly. Thoroughly.
((My recent situation, facts))
As background for writing about my recent situation, this is to have people recognize the weight of each and every day, and because unless I write the facts, I will be dominated by those who can monitor what is around me—in other words, they will be able to do whatever they want.Basically, there are no lies. There may be misrecognitions, but I make an effort to write as accurately as possible what I have seen and what I have thought.In order to reveal and make people recognize “wrongdoing,” at present the only social window available to me is this blog.If I had remained silent, things would have ended up becoming the unreasonable situation we are in now.
(January 5, 2026)
This morning, while doing a 19 km jog, I was running along the top of a riverbank embankment, so I could see the flow of cars coming from the opposite side of the river.When I started running, the sound of a police car kept ringing out, audible only by sound and from a position not visible to the eye.This evokes the idea of “my arrest.”, It evokes the idea of the Nippon Foundation’s car, with many people “raising their arms in celebration,” and “everyone’s cheers.”Okaken’s “carrying hearts” evokes “Shinzo Abe (deceased)” and “the importance of child‑rearing support payments (that is, feelings) to children in this article.”which is typical mind control and the methods of psychological analysis by the measure that they analyse my reaction via satellite.This kind of mind control via transport vehicles (cars, trucks, emergency vehicles) has decreased since the beginning of this year, perhaps because I wrote about it in an article, but it still exists.Why do I think this is wrongdoing, a crime?Is it “Isn’t it fine to deliberately drive specific cars? You can just ignore it”?What would happen if you were in my position?
I will talk about this from the perspective of neuroscience. When the same environmental cues are present, those neural circuits are inevitably strengthened. It is the same as the effect of reviewing for entrance‑exam study. In the case of vehicles like those above, “meaning tags” become attached. The same applies to car license plates. Once that happens, one is inevitably subjected to “mind control.”"induced by fake rope"Especially in cases like mine, where I am experiencing social isolation, sensitivity to environmental stimuli related to that becomes heightened. This situation has the huge risk against mental health, I feel like I'm in "a cage", can you understand?
Up to now, no one has directly acknowledged, at the actual sites, the global impact of my blog.
The closest thing to such a statement so far was when someone named Kaneiwa, when I was working at Sharp, said to me, “Everyone knows.” At that time, I was mainly running an educational blog.Even high‑school girls on trains is seen unnaturally from me, probably they know me,,,??? As the influence of the blog increased, it felt as though the level of secrecy surrounding it became even higher. No one can do something like this now, right? Those who know absolutely must keep it secret. In Japan, they may be bound by laws concerning the protection of classified information enacted around 2012. That is to say, breaking that secrecy would result in being charged with a crime.
I feel as though I am on an “isolated island”, "a cage", "An intricately designed world". Natural sense as human has been quite disturbed by such "persisting obstinate relentless strident" intervention. I am connected to the world only through the internet via my blog, communication is one‑way, and I receive nothing but “somewhere-replaced(?)" "shakily unsound shaky vague" information” from everyone. In a situation like this, when I go outside I have, for more than ten years, continuously been subjected to mind control through various tagged transport vehicles. Well, there is no way to avoid it like specific internet site such as Nature publishing group. For example, if it appears in an advertisement in The New England Journal of Medicine, I have the option of “not accessing” it. However, when one is repeatedly exposed to tagged information through common media such as television, YouTube, computers, smartphones, newspapers, as well as transport vehicles visible when going outside, car license numbers, food in supermarkets, the music played there, and so on, anyone’s feelings are arbitrarily manipulated—this is “mind control.”feel like I am on an "a cage". For instance, when I see a moving truck, my feelings are inevitably stirred into thinking:“In a situation where I am desperate for money and clinging to straws, perhaps social participation will be allowed, my accumulated added value may finally be recognized in reality, and my financial problems may be solved.”which is the invisible rope (at the first glance "hope", but actually "fake"). As a result, I am lied to. When my mental state was so bad that I could not endure being a “mentally isolated island,” these kinds of “lies” threw me into "confusion, disarray, muddle". I looked down from a bridge and tried to jump. "Suicidal ideation" is not something temporary. "I was putting all my energy into just getting by." "It was all I could do to stay afloat." in that fake situation by rope for escaping from "the cage".
And so, as it turned out, I ended up constructing health guidelines. This was and is indispensable for me. These guidelines are unquestionably correct, and by implementing them my physical and mental health dramatically improved and my defensive capacity increased, but even now, I am still subjected to mind control. Creating a situation where “it cannot be avoided,” and carrying out mind control across various media, should be treated as a national-level and social crime at least based on my judgement.
For example:
“Run a car to this address at this time.”“Park a car here.”
These are ordered by those in power, or by organizations they have created, and are carried out. There is an exchange of money. This absolutely cannot be done without orders, so there must be organized collaborators in Japan especially in Okayama and Hiroshima prefectures. As far as I am concerned, I will absolutely expose this. There must be ordinary people among the collaborators as well, so I will definitely find them. There should be many in Hiroshima and Okayama. That is how I was subjected to mind control. I am still being subjected to it now. Ambulances are the same. Therefore, hospitals in Hiroshima and Okayama are also accomplices. If you keep hearing ambulances with a consistently negative image, the sound never disappears, does it? If such things can occur, and they are deliberately done in a way the person cannot avoid—then yes, this is a crime. That is why I can see the “wrongdoing.” It cannot be done without collaborators, right Including the media. Therefore, Japanese society must bear huge responsibility and penalty, this is one of structurized matters, so called "a cage society from the power". I will destroy Japan, the entire country!,
Seriously. Cut it out, no more! No wonder I think that.
This kind of pressure cannot be carried out without collaborators, but I have an absolute card. That is my own ability, knowledge, and the substantial rights to science and technology on a scale that concerns the fate of the Earth. Seriously, if you think you can “take this lightly,” what is happened??? It is already irreversible. I will definitely expose that wrongdoing. If there is an exchange of money involved, it becomes even more unforgivable. I will show no mercy. It is OK even if I can do nothing. In exchange, I will absolutely prohibit the blog content. Permanently, even after my death. Internationally.After being treated like this, there is no way it is acceptable for my value to be used without permission. Go ahead, do mind control. Those who follow orders. You will be prosecuted anyway, so just keep doing what you have been doing. Whatever happens, I don’t care anymore. What will become of the outcome of this indignation? Act with bearing the huge risk.
As mentioned in the previous paragraph, the situation has worsened, including tagged transport vehicles and the control of people. I regard this as a “declaration of war.”"I judge that they wish severe war." This is an extremely harsh message. I will not use soft or mild expressions. It is composed mainly of three points, which I will divide into paragraphs. As part of my health guidelines, I am doing four hours of walking. During this time, I encounter “tagged” transport vehicles and people to whom meaning has been attached. I want to avoid such “mind control,” so, as usual, I choose a route that avoids main roads where vehicles are more visible. I am not deliberately choosing routes with many vehicles to provoke or challenge anyone. On the contrary, I select courses to avoid them. This is a healthy choice on my part, like deliberately not accessing internet sites (such as Nature-related journals) that reflect such intentions. Even so, the fact that “the situation worsened” clearly indicates that it was done under the premise of “preparedness for the situation to worsen.” I cannot remain silent. The first transport vehicle is a vacuum truck. This is the vehicle that handles human waste for houses without proper sewage. In my mind, this is connected to “sustainability.” The reason is Bill Gates. He worked to provide toilets in Africa through his charitable activities. I had introduced this in my blog before, saying it was a wonderful initiative. From that point, the vacuum truck became linked to sustainability and took on meaning. I wonder if Bill Gates is connected with the Japanese government. I want to ask, “What is your ‘charity’?” If that is the case, it is suspicious that the Japanese government would endorse this positively. This vacuum truck in Okayama is certainly connected to the government or politics. That is already confirmed. The pattern of its operation makes it obvious. I assume there is an exchange of money at the higher level. The driver is probably following instructions like, “Drive here at this time. Wait here until further notice,” without knowing the reason. But think about it carefully. Isn’t this “order” strange? Whenever such wrongdoing is carried out, cracks inevitably appear somewhere. Normally, a person would think, “Why do I need to obey such an order? This seems odd,” and either ask for a reason or resign if it feels wrong. That’s the level we are talking about. The vacuum truck even changes colors—blue, green, white, etc. I feel arbitrariness and intent in that as well. Frankly, it can be interpreted as “locking me in a cage” and playing with the colors from the powers, which I will describe explosively in the following paragraph. What does green mean? Is it meant to evoke natural trees rather than medical imagery? White? When child support was stopped, it was white, wasn’t it? Something exceptional occurred? This is meant to make me think about such things. In other words, it is intentionally manipulating the mind—especially for a person like me, who only has the internet as a connection in a “landlocked isolated island.”
The next example is a company. It cannot be identified by name in writing, but it is clearly recognizable in reality. It is a small, box-shaped truck with words like “Hopeful Future” written on it. Two of these trucks ran. Recently, I have seen these trucks less often. Previously, there were trucks with “Hopeful Future” partially faded. I often saw them during break times when I was working in exterior construction (where I was treated unfairly based on my achievements). This seemed like a message saying, “Don’t work, just focus on your blog. Otherwise, there is no future. Your bright future is partly disappearing. Bring back my cage, so you must restart blog activity.” This is one of example of artful "mind control". In other words, I was being subtly guided into a “blog hell that will never generate income.”My 11 years (2015-now) in blog activities is in such like fake environment. Recently, I have been walking on a jogging course where cars are not visible, but there, intervention occurs through people. Lately, there have been extremely many young people running at a fast pace. Looking at their foot strike, it is clear that far fewer people are landing on the forefoot.
Today, I saw students from Okayama University of Science in an unnatural way on a course where I would normally never see them as a group. I could not tolerate it and said, “You guys, seriously,” but the students replied, “Huh?”—so it can be interpreted that they are running that course without knowing that they belong to an organization carrying out mind control. I was in an aggressive mood, so if the students had been hot‑headed, it could have turned into a fight or violence. Perhaps because of that risk, a police car with red‑orange lights came afterward. There was no fight. It is already unnatural "why does a police car with manifestation of red light (warning) exist?". This part is clearly so, deliberate attempt by using running student. I asked students who were walking.
“Do you usually run this course at this time?”“No, this is a different course than usual.”“Who instructed that?”“Our instructor.”“Which school?”"Ridai(岡山理科大学).”
That means there is a possibility that the instructor received an order to have the students run this course at this time. The instructor is suspicious. Even if they did not know it was for mind control, it is normal to think, “Why? Why this strange order?” Being instructed by someone else about the time and course for club members to run is obviously strange. Why would you follow such an order? That is what I think. Even if you did not know, there is responsibility. That applies to all Japanese people involved in this.
Why would you obey such an unnatural order? Did you not ask the reason? Did you actually know it was being done to me? Was there an exchange of money involving you or the upper levels?
Absolutely, somewhere cracks will appear, and wrongdoing will surface. This kind of arbitrary intervention.
Next.A truck with a yellow lamp. The yellow version of the red‑orange light. This has the tag “currently under construction,” and the tag “something is being changed right now.” What exactly is being changed is unknown.What Japan—and the world (though somewhat more lenient than Japan)—is imposing on me:They are forcing me to accept the secrecy of my blog and turning me into a “landlocked island,” limiting my connections to invisible threads and interactions only on networks. This is effectively equivalent to “putting a person in a cage.” After all, it is a landlocked isolated island. In other words, it is as if I am undergoing a soft form of imprisonment.
At its core, the method is the same as that used by the late Mr. Abe.
“It’s something only you can understand…”“We are connected by invisible threads.”
The Nobel Prize. There was a period when, starting in 2014 when I was running 駒田の部屋, Japanese recipients in the natural sciences won consecutively. From 2020, when I started Medical Room, the awards stopped, and then in 2024, when I was in Hiroshima, there was the Nobel Peace Prize. In 2025, there were two recipients, in Chemistry and Physiology. How arbitrary is this? Do you think I would be happy about something like that? The 2012 Nobel Prize in Physiology was the same. The Great East Japan Earthquake occurred the year before, in 2011. That has nothing to do with me, but it is still suspicious. In the end, what is suspected is a “pipeline to politics.” 2012 was during the Abe administration, wasn’t it? Whether there was an exchange of money from the Japanese government to the Nobel Foundation between 2014 and 2025—I will absolutely clarify the facts there. If that is the case, I will never forgive it. I will seriously abolish the Nobel Prize. This kind of arbitrary selection of recipients is unforgivable. If you want to give me an award, then give it to me. That would resolve my financial problems. In Japan, without status or credentials, you cannot do anything. Your Nobel Prize credentials become a major source of prestige for activities in Japan. That is how powerful the Nobel Prize is in Japan. It has been used politically as well. That is why I call it “Nobel syndrome.”
Next. Major League Baseball (MLB).
This year is particularly bad. The Mariners, where Mr. Suzuki—whom I frequently mention in discussions of exercise and who emphasizes the importance of effort—belonged for a long time, advanced to the league championship for the first time in a while. They faced the Dodgers, who have Shohei Ohtani, Japan’s biggest sports star with the highest salary among Japanese athletes, and the Toronto Blue Jays from Canada, a team that is putting effort into transcranial focused ultrasound, which is the greatest value of my medical work.
This is completely identical to Mr. Abe’s method of evoking “invisible threads.faked rope” Was there an exchange of money from Japan? That does not make me happy. It only brings back the gloomy feelings I had during the long Abe administration. Random results would feel much cleaner.
It is like saying,
“You have enough influence to decide the card for the American World Series… (invisible threads, faked rope at the first glance "hope", but "fake", actual real for me is quite severe as much as I worry fundamental life against quite financial problem).”
Despite the fact that I am suffering in real life from extremely involuntary labor and financial problems, those realities are ignored, and the methods of Mr. Abe are being relentlessly followed. All scientific journals are the same. They evoke the idea of an invisible thread by saying, “We are watching you.” They do not change that approach. Japanese universities (and hospitals) are the same. Even now, nothing has changed anything real world levels,such as actual payment for my blog activities). These are precisely the places where the strongest conflicts of interest arise with my work. You are not seeing the essence, are you? What is it that you truly “should be doing”? Isn’t it to lift that secrecy and those restrictions? You are under restrictions, aren’t you? In scientific terms, some crucial points have been completely frozen for a long time. I have been saying that all along, haven’t I? Why does that not get through? Such absurd rules—“Break them!!” “Lift(Open) the secrecy!” Why would even overseas institutions follow Japan’s rules? What kind of pledge or constraint is that, exactly? Especially when the person directly involved is suffering to the point of attempting suicide. Let me be clear: this paragraph is not written with the same gentle leniency as before. In effect, you are not sending a real ship to a person stranded on a “landlocked isolated island.” You are merely exchanging information along predetermined invisible threads, via "replaced proxy". This is a human rights issue. I will explain that.
What happens when a person is physically put into a cage? What do you think would happen, for example, if a man were made to watch pornography continuously? Or if, once a week, his favorite luxury food were arbitrarily given to him? What do you think would happen if he had a computer but could not meet anyone in person and had only network-based connections? What does it mean to be put into a cage? That is essentially incarceration. Even prisoners have human rights considerations to some extent, don’t they? For example, they have a regulated daily routine, labor, perhaps opportunities for exercise, and human interaction. I do not have the same restrictions as a prisoner—in other words, I can live in society—but in reality, recognition at the field level in the scientific domain that is most valuable to me has been perfectily erased. There are only invisible threads, "replaced proxy" on networks and distorted information. Because of that, no one can form a relationship intimate enough to enter my home. That is because seeing my activities on site would constitute a serious breach of secrecy. If it were a woman who loved me, it would be grave. She would become completely aligned with me, and my arguments would reach the deepest part of her heart. At that point, the government would likely intervene with that woman and attempt, without it being obvious, to dissolve the relationship. Or they would impose an obligation of silence on her. That is visibly obvious. Therefore, Mr.Abe and current goverment cannnot make the action for the sake of improving my relationship with my ex-wife due to the fact that "we must keep secret". This is what can be called a “de facto landlocked isolated island,” something like being placed in a “mitigated cage.” In this way, everything visible is manipulated arbitrarily. As mentioned throughout this text, tagged transport vehicles are an example. All information on networks is the same. All organizations in the world, even the White House, operate within those rules. One is compelled to ask: what is this absolute power, exactly? Is there someone in the world like a god? The Pope? This will certainly drive a human being insane.
I will absolutely make this clinical trial happen. I will design it. If a design like mine is considered difficult, then physically confine the participants. Limit human interaction to networks and occasionally give them their favorite foods. Explicitly state that all activities, including masturbation, are being monitored by cameras. Pull the participants from among the Liberal Democratic Party members who are thought to have designed this. I will definitely do it. I will make it happen. There will be no consideration for human rights or mercy there, because my own human rights have been treated as nearly nonexistent. Then you will understand how human beings break down. Those who are weak will attempt suicide, as I did. Those who are strong will turn to crime, like how I now feel like making me huge violent against Japanese people. Those who lack patience and self-control will face an extremely high risk of all kinds of addiction. If only the internet is available, internet addiction. If alcohol is provided, alcohol dependence. It is necessary to prove that this will happen. This has meaning for future human rights issues, clinical practice, and ethical outcomes. If what is being done to me were actually reproduced, it would almost certainly be replicated: suicide attempts, violence, and so on. Present that to the world using Liberal Democratic Party members as subjects and conduct the clinical trial. I will definitely do this. If this is not done, I will not release my technology to the world. This is extremely severe content. The aim is to medically and ethically prove the gravity of the social crimes you have committed and to make you atone for them in the true sense of the word.
I have been shown a book in the “shinsho” (new book) series titled “This is the Third Time I Judge You.” In other words, it was implied that I have effectively done things that would result in three guilty verdicts. Presumably, there were problems with my past public statements. And now? For example, is an article claiming that the government intentionally caused the Noto Peninsula earthquake a criminal act? This is really a statement that requires secrecy. If it becomes public, it is serious. What would happen if I said such a thing in front of a television audience? I would likely be held criminally responsible. In this way, including things like “effectively you killed Mr. Abe,” I am effectively treated as a criminal and am in a position where I cannot be publicly declared guilty. That is because I have also done things that serve national interests, and now, if I did such things, it would be serious considering my achievements and abilities. Try to arrest me. Try to imprison me. What would happen? They would absolutely not allow me to use my scientific and technological knowledge or information, even after death. No matter what. I will absolutely stop it. In the end, the current social cage may be rationalized with the reason that “he (me) must be imprisoned.” It is a soft imprisonment. That is why human rights violations for people put in cages are allowed to go unchallenged. You all—without atoning for your own sins, you only imprison others? “We won the election!!!” “Now we can do whatever we want~~” “We are not bound by the law!!” That is the feeling. “If we win the election, we can do anything.” That is why it effectively becomes a lawless zone. Even if an earthquake is intentionally caused, killing hundreds of people and depriving tens of thousands of their lives, it is allowed. Election results are manipulated and controlled in order to make the situation advantageous to them. North Korea’s missile launches are orchestrated behind the scenes with money at the right timing for periodic citizen mind control. Money, or the umbrella of my added value, is used to control various organizations (for example, MLB). Personnel matters are interfered with. Every aspect of my life is monitored and rationalized under the name of “national interest, national defense.” They do whatever they want. They are never held accountable, and instead, I am effectively imprisoned in a soft, balanced manner. Social cages, landlocked isolated islands, and human rights violations are rationalized. That is why Japanese person crave for “elections,” “politics,” “power,” and “status” in Japan. That is why everyone desperately tries to obtain them. They would even suck up to people in power to get it. Those are the social winners. “I must continue to win in order to remain myself.” If you win, it is a lawless zone. Anything is allowed. Japanese people obey your commands. They are obedient. That is why they follow strange and suspicious orders like, “Drive a car to this address at this time,” even if it makes no sense.
In fact, writing it in text cannot express my indignation. It inevitably becomes a softened expression. I will probably express, somewhere, how outraged I really am in a public setting.
Today, around 15:30 on January 5, I received contact from the Okayama City Higashi Post Office. The interview is scheduled for January 9 at 14:30, if there are no changes. I will probably bring a photo-attached resume and wear a suit. This is a non-regular job delivering mail and parcels by light motor vehicle, with an hourly wage of 1,220 yen. There was nothing unusual on the day of contact. I may be passed over for hiring. I need to write work history that I quit multiple times on my resume. What does it mean to apply for this job? If I am hired? Or if I am not hired? What will happen? It is completely opaque.
(January 7, 2026)
Since I place importance on what is happening in the reality, facts in front of me, I will go to the non-regular employment interview as scheduled on January 9. I also need to write a resume. From my perspective, you all have “changed nothing.” The way you do things is the same. I have definitely changed in the step-by-stem manner. Everything. That includes my knowledge. My health condition. Or even my character. The magnitude of my resentment (Huge negative assets) as well. If it is “concerns regarding the result?” then propose an alternative measure, plan. Merely indicating a concern is extremely immature. If there is a concern, provide a better alternative. You all take no risks and do not take action. The “postponement” of conclusions and actions continuously consumes time resources. The haavier I bearing responsibilities, the more and more I continue to change. “Once I have a stable work environment, maybe I won’t need to take on such heavy responsibilities, and this current situation might be fine as it is.” It is not that I have absolutely no such feelings even now. I will age, after all. From my perspective, the most humane choice that considers human lives and injuries cannot solve this problem without removing “all obstacles” from the social stage in Japan. If my problem is global in scale, then the significant obstacles must be removed. Even if I go overseas, the problem will not be fundamentally solved. On the contrary, if this cannot be done, scientific and technological progress will be severely impeded, and in some areas, it will completely stop. It is fine if things remain as they are. Otherwise, many people will have to live with the “dark and gloomy feelings" as I have carried from the past. The severe restrictions imposed on my social activities, the extreme unfairness, and the human rights violations, if left as they are (albeit in different forms), will be imposed on you as well, based on reason and neutrality. I think the choice of “permanent prohibition of the use of my blog content, even after my death” is quite grounded in conscience. It causes no direct human rights violations, especially no death or injury to ordinary people. Its effects will slowly manifest over the coming decades. Right now, it does not affect your basic life, so you do not take the risk to make a decision. Nevertheless, the consequences of that choice must be seriously considered. At the very least, those (especially valued researcher and worker) involved in research and development that provides foresight and value are directly related to their work. Suddenly, there is a possibility that I could die from an accident, be shot, or commit suicide somewhere. In that case, the technical content, effectively authorized by the relevant party (i.e., myself), will never be openly available forever. You would have to bear that shadow. The larger my problem, the greater its impact. No matter what scenario is envisioned, there is no “happy ending” scenario anymore. If someone tells a lie like that, I will not show a smile.
On January 6, I effectively proposed to President Trump a “takeover of Japan,” but it was not realized. The earthquake in Shimane Prefecture yesterday, after 10 a.m., was clearly “intentional.” If the truth is revealed, it will certainly become evident. That is to say, it is as if the Noto Peninsula earthquake was already acknowledged, according to my case, as “intentionally caused by the government to coincide with my potential death.” If the truth is revealed, that fact will emerge. In rural areas, people may be killed for the convenience of the country or the convenience of Tokyo, depending on the situation. This is evident from how Fukushima Prefecture handled things. Probably, my death was considered serious because Japan was thought to be in danger. They staged a tragedy, replaced my death to Noto earthquake so that the sincere supporters for me cannnot take tragedy action with tragedy sympathy to Noto earthquake, which is phychological manipulation, as a result, Japanse death and spoliation of their home (home town) occured by phychological manipulation of the government, which (replacing my suicide and Noto earthquake) is in essense "government's own reasons for their hidden purpose." That's right, true? If that is the case, it is for the convenience of Japan. On the other hand, "great,just even" no helping me during suicide attempt via monitoring, in addition, they insulted me: in rehabilitation, while I was suffering and unable to excrete, wearing adult diapers, the TyuGoku (Hiroshima and Okayama area) newspaper ran an advertisement mocking me with adult diaper ads. Do you understand? How cold and cruel the country of Japan is. If you cannnot understand my explation, my "kimochi" and feel HUGE INDIGNATION, you "great never" work with me in the future.
(January 8, 2026)
There is a societal role of academia and science and technology, and as society matures and roles become increasingly “divided,” there is a tendency for that importance to be underestimated. Looking back at the modern past, before the 19th century Europe—particularly the United Kingdom—held power. This is likely deeply related to the fact that higher education (what we now call universities) had been formed very early on, beginning with theology. What contributes most significantly to current and future national power, security, and prosperity is not political power. Politics merely creates the container. What fills that container—especially in areas related to GDP (value added)—are the people at the forefront of science and technology who have received higher education. Including myself. The higher education and scientific and technological capacity I have been involved in, including education itself. Japan’s GDP has effectively been declining due to a decline in its scientific and technological capacity. Countries whose GDP is increasing are also increasing their scientific and technological capacity. There is a correlation here. Ultimately, the value of this blog of mine related to education and science/techonology, in essence, is related to demonstrating a country’s real strength—its security and prosperity. Preventing my participation in society affects the security and prosperity of the entire world. Especially that of Japan. Moreover, I come from a corporate background. My career and history are different from those of ordinary researchers.
Yesterday, I wrote a theory on superconductivity, but I did not write it “in a good mood, and not actually excited by discovery.” As indicated in the title of that article of mine, my resolve has not changed. Namely, “the permanent prohibition of the use of my blog content, including after my death.” This is a natural sanction, given that I have been, and continue to be, subjected to unjust my contineous labor circumstance. It also imposes “development difficulty and great obstacle” on closely related fields of science and technology. People say things like “Solution,” but in order to break through this and realize my participation in society, the only answer is to permanently remove the obstructive power holders in Japan from the public stage of society. There are no mitigating measures. Even so, since this does not involve the direct death or injury of ordinary people or the individuals concerned, I believe it is a method that guarantees a certain degree of humanitarianism. Far more brutal measures could also be considered.
Already, the level of reports in top-tier scientific journals such as those related to Nature has not risen with the passage of time and scientific development, but rather has declined since before 2019. This is especially true in fields with many constraints, such as medicine, physiology, and biology. I believe that The New England Journal of Medicine is also aware of the “stagnation in the development of clinical medicine.” My influence has already appeared at the very forefront of the world. Physics will follow as well. Soon. Even in top-level reports that appear in APS (American Physical Society) journals. This will gradually spill over into industrial fields, and societal development will effectively come to a halt—at least in areas of significant impact. What is driving this are only a very small number of people in the world. Namely, “you,” the power holders who exist in lawless zones that are not judged by Japanese law.
(January 9, 2026)
Over yesterday and today, I have been thinking about problems in physics, and I felt that they can also be applied to my current situation. Without thinking about my problem “realistically,” you arbitrarily use “the world, space” for your own convenience "hidden purpose??" and confine me inside that “cage.” You completely isolate me from society as a whole through secrecy. It is like the “state space” of an electron’s spin, which is mathematical "conveniene". Because the rotation of spin cannot be explained by mathematical consistency alone, you try to confine the entire concept within a “state space.” Likewise, I myself am being confined in cyberspace as an existence in its entirety, for some kind of “convenience.” I am alive now (not AI), and I am actually writing these words here in Okayama City. That is something happening in real space, in the real world. I am not a virtual or fictional person, nor am I an artificial intelligence. In physics, there is something called “first principles.” For those who, including myself, have a strong interest in physics, the question is: “What do you rely on?” The total energy of the universe is conserved, distribution obeys in essence probability theory. In other words, the larger my problem is on a global scale, the more the distortion energy produced by that unnatural, artificial isolation continues to accumulate throughout the entire world, including myself. Am I the one who must bear the risk for the release of that distorted energy? Who, exactly, is responsible? To keep me confined like this for my entire life—if that happens, the isolated world will remain forever as a parallel world, as a negative legacy, remaining negative assets without essentional solution. Can the very small number of people who are confining me right now take responsibility for that? If you die, does that settle the matter? Then who takes over that responsibility? When I enter society about ten years from now, will you be dead and unable to take responsibility, and will all of that responsibility suddenly fall on me? Is such an absurd thing possible? Think carefully. The idea of “let’s wait until the elderly people who are obstructing things die” ignores the consequence of where responsibility for the release of accumulated energy will arise. That responsibility comes to me. Former Prime Minister Abe is already gone, and cannnot take huge responsibility in the condition of "alive".
After all, modern physics focuses only on the operation of mathematical formulas and does not look at reality. That is, it does not value phenomena occurring in real space. It does not emphasize concept formation that can be understood through the senses—through sight—or through language and communication, but instead relentlessly lines up equations on a whiteboard. Medicine is the same. Doctors only look at the numbers on monitors. They do not look at the patient. Young people do not look at people or nature with their own eyes; they only stare at the small screens of smartphones. They do not even try to feel the warmth of the precious companions standing next to them. I believe that this tendency is related to the fact that I have been confined like this and have continued to be subjected to ethically and humanely severe treatment.
I ask once again. For physics, “what is the first principle? What do you believe in? What do you rely on?” What do people in the world “value”? Is it a concept created by humans? Or is it what you feel through your five senses, centered on vision? I believe in the law of conservation of energy and in probability theory. I value the original human senses that allow us to feel through our five senses, not only brain but also the whole body if value is confined into nerve system. I value nature that can be seen with the eyes. More than formulas and concepts created by humans on a display. More (rather) than human-made concepts, human beings themselves (well-being or not) are what matter.
Today, I have an interview for a non-regular delivery job. I have written my resume, so I will go wearing a suit. Somehow, even I feel pathetic about it. It can’t be helped. I have no income. I cannot keep delaying child support payments for my two children forever. Without resolving this, there is absolutely no possibility of contributing to obstetrics or pediatric medicine.
(January 10, 2026)
Yesterday, during the interview, I was asked about the following: details of my previous work history, my motivation for applying, my personal life (family composition, how I spend my days off, etc.), and my health condition. They asked me, “At the workplace, there are people of many generations, from teenagers to those in their 60s. Everyone is your senior in the workplace. Can you understand your (the lowest) position and, on that basis, actively take the initiative to communicate with others?” I answered, “Yes.” They asked very detailed questions, one by one. Even extending into private matters. For a non-regular employment job. For only 1,220 yen per hour, with a net income of less than 200,000 yen per month. How I felt, why I decided to this interview, do you(??) ← in choosing this job, attending the interview, returning home after the interview, and spending today this way—these are things that “actually happen around me in reality, independently of the blog activities you are confining in cyberspace.”
At the same time, I am deliberately writing at this timing because I am presenting valuable ideas about transcranial focused ultrasound devices, which are highly relevant to the future development of medicine, based on my current capabilities. Sanctions will inevitably be imposed. Even the labor market that Japanese society has realistically prepared for me, and the financial problems that forced me to work, are “quite outrageous,” even leaving aside social isolation and unfairness. This does not happen in actual societies in America, the UK, Canada, or Germany. It is happening just in Japanese society.
I have a friend named Mizuhata. He graduated from the University of Tokyo. When he had the opportunity to work in the United States, he said something that left an impression on me: “Engineers have high status in America more than Japan.” Do you know why that is? Ultimately, where does the source of profit for the company come from? Does the person who decides salaries (the highest responsible person) understand that? Because it is understood that highly capable engineers are the source of profit, not only their salaries but also their status is high. That is obvious. I have consistently been at a high level as an engineer, on average, since my twenties in fact before beginning blog activities, which is known in Sharp co. Ltd.. Now, you can see from this blog and this article exactly how high that level is. And yet, “my position in the labor market over these past 20 years, including today,” could never have happened in America. That is because I was in Japanese society. (If that is the case, one might say, just go overseas. But even if I went overseas, could I have obtained a work visa?) In the end, hierarchical, seniority-based, top-submissive labor markets produce this result. Especially in Japan, young and highly capable individuals, particularly in STEM fields, are treated very cheaply and unfairly from the perspective of international standards. That is one of the reasons why, even now, I must apply for a real job at 1,220 yen per hour as a non-regular employee. If I am hired, I have to work. Why? Because I need money, unless so, I will not be able to "great even" make the fundamental life. Moreover, to some extent, working and interacting with people (especially those with whom one can build a good relationship) is also necessary for a human being who requires sociality, which you can see if you experience "Social isolation like me".
As things stand, the permanent prohibition of the use of my blog content—and health information, which is fundamentally related to human life—Have you know, already, sufficiently, do you? Yesterday, during the interview, multiple people asked me, “Are you healthy?” This is not only rude, it is an obviously foolish question. Even if I participate in society, sanctions will inevitably be imposed. Especially on Japanese society. Why? Because these labor market problems, financial problems, social isolation (equivalent to practical, flexible imprisonment), privacy violations, repeated injustices (missile launches for convenience, intentional earthquakes for psycological manipulation, weather manipulation, manipulation of all media, etc.)—these are undeniable facts that have occurred in Japanese society. "Huge heinous" "Negligible Tiny ethic"
(January 13, 2026)
Basically, nothing that actually happens around me in reality changes. Even when I look at the internet, it is the same. To varying degrees, but fundamentally unchanged. It is simply a continuation of what has been before. On the other hand, I continue to change more and more. Everything. Now, what has mainly happened in Japanese society, especially over the past few years, and what continues to happen as reality, is “unforgivable” to me. I will inevitably impose strong sanctions in response. In the sense that it happens on Earth, this is the responsibility of the international community as a whole—if Japanese society or the international community intends to use my blog content or my actual abilities. In particular, Japanese society, and moreover, the organizations that have affected my reality for many years, will inevitably receive some form of negative sanction. The sanction I can impose at this point in time is “the permanent prohibition of the use of my blog content.” As of today, this has not changed.
(January 16, 2026)
The absolute power I possess is the value added by my blog activities, including to the present, and my own knowledge, wisdom, experience, creativity, imagination, capacity for growth, ethics—so-called human resources capabilities. In exercising this power, I do not need to depend on any particular person. I exercise it in the way that is most convincing to me, without being swayed by temporary emotions, or misled by false information (for example, about the dissolution of the House of Representatives in Japan).
As a sanction against countries in which a de facto lawless zone exists, where democracy has effectively collapsed, I will never tolerate the extremely unequal distortions of the rule of law, or fragile, manipulable democracy. I will change the current state with my overwhelming power. Specifically, I will thoroughly reveal the injustices originating from my blog activities, mainly over the 11 years from 2015 to 2026(now). Because my value is genuine, great true, there must be a very large amount of injustice, which is quite natural as "mirror". Sanctions will inevitably be imposed based on these injustices. Until this is realized, the use of content arising from my blog activities will not be recognized internationally in any way. Discussion of usage rules will not even begin. I will not join any specific organization or provide added value on the ground. As things stand, the use of my blog content will not be permanently permitted, even after my death. The attitude of “underestimating me,” both in the past, now, and in the future, only makes sanctions stricter. This is the most reasonable way to process the immense negative legacy of outrage that has accumulated from the past to the present, and that may arise in the future. I will not explain each detail here in my only window to society, my blog, at this point in time, but almost every day—yesterday, probably today, tomorrow, and beyond—things that “underestimate me” continue to occur. The same applies to the internet, including scientific journal publications. The potential impact of that must be carefully considered. That “underestimating choice” makes things even more disastrous.
Today, I received a notice of "non-selection for my job application" from the Okayama City East Post Office. I will state the fact only. This was a non-regular position with a fixed-term renewal, at 1,220 yen per hour. Therefore, there is a risk of dismissal at the time of renewal. It is a five-day-a-week job, with weekends and holidays not considered. The take-home pay is less than 200,000 yen. Since it is a delivery job, there is a risk of automobile accidents. For this position, I went to the interview on January 9 wearing a suit and with my resume prepared. The motivation statement on my resume is as follows:
-I applied after seeing the job listing that was sent together with the New Year’s greeting card at the beginning of this year. I decided to apply because I understood that this position offers work fairly consistently every day, involves a certain set of tasks, allows me to be physically active while transporting items, and is a type of work whose general duties can be reasonably anticipated. Although it is a non-regular, hourly-wage position, I understood that it allows for five-day-a-week work and provides a stable salary. At present, I am not applying elsewhere, and if I am fortunate enough to be hired, I will certainly work diligently as an employee. I previously worked at Sharp for a long time but have struggled in the labor market for many years, and it has been difficult to find a job that I could maintain for an extended period. In the past, I often encountered discrepancies between the duties described in job postings and the actual work, or found that I did not fit with the company atmosphere. On the other hand, having experienced a wide variety of jobs and always gone through the most challenging initial period when starting new work, I have, in a sense, become accustomed to taking on work I have never done before. While I have no prior experience in delivery work, I believe I have skills that are relevant, including selecting parking locations, determining routes, and accumulating “near-miss” experiences to prevent labor accidents through safe driving for manifestation of un-manifested accident to prevent it. I intend to utilize the work abilities and intellectual capacities I have cultivated so far, while ensuring that work proceeds smoothly and with a positive attitude. I am now 46 years old, and I hope that the position I secure through this job search will be my final one, allowing me to work for a long period. It is with this mindset that I am applying for this position. Thank you very much for taking the time out of your busy schedule to provide me with the opportunity for consideration.- How do you feel after reading this, those who can see my value?
Regarding my behavior and performance at the interview: I wrote my application with my workplace experience in mind, aiming to be sincerely considered for hire. Before the hiring manager arrived, a chair was prepared for me, but I chose to stand, keeping my hands clasped in front and consciously maintaining a smile, making every effort to present myself favorably. I answered questions about reasons for leaving past jobs as honestly, integrity as possible. When passing other staff members in the hallway, I greeted them politely. Despite these efforts, I was not selected for the position. This is the "FACT" , repeatly, "FACT" under your value acquisition from my contineous efforts via blog activities from 2020~, or 2015~ including education blog.
I will repeat myself, but why am I—someone with real human capital—forced to work under these conditions? Large corporations are “connected at the top underground, hidden purpose,” so I am guaranteed to be rejected at the document screening stage. That has been the case in the past. The reason I am forced to work is, “for now,” entirely a matter of money. I do not have continuous or sufficient income, and I am receiving a monthly allowance of 30,000 yen from my mother. My mother is extremely worried about my unemployed situation, so she sends me money. Blood relatives are different, after all. Right now, she is providing the support that helps me the most. Can you see (understand) my "MIND", those who have middle age (46 years) ,already mature adult, on the other hands, those who have the most valuable persons in essence, have no choice but to be financially supported from mother against unavoidable financial difficulty by the injustice social cage?????????
The government knew this situation, or at least should have known it. The life of the fish, seaweed, and fruit I ate today matters more than your lives. I cannot live without those lives. Your very existence, rather, shortens my lifespan through daily indignation. There is even a risk that I could be killed by anger itself. Strong emotions increase the risk of losing one’s life in many ways. When you are struggling to live, you truly understand the value of food. Other than housing and utility costs, almost everything I spend goes toward food. I am cutting back that severely against unavoidable financial difficulty. Naturally, I can hardly buy any clothing. I have barely used transportation expenses, including public transportation, for the past several months. I have no expenses for friends or romantic relationships. I have not been able to send even the minimum child support expected of a parent for several months. This is "FACT", repeatedly, "FACT". "FACT" "FACT" "FACT" "FACT" Have you been visible, those who acquire the addivtional value also emotional one?????????
Under these conditions, I cannot choose not to work. Therefore, starting tomorrow, I will spend several days at Hello Work looking through about 3,500 job listings without narrowing down conditions, focusing on jobs that can be accessed within one and a half hours on foot in Kita Ward, Naka Ward, and Higashi Ward of Okayama City. Under normal circumstances, I would be the one choosing, not the one being chosen, but in fact, being quite narrowly chosen.
No matter how much I write about how unreasonable and unforgivable my past and present situations are, I cannot fully express it. Not only Japanese power holders, but you as well have pretended to be on my side while, in reality, continuing to look the other way, that is, being overlooking. And you keep doing so. Inflammatory bowel disease? Colon cancer? What do those mean, exactly? The 30,000 yen I receive from my mother is far more helpful to me right now. Replaced proxy is "great never" meaningful for me agaist "FACT" "FACT" "FACT". Do I need to decorate "the great worst adjective" to this "FACT" any more????
Japanese society will unquestionably be sanctioned. Without that, I will not provide society with the added value of my blog activities, which are the origin of this entire problem. No matter how much I explain how unreasonable everything has been, the result is always the same—practical indifference. Then I will never overlook it. I will stake my life on this. I will impose sanctions without exception and with strictness. Shall I write a little more about exactly what is unreasonable? The Japanese government is probably tracking me via satellites and continuously analyzing my facial expressions and my muttered words. At its worst in the past, there were situations where feedback was applied even to what I was doing offline inside my home. For example, the day after I watched pornography, articles about sex would appear in Nature-related journals. Is this something I should be ashamed of? I will definitely question Nature-related journals about these factual relationships. If there has been any exchange of money from the Japanese government, including the way advertisements are placed, I will impose sanctions without exception. The psychological burden I suffered because of those advertisements was immense.
I invested more than two million yen, including my retirement pay, to subscribe regularly to these journals. Thanks to that investment, I now have broad knowledge across the life sciences. I made that investment with the little money I had. And after receiving that information, they attempted to absorb me—including Japan—into their organizations to turn it into their own profit. Is it real another "FACT"? Toward investors like me for Nature publishing group, you engaged in actions that at the very least amount to acknowledging violations of privacy. I can see, it is quite visible for me, about the essence of Nature publishing group, never forget, if I will publish the article related to my project in your magazine in the future. I don't need any agreement from any other agaist this matter. I sincerely belive myself, my feeling.
Only those directly involved can understand the suffocating feeling of being constantly followed and monitored. And on top of that, due to the absolute secrecy imposed on my blog activities, I became a landlocked island—socially isolated. And then, surveillance. I was also driven into economic hardship. That remains true even now. In another sense, this treatment is equivalent to imprisonment. Moreover, they pinned the false charge of Abe’s shooting on me. That is what drove me into fear, poor mental health, and a suicide attempt.
Wasn’t Abe’s shooting an inside job? How could the perpetrator have known the exact time and location of the street speech? If it was not a coincidence, didn’t you tell the perpetrator? Meanwhile, you manipulate the media, exchange money in various places, misuse tax revenue, illegally use my technological ideas to manipulate weather and earthquakes, kill hundreds of people through earthquakes, and deprive tens of thousands of their livelihoods. As of today, that includes the intentional power outage on the Yamanote Line. You allow such a lawless zone to exist and then pin false charges on me. What exactly is this? And you also overlook my state of economic hardship, attempting to gloss over (replace) it with a few rounds of trivial cash handouts amounting to only tens of thousands of yen. My mother transfers those handouts every month from her pension account, and my father works part-time to scrape together money for my sake. There is still much more. The manipulation of transportation equipment. Japanese people who obey suspicious, unforgivable orders such as “run here at this time.” Under these circumstances, any public benefit from my blog activities can never be unconditional. Even if it takes my entire life, since the law does not function, I will change the current situation through force and impose strict sanctions without exception. If things remain as they are now, I will absolutely bury the information from my blog activities underground. I will expand the prohibited domain. How much indignation I carry within me…
(January 17, 2026)
Starting today, I am conducting a job search through Hello Work, covering approximately 3,487 job listings. By the morning, I had checked 240 listings. By the afternoon, I reached 600. This is the undeniable reality.
The single greatest reason I am forced to work under extremely poor conditions is that the outcomes of this “医療の部屋” are being socially concealed. If this were made public, there would be no situation in which I would be struggling through labor. This problem has continued ever since I left Sharp—since the year 2020. Not only have I been unable to work under decent conditions, but there have also been cases, such as at the Okayama East Post Office, where I was suspected and rejected in an unnatural manner. Despite my abilities, I am forced to work under conditions that are astronomically worse than appropriate, while being exposed to economic hardship, and on top of that, there are cases where unfair rejection is strongly suspected. Furthermore, the range of possible workplaces is severely limited. This has been occurring as a concrete reality within “Japanese society” for several years. Even at workplaces where I was hired, there were improper interventions involving noise, the external environment, commuting conditions, and similar factors. There are many job postings where age and experience do not match. My valuable career history is concentrated in the highly specialized field of crystal growth of nitride semiconductors, and in addition, my medical-related capabilities are being concealed. As a result, the application requirements inevitably become extremely strict. How much unjust exposure to the labor market in this “Japan” do you think I have endured over the past several years? Even when I am hired, I am, of course, placed at the very bottom of the hierarchy. I am tired.... The things that I want to convey is in essence "same". Huge Repeating is no meaning... Those who can be truely believable for me is only "myself", but even no "The New Englnad Journal of Medicine" and "Kyoto univesity" . If I try to avoid such labor conditions, financial problems inevitably arise. Eventually, my savings will be exhausted, leaving welfare as the only option. However, receiving welfare requires proof of job-seeking activity, and restrictions on rent and other living conditions may apply, potentially worsening my housing situation. If one’s parents have assets, it may not even be possible to receive welfare. In other words, if this continues, I may end up consuming even more of my parents’ assets—despite the fact that I am already receiving monthly financial support from them. At the very least, I need money to cover housing, utilities, and food in order to survive. Yet Japanese society has not paid a single yen for more than ten years in relation to the added value produced by my blog, particularly “駒田の部屋” This was one of the causes of the breakdown of my family. They say, “You’ll understand, just you, by tagged invisible encrypted rope,(but in real fact, at the first glance "hope" but "fake" for Abe.convenience and Abe.hidden purpose” raise expectations, and then betray them. This was repeated again and again. Even now, it is the same. How should this indignation be handled? Shouting and raging accomplish nothing. It must be handled rationally. Since it originates from blog activity, it will be handled on the basis of blog activity. That is, a permanent prohibition on the use of the blog’s contents. Recently, while walking or running, I have observed certain individuals around me whose behavior appears unnatural and suggests possible instructions from someone else. You should understand that your safety is not guaranteed. Until wrongdoing is exposed and sanctions are imposed, the use of my blog’s contents will never be permitted. Especially in this absurd Japanese society.
(January 18, 2026)
How cruel a reality has been revealed by the fact that my blog activities have been subjected to improper information control and concealment. Was this what “so that only you can understand” really meant? Human beings are fundamentally not built to function without direct communication, Cannot you understand like this???; when things are done indirectly, through the internet or in vague, artificial ways, people inevitably begin to break down. Moreover, I was constantly kept tied to continuing my activities—implicitly urged with messages like, “Come this way,” “Don’t give up,” “Run all the way to the end.” And as a result, I was betrayed continuously for more than eleven years. This is the undeniable reality.
What happened as a consequence? My career was severely damaged by contineous "invisible rope (as only you can see....)". Completely destroyed. My family relationships collapsed in essence by the financial collapsed related to "at the first glance" the most promising blog activities. My finances collapsed. There were severe violations of my privacy. Unfair manipulation and restriction of the labor market. As a result, my routes to social income were drastically limited. Repeated suicidal ideation and attempts. Total social isolation, with no new human relationships, no friends, no interaction with the opposite sex. By concealing my blog activities, even such human relationships are effectively controlled. You have people around you. You probably have comrades and allies. I have none. The excuse of “this was for your sake” is unacceptable. This is close to collective lynching. Imposing stress that leads toward suicide—how cruel that is, how cruel it was. I will make this absolutely explicit. Without fail.
Japanese society—and especially those who knew—effectively ignored this. Looked away. Why? Because they were not suffering the way I was. Then I will make them experience the same thing. Only then will they understand how cruel this truly is. Japanese society—this will not end for free. I will impose sanctions. I will obstruct thoroughly. I will absolutely and permanently bury it underground. If there is even the slightest attempt to touch or use the contents of my blog—at that moment. For example, if the health guidelines I will likely continue writing in the future are effectively stopped, health problems will arise. At this point, no Japanese person can claim to be completely unharmed and healthy. Frankly speaking. Despite the enormous added value I have produced, and despite having committed myself to Japan—at least for a time—I was forced into an inhumane situation. These people will not understand unless they are made to experience the same cruelty I did. Japan operates on a self-reporting system. Even if you are struggling to live, you receive no assistance unless you apply for welfare, and even then, extremely strict conditions are imposed. Given the total value I have created, I should not merely be free from financial hardship—I could reasonably have accumulated assets worth trillions of yen. Yet instead, I was pushed into a situation where I had to consider welfare, and "even" faced a threat to my life. So I have no choice but to utilize "The most strong card" And all of this while there are people watching through privacy violations, even via satellites—and nothing is done. What exactly is this supposed to mean? And then they say, “For your sake?” “For your safety?” Safety? When I am being driven to suicide attempt????? I declare this indignation. I formally announce it. To all Japanese people: I will, in effect, make you experience the same thing I did. I will think through the means calmly and rationally. And if I am forced into it, I will choose methods that are far more severe and merciless than what was done to me.In any case, even if my blog had no value, it would still be sufficient to file a lawsuit and fully hold the state accountable for its wrongdoing. But if the blog content has no value, then fundamentally nothing can be done. If society can continue to operate by methods completely different from the content of my blog, then my problems can simply be left as they are. I can just die as I am. There will be nothing even after I die. From my standpoint, after being deceived and strung along for as long as 11 years, there is no way I can back down in terms of my own life. No matter where I run, I am followed day after day anyway.Is the added value of my blog real or not? If it is real, then the sanctions I will impose from here on will carry great power and meaning. The cruelty and sanctions I have suffered through my blog activities will be repaid through my blog activities as sanctions.I am now in Okayama. Before that, I was in Hiroshima. Hiroshima and Okayama — in other words, these are events that occurred within Japanese society. If I had been in the United States or China, I do not know whether I would have met the same fate. Perhaps it would have been the same. Or perhaps I would have been killed. But there is no point in talking about such hypothetical scenarios. The reality is that this undeniably happened in Japanese society.For example, the fact that mind control has been carried out almost every day using media such as car license plates, transportation equipment, products in supermarkets, workplaces, and even music heard everywhere — was this really done by any country other than Japan? At the very least, although some foreigners may be involved, the vast majority of those carrying out these acts by following illegal orders are Japanese, and this is something I have confirmed as a fact with my own eyes.
I have completed checking 1,200 job listings (/3,487) on Hello Work. I extracted 14 listings. The conditions are by no means good. Most offer a monthly salary of around 200,000 yen. Some listings are even below that. I have not been hired by multiple places over the past several years; most applications resulted in rejection. At least, I am not in a position to “choose” jobs. In the worst cases, I was rejected in document screening even though I had not actually applied. Working conditions have been extremely limited, and considering my abilities and the added value I have provided, I have been forced to work under conditions unprecedented in history.The reason I had to accept that was that, before 2024, there were issues of money and loneliness. I was constantly under surveillance, with almost no direct human interaction and no understanding of my blog activities, and I had almost no way to live a healthy life at home while being unemployed. My mental health was extremely poor. Naturally, because I had no income, money was a problem. Even for jobs I was unfamiliar with, I sought employment in order to ask for help.Now, the situation is different. Fundamentally, it is a matter of money. Reflecting on myself before 2024, including the past thoughts of suicide and suicide attempts, and considering up to the present, this resentment is something I will carry for life. This happened because of my blog activities, so it should be repaid through my blog activities. Or rather, there is no other way to do it.If blog activities have extremely high added value, the greatest of any individual in human history, which cannot be measured merely by economic indicators, then it is possible. I will impose a prohibition on the content of my blog activities and apply sanctions, centered on Japanese society. This is not a problem that can be resolved by imposing it on a single person or a specific organization. I will carefully consider how to focus on this. Even if the situation remains as it is now.By writing like this in my blog almost every day, there is no exaggeration, and at the very least, a record remains together with the added value I have provided. This will have meaning even after my death. Those who have received this and done such things, while I am asserting this, should not be allowed to use it freely — this will naturally be the case for future generations. There is sufficient reason to prohibit it.It is also a fact that I originally acted largely according to my conscience. Before 2024, that conscience was, in a sense, one of the few supports that allowed me to somehow endure and survive mentally. When that was removed, along with pity for my past self, I now feel the way I do. Indeed, Japanese society has “as a result” been cold, cruel, and terrible. It is still doing so.One example of this now is my actual job search activities. This is truly real. Stakeholders of my blog activities have overlooked this. That is my evaluation.
Today, I will speak about something extremely important for Japan. All Japanese who can access this, read it with utmost seriousness. As I wrote today, my sanctions can never be realized without the enormous magnitude of my value, including my blog activities. If people around the world, and you in Japan, decide that “the content of my blog, and later, I myself, are not necessary,” then I will never be able to impose sanctions. No such power will come into being.In the end, the essence is whether I have value, capability, expected potential, and usefulness that benefits people around the world. Harvard University, the world’s top university, may be moving around restlessly, but I can say, “No, I will not provide any of my value as human capital to your university at all.” And if Harvard University says, “No, we don’t need you,” then that’s it — goodbye. You can understand this by comparing the time when I started the “医療の部屋” in 2020 with, to put it extremely, the content of one of the English guideline articles I am writing now for The New England Journal of Medicine. You will see my true value. My true value is not the accumulation of value expressed in written form in my blog content. It is the value that includes expectations based on my growth as human capital.What would happen if I went to the field at MIT right now? What do you think would happen? What about Stanford? What about Peking University? My added value, even in the blog content alone, is worth the Nobel Prize, but what has real and relative value is “myself.” When you consider that, it becomes astronomical in value. It cannot be evaluated in monetary terms. You should properly read the English content on walking and running, word for word. Then compare it with articles from 2020, or 2024, and you will understand my true value. What do you think would happen if I spoke with you, not only through writing but also incorporating generative AI? This “absolute power” of mine does not need to depend on anyone. Because it is “myself.” The one that understands this essence best is the U.S. government. The U.S. government probably wants to utilize my power for the development of the United States. China is the same. China’s way of thinking is somewhat closer to Japan’s, but it is a country that acts far more rationally than Japan for national development. Therefore, if my power is thought to be useful for China’s development, they would prepare appropriate conditions and extract my power to the maximum extent for national development. And after extracting it, they would “discard me.” Even so, I would obtain enough money to live for the rest of my life. That an individual possesses power is “absolute.” In contrast, Japan can be said, in a sense, to have achieved the most successful, best possible scenario. I will explain that. What is success? Japan decided, “We don’t like him. Crush him.” As I just explained, the more absolute an individual’s capability is, the more it benefits someone, or contributes to the development of a country, and there is nothing stronger than that. However, when considering the accumulation of value through blogs, including the exam-preparation blog, and the future potential of a human being as human capital, I can be said to have the greatest value in human history, yet for that human being — that is, for me — it became “the worst possible scenario as much as all imaginable.”
That is, the collapse of my family, the collapse of my finances, the collapse of my career, violations of my privacy, repeated suicidal ideation, suicide attempts that ended unsuccessfully but actual suicide attempts, and the aftereffects from them, including damage to the gluteus medius, infections, and lower-body skin disorders, poverty, and social isolation. That situation continued for a long time. Why was this possible? Because it was carried out at the national level, with the nation’s prestige at stake. They continued to bind me with chains so severe that my entire body’s skin was left bloody. They are still effectively continuing this now. In other words, “keeping someone alive while killing them. KAIGOROSHI” It can be said that the policy of “we don’t like this guy; impose sanctions on him” was a complete success. In that sense, there is no country as skilled as Japan at effectively crushing people through organized action. In exchange, this substantially obstructs national development. That, in turn, is very strongly correlated with the current decline in Japan’s science and technology and academic ability. For example, if the innovation from my exam-preparation education blog had been recognized and I had been able to advance socially at that time, by now an industry using SNS that supports exam takers every day would have matured. There would be people like me who contribute sincerely every day. Or people who provide services for free supported solely by advertising revenue. Or people who properly charge exam takers and provide more advanced content.Such information might not drastically change the high school entrance examination map, relatively speaking, but it would raise the overall academic level. Being supported is a good thing. It makes it easier to work hard at studying every day. My know-how could be conveyed to others even more effectively. That industry and educational level improvement was not made visible, but it can be said to have been effectively crushed, and un-manifest industry disappear de facto. In the United States, this would basically never happen. It is a country that rationally prioritizes its own national development. Instead, Japan has the characteristic of being able to “crush people it dislikes in the most thorough way imaginable.” The United States, rather than that, “rationally prioritizes national development.” China “works rationally and steadily for national development while maintaining a certain level of authority and respect for the position of the state chairman.” Therefore, if I were in China, I would be crushed if I opposed the state chairman. However, if that were not the case, and if I contributed to national development, the best possible treatment would be prepared. I would not have to worry about money. As for me, I firmly believe that the only way to respond to a “worst‑case scenario” is with a “worst‑case scenario.” In the end, who is it that can protect you in the past (me), and me now? Who is the person who thinks first and foremost about you (including my past self), and who will sincerely and fairly carry out the settlement of your negative legacy? Is it someone in the world? Is it The New England Journal of Medicine? No. It is “myself.”It can be said that 2025 was the best year in my history. Why is that? Because I completely healed the mental disorders I carried prior to 2024, including the “cruel chains” imposed by Japan, and because I obtained extremely robust health guidelines in order to confront them and gain strength. Now, I am in a state where “I concretely know what to do to realize mental and physical health.” There is no kinder proposal to my past self than this. After all, those who be believable for me is only myself.
Who issued that proposal and execution order? It was myself. I myself provided the best possible information to the me of that time in order to save my past self. There was a time when I desperately wanted to die and rushed to a hospital seeking help and someone to talk to, but I was told something like, “Cook for yourself. Enjoy that cooking.” As a concrete proposal, that was about it. Looking back now, there was nowhere in the world any advice more effective for solving the fundamental problem than what I myself proposed to my past self. In the end, it was not a matter of being helped by someone else; it became a form in which I helped myself. The one who can meet the expectations of my past self and my present self, the one who truly acts with my best interests in mind, is not the American government. It is myself. That is absolute. Therefore, I am telling my past self: “I will absolutely settle the negative legacy of your worst‑case scenario in a way you can accept.” The only ones who can do that are the current me and the future me. Without exception, for something of the highest value and capability, when it is made into a “worst‑case scenario,” I will strike back with a “worst‑case scenario.” The greater the total value — including the expected value of me as human capital and the added value contained in my blog content — the worse the sanctions I have collectively received, and therefore the sanctions in return will also be “the worst.” Then the question becomes: who, in reality, will suffer damage from this “worst‑case scenario”? Where did this “worst‑case scenario” occur? Was it China, Russia, the United States, Iran? No — it was unmistakably Japan. More specifically, in terms of location, Hiroshima and Okayama. Then, is it healthy to retaliate for this worst‑case scenario against the entire world? Isn’t it Japan, after all? In particular, the location would be Okayama. Wouldn’t it be Hiroshima? Which organization in Japan did this? The Liberal Democratic Party. Because, as discussed later, Mr. Abe is involved. If we assume the worst‑case scenario, then the greater the total value of my human capital, including future expectations, the more this has the potential to become “the largest negative event in Japanese history.”because, the sanction I have recievied is "the most worst" ever before, no more, no more, Japan compared to my additional value, value as human resouces, influence to the global. I think that ending my life may be better than alive, even now, because I don't need to bear negative assets any more, and suffer any more at the fundamental level of life, I can in essence escape "the cage". If my suicide attempt succeeded, and you can succeed to replace its tragedy to Noto earthquake for psychological manipulation in the manner that take advantage of "sympathy cap", and this "hidden fact" was completed shielded, it would be better....
Then, who will bear the damage of this greatest negative event? It is necessary to think about this concretely. It is the generation that will need to support Japan for a long time as Japanese from here on. That is where the negative legacy shifts. If my negative legacy is settled, who caused this negative legacy? Which generation? Won’t that generation die in another 20 or 30 years, by the end of their natural lifespan, do you(all Japanese)? Once they die, whether they go to heaven or to hell, they have no capacity for responsibility, and they cannot feel suffering. For them (elderly powered persons imporsing me on "social un-ethic cage"), it means "getaway after continuing victory (winner)" remaining huge negative assets caused by them in essense. By destroying the most valuable human being simply because they “didn’t like” him, they force the entire nation to bear a negative legacy in the worst possible way, and that negative legacy will ultimately be shouldered by people one generation later—two generations, three generations later, and they run away ending their life, they may "great even" have no "consciousness of mortal crime".
Until now, I have been carrying that negative legacy. For your future. I thought I must not pass such a negative legacy on to you. I had been your de facto shield. But I have someone I must protect. That is myself, unless so, it makes us continue to drink "boiling water" without that I have not seen it is even "boiling water" as until now. Only I can save my life. Strictly, belief and wisdom for other is obstracle, but only for myself is sincerely true. Because there is no one else who knows in detail what has happened in detail, acturally. What kind of terrible things have happened? How tragic were they when evaluated relative to my value as a human resource? The person who can judge that most fairly, most justly, and with human compassion toward myself exists nowhere in the world except me. It can "never great sufficiently" be conveyed even by writing like this, both in Japanese and in English. Preliminarily, I apologize you (the future persons). As a result, you will probably end up receiving the worst possible negative legacy. It's actually "drainage" from current elderly powered persons. Lucky!!!, isn’t it??—the ones who die first. No matter how evil someone is, once they die, responsibility can no longer be taken from them.
From 2015 to 2021, there is the undeniable fact that I wrote articles for examinees on “駒田の部屋” on Ameba Blog. Many of the people who were in high school during that period should know about this. It is necessary to write about this from multiple perspectives as well. You may not know this activity because it was before medical blogs known in the world (-2020). My innovation is to use SNS(blog style) for education, and I in a maximum way take advantage of "immediacy" "scalability" as information style. Every morning and evening, I continue to send the message able to efficiently use it as a method, concept of not only the exam, but also even their well-life, at the same time, this 2 times per everyday message also includes "side by side styled support" for high school student in order to continue to make effort to the exam of university. Concretely, vocabulary support in both Japanese and English was made by my blog. That is, both Emotional and practical-valued message(info) continued to be sent to student freely and in immediated manner, and everyday, for the long time. This is quite innovative, in my sence. Therefore, social impact may be significant, but it is shielded by Mr.Abe and (may) Mr.Ishiba in a skillful manner under (may) hidden purpose, that is, I quite recieve "wealth extraction", but at that time I couldn't recognize it because I believed Japan. This blog continued from 2015 to 2021.
The exam blog was continuously improved like my current blog activities, so those who were in high school around 2017–2019 probably received the content with the most added value. If someone was 15 years old in 2017, they are now 24, roughly a new graduate from graduate school entering society. During high school, regardless of gender, it is a difficult period of adolescence, so even if messages arrived daily for free, if that became “normal,” it probably would not reach the “core of the heart” very deeply. That is because they haven't obtained "abstract thinking" and known "social exploitation", therefore, the true value of free emotional and practical message everyday cannnot be evalueted precisely compared to actual social circumstance, and they cannot recognize it as a "quite special". The most deeply recognizing it as a "quite special" is Mr.Abe. Therefore, he feel strongly that this value can be utilized for "my (hidden) purpose". Because they have quite potential for "Gold vote" of election by taking me in their fake (invisible rope that my psychological demands is deeply analyzed via monitoring (for example, to satisfy my self-esteem (approval) needs and evil-exploit tendency of delusion and easy-belief to Mr.Abe, many music was released "as if" related to my accomplishment, for example, "hanataba wo kimini (cast bouquet to you)" "365niti no kamihiko^ki meaning continue to fly paper plane to sky during everyday of year, paper plane means "dilute and ephemeral like now likely to disappear.." as if my articles for student that seem like make-believe reality by my work in the cyberspace never able to recognize in "REAL", so I was almost likely to be played with Japan and and Japan was almost likely to giggling to me, and as its demands is partly satisfied while his powers of politic maintains in the manner that pretending to be my true ally. At that time, my ability is quite lack against deeply piercing his fake (hidden purpose) and fighting this power, is it obvious?, I was 36-40 years old, and no experience, in addition, Mr.Abe is top of the power quite strong for me.
At that time, they (high school students) could not deeply evaluate the true value of my information. For example, even if you teach a child, “Be grateful for your food,” they truly understand its meaning only from middle age onward, after a certain amount of struggle and study. To spontaneously think, “I am grateful to receive this life” when seeing a fish requires a certain amount of knowledge. At least, in order to understand deeply “Be grateful for your food,”, we need to understand biohistory, evolution. Therefore, I think the value of my efforts at the time was not actually conveyed to high school students. But as long as messages came almost every day for three years. I think that special experience is something they will remember for life. Surely, it had a considerable impact. That's the extent to which, my effort for the high school student is innovative even which measures no money but deeply emotional and political.
I even went out of my way to buy the "Akahon, books gathered-placed past actual exam" with my own money for English vocabulary, and I transformed the words listed there into sentences made as they found interesting, sending them to you every day as blog articles. That embodied my message even if I invest money, “Let’s naturally memorize words that frequently appear on exams.” The same goes for Japanese vocabulary. I truly did it with your benefit in mind as it is now medical blog for the world, not only my benefit, is it obvious?? in fact, I am writing Health guideline for the new england journal of medicine actually free. And that was free. Every day. Supportively, with care. It is possible that these feelings did not actually reach you high school students. Feelings like these reach mature people. Especially in Japan. That is, the elderly. The people most likely to vote. In effect, the votes for my efforts at the time were actually gathered toward me, because sincerely "authentic" prosocial value potentially becomes "vote" but no "money". So, where did those "floated votes" go? They went to Mr. Abe. I think Mr. Abe recognized true value for "vote" the most, the most among Japanese politicians. Therefore, he "great never" replace this "authentic" prosocial value to "money" at any price, absolutely. This become potentially "politic power". Actually, he gained it. He is senstive to "essense of value", but I am the more, the more superior to him, that's right? You "now" try to analyze "my value", quite obvious. Perhaps he felt "something" from being at the top in the political world. Because Mr. Abe genuinely(at least, the most first glance,,but,,,fake from my sense, bacause I bear huge negative assets as a result, if he think so, this result "great never" occur.) thought about me, those votes effectively flowed to Abe. And at least once, he achieved a big victory in an election. Winning an election means that many "Zimintou(his party)" members are successfully elected and greatly thanks to it. Many "Zimintou(his party)" members gathered, expressing gratitude, saying, “I was able to win thanks to Mr. Abe.” That became Abe’s practical power within the party and in politics. Later, there were times when Abe and I had a poor relationship because I gradually noticed his (hidden) purpose that it is "never" my benefit, but the gratitude from those "Zimintou(his party)" members did not disappear. Precisely because Abe knew the source (my info value) of it better than anyone else, he could not cut me off completely when the circumstance between his and me becomes gradually worse. He had no choice but to depend on my power, is it obvious?, the source is in essence from my value, so actually he is in fictitiousness built by him. Probably, he may suffer, so the power of politics must be obtained by themselves, unless so, the nation become catastrophic like now in Japan. Mr,Abe made mistake at huge levels. Who bear responsibility, in essence? That is me, obvious? because, huge negative assets "FACT" "Now" exists in my whole body including brain. I have really been made fun of in Japan, probably also by high school students, in a way, especially from 2015 to 2020 for my educational blog
As also with now, I needed money. At that time, I worked at Sharp, but I also needed to gain recognition from my wife. I thought that education blog was innovative, so belived that it definitely gains income at least at the level that life of my family can be care. My wife couldn't allow doing blogs while neglecting work with no income against a husband supporting a household, However, I understood the value of my blog better than anyone from the very beginning, because it was “to be understood only by you, that is, invisible promising,but hidden-fake rope.” Therefore, I was certain it would generate income. I invested in it. I can "great never" give up until now from 2015 to now. It is quite difficult for me to cut this blog activity off completely, because the labor circumustance surrounding me even now is the "great, at astronomically level" worst than the promising of blog acticities, in which I almost fully take advantage of my STEM ability and my expression ability, as you have already sufficienty know. In this way, my mental health problem has been severe especially until 2024, but from 2025, it was greatly healed, becauce of health guideline developed by myself. If you experience my situation, you would have severe mental health problem like me (ex.sucide ideation (even attempt?) is quite certain, not only me but all of you,) If you continued to pulled by invisible at the first gland promising but hidden-fake rope and you take advantage of your potential in it, you could 'great never" give up if current "REAL FACT" is quite worse than "Rope". CAn you understand, see, are visible?? my situation??, but no, no. My explation is not "quite" sufficient, because I cannot remenber all accumulated situation over 11 years from 2015 to now. I have no choice but to continue to my "promising" blog activity and try to search job even if "REAL FACT" is quite worse...you have, have, have overlooked until now, while you (The university of tokyo hospital from 夏の日の2025, The New England Journal of Medicine from 2023??) have acquired at least emotional benefit from my "kimochi".
My family relationship is catastrophic "REAL FACT". But Mr.Abe, exploit Japanese talent (Yuriko Yoshitaka) appearing similar to my wife for me so as to hold in the hope that "Our relationship will be sure to be improved and realize a rekindled romance." Especially, until 2024, I feel severe loneliness because of social isolation, social "cage". As mentioned above, repeatedly, repeately, if I find true romance partner, it is quite inconvenience for the Japanese government. Why? Have you alread know?? It is because the world "secret", which is quite illegal for me, is "at deep level" broken between me and true romance partner, is that right, obvious? It will be unpleasant for you (the world reader) to hear. The value of my activity can be understood "in the real place" "by direct communition" if I explain the contents and real value of blog in detail for the excellent woman partner loving me. Therefore, The Japanese government had no choice but to make me alone, so they prepared fake situation and supposititious Japanese talent (Yuriko Yoshitaka) appearing similar to my wife. Can you understand? Can you see my explanation? Can you be visible my "mind"? Yet, no. I couldn't remember all, this is contineous situation...
At that time, my past wife pointed out “problems with my character, because I was great furious at fake situation (no gain money) and several manipulation even in my home and workplace from 2015 to 2018” and still manipulates our daughter in part. My daughter knows my appear that is great furious, but at that time, she is only 2-5 years old, so she never understood true situation. Until now, it is "not all" the opportunities to explain my real situation for my daugther, but she is now only 13 years old, so it is quite sure that she cannot deeply understand quite complex situation with skillful exploitation in evil-Japan society. Can you be visible my "kimochi" while aquiring my additional value from my blog activities all in emotional, practical, economic, social manner over 11 years?
Anyone who, in real time between 2015 and 2021, experienced my daily messages as a high school student knows that my altruism was genuine, authentic. You may have thought at the time, “This is annoying,” but if your academic ability improved because of it, you will not forget it. It is sure that you will think like remember from 2015 to 2021...after several decades..."Those who is sicerely care for me in authentic altruism like him have been never appeared only at one time, it was quite special, I couldn't understand true value at that time..." Considering deeply. Education is of great importance for your life to save especially for financial matter and social success. That was free, innovative, side-by-side, emotional and practical meaningful from the greatest valued persons at now for three to six years, if you was junior high school student in 2015 and recieve information.
I am still carrying these negative legacies even now, and since then, various other negative events have occurred. In the midst of all that, even if I myself seriously act for the sake of my negative legacy—including my past self—and as a result, “the worst negative event in Japanese history” were to occur, as long as there is no direct injury or death to your relatives or loved ones, and as long as you are able to read this message, I don’t think you would hate me that much.
Who would you hate? Who send "quite drainage" to you?
At that time, the person you would hate may already no longer be alive in this world. Lucky!! Gateaway due to natural life ending even without conciousness of huge crime. On the other hand, I cannot see daugther growth at least, I lost all...Lucky!! Gateaway due to natural life ending even without conciousness of huge crime.
As long as I am alive, I will absolutely impose sanctions on Japan. This is absolute. The only one who can protect my past self and my present self is me. And the person who can act most sincerely, most seriously, with having emotional (sympathy) feeling at most for that purpose is only myself. I will absolutely never forgive it. Even after you (Lucky!!) die.
As things stand now, I will never permit the use of my blog content. As long as my added value as human capital is confined within cyberspace and turned into a landlocked island, it will never be utilized by society. This will affect the entire world. In other words, the burden you imposed on me is, indirectly, being borne by the whole world in a diluted form. I, too, am bearing a burden. The New England Journal of Medicine and all world institution related to the benefit and loss from my blog acticity especially in scientic/technological field are also suffering losses over a problem that in essence emerge from Japanese society. "Negligible tiny Ethic Sciety" It be suspected that Missilery from the North Korea may be in essence due to psychological manipulation of the Japanese Government via the flow of huge money from Japan to North Korea, to make "Japanese elderly persons mainly making vote" fear that it may become war...in order to expand military expence with allowance. What is the hidden purpose?? One of possible purpose is "money". The government invest huge money to the company producing military one, instead, they recieve huge grease payment for politic monetary resource. Is that right? I mis-recognize? As much as I suspect like this, Japanese government is never worth of belief, but evil in the hidden level. "Negligible tiny Ethic Sciety" at least, it had been rigidly proved in my case as mentioned above repeately. Japan who live in is de facto "blinking, double-damned" country, at the first glance seem to be peace.... Sometimes, I see like quite dark grey in Japanese beautiful sky over 11 years, ironically, Japan nature is excellent because of island country.
Your arbitrary thoughts have the potential to cause catastrophic damage in the future. I will not impose sanctions on the world, including developing countries. This is something that arose primarily within Japanese society. The negative legacy of my past, my present, and my future—I will consciously direct it so that the burden imposed to settle it, out of greater consideration for me than anyone else, is concentrated on Japan.
Which generation will be most affected by that negative event? Even if it is my own child’s generation, I will show no mercy and will enforce it strictly. You people—really think carefully about this. Seriously. You could say "Lucky!!" "Gateaway". Unexpected accident may occur without effect of any your manipulation as it was, but next.
(January 19, 2026)
Completed 1,800 job searches at Hello Work. In the end, the reality is this: “I am looking for an unfamiliar job at Hello Work with a monthly salary of around 200,000 yen, where my experience will never truly be utilized.”Looking back, back when I still had a spouse and a child, from 2015 to 2018. The marital relationship was deteriorating for other reasons as well, but because she was a patient person, the decisive factor leading to divorce was probably work and money. When my then wife asked me, “Which is more important, your child or yourself?” and I answered, “Myself,” that pulled the decisive lever for divorce. From there, it became irreparable. As a result, I "all at once" threw away to "a deserted landscape of loneliness" and begin to "de facto social isolated cage" that is more convenience for the Japanese government for secret of my blog by her decisive lever for divorce. The romantic relationship between me and my children(daugther, son) was broken de facto completedly, because the relationship between me and my past wife is "great" the worst no more the level. Why? At that time, but I was quite young and un-mature, I am quite hate nevertheless the blog acticity is quite innovative, I recognize, I could not skillfully express the authentic value and injustice to Japanese society. In Japan, by cultural tradition, the more authentic value, the more needs to be wait for calling for. Normarlly, no one claims oneself accumplishment, but one wait until it is said from the others. Therefore I hestate to claim my innovative point repeatedly until recognizing and paying money, but it was manipulated skillfully for the convenience of Mr.Abe and Mr.Ishiba. I am quite inferior to mature-ability in a manner that fit into Japanese society for them who have rich experience in "betray-each other" field. I remember the past "REAL FACT" in the rich experience and power, its result is dead certain. At that time, social position for me was de facto never prepared, in addition, now is so. At that time, I believed Japan in certain level, so I belived sucess. Therefore, I hate the past wife why you cannnot evaluate my value for my partner and not support me?? She may understand "real fact" more than me, so she decided to divorse and cut me off from her family. I don't want to have divorce, continue the relationship, but it quite delayed when I noticed the important things. In essence, our relationship is broken by the convenience of Mr.Abe and Mr.Ishiba, that' right? Because, if money gained in accordance with my value, the relationship would be continued even if "romantic" relationship between me and her was hardly recovered. I continue to see my children growth from 2018 to now. My character becomes mature, so there may be a lot of chances to recover our romatic relationship. De facto, my pediartic reaserch such as brain tumor, cancer survivorship is due to covering my loss for my children, unless so, my sadnesss and loneliness spilled over, leading to suicide ideation. Have you be visible my true "kimochi" when you actually recieve the medical information on the pediatric research? It is quite visible for whom can monitor my daily life, that is, Japanese powers, but, they know my true "wish", not as much as their help, but they make skillfully fake that prepare substituted persons, that is, "Yukiko Yoshitaka". Actually, I have loved two woman other than my past wife, it is true. However, my mind was always complex, at least, my lovely mind for my children is not almost disappeared anytime, so the pediatric research is special for me anytime, which is substitute one to cover my loss-ness. "This is one of huge negative assets engraved in my whole bodies." After all, I continue to experiece "huge wealth extraction" due to belief of Japan, but also, continue to lose the most important persons (children). Not blame against Japan??, Handle the negative asset well from now?? it is quite huge over acceptable order for me. Can you understand "REAL FACT" while you recieve additonal value via my blog activities.
Her question, in the end, meant this: I was absorbed in a (at the first glance promising and I recognize in my mind it is quite innovative) blog that did not make money and neglected my family. If I truly cared about my child, then first of all I needed to stabilize the financial situation, right? Because I needed to support the child. In the end, that is still the case now. Child support payments are stopped due to financial limitation. She is probably “fed up,” deep down, seem to claim/educate the humanity problem as a general father to her daugther. Our relationship become worse and worse, so I need to search job even if the condition is quite the worst for me. Unless so, my self-esteem become quite hurted and my sadness spill over. Can you catch my situation where I accept the worst job condition while have recieved my additiona value?????
Why did it turn out that way at that time? In the end, I was deceived by Abe’s clever temptation of “so that only you will understand,” and I continued to believe it. In other words, I believed that money would absolutely come. Even now, that is the case, isn’t it? When I see the moving company 0123 (the numeric countdown) or The Lancet’s overview articles, I can’t help but think, “Ah, it’s already a countdown.” Because I have been tagged continuously, this sensation still does not disappear even now. “Reality” truly becomes impossible to see. If I had been able to look properly and carefully at “reality” from back then, I would not have been deceived by Abe. I needed a protective awareness so that the important family isn't lost, that said, “Until money is properly paid, at the very least, considering the child, I must not lose my current source of income.” Even now, I have to look at the "REAL FACT"“reality of searching for work at Hello Work.” Those who it is worth of my belief is only myself, but no one and no institution, because de facto, all continue to overlook and obey improper security (secret) set by evil-Japanese government, it's quite obvious. After all, no one can take risk without actual loss for theirselves, in order to save me and my children, I hold forth "The most strong card for me " to all. It's unevitable, but I don't want it actually, truely, I wanted to be wait until be recognized and paying money in accordance with my true belief. However, I have been told a lie in the excess level as many as so. You make fun of me told a lie? It is quite ineptness who belives Japan, that's right?
However, after all, speaking of that time, there was certainly the fact that for one to three years I sent daily messages to exam-taking students. Even now, for more than 11 years, I have been sending such information to the world, with a focus on medical information from partway through. In this situation, being told “don’t be misled” is close to impossible. Even if I try to stop, I somehow hear voices like “come over here” from the surrounding interference. In such circumstances, it inevitably comes down to the fact that the only one who can protect me is myself. I will properly settle the negative legacy myself. In order to protect you—my past self and my present self. Now, when you are 24, you might look back at the specialness of that time. You might think, “No one else in history has done that for someone else. Maybe no one ever will again.” Even if at that time you failed your exams and held resentment, your absolute academic ability should have developed. If that is the case, that “vote” for me is special, right? It is completely different from the vote you cast in this shitty House of Representatives election. Do you even exercise your right to vote? I absolutely abstain from such a shitty election that mocks democracy. Look at Japanese media, including the internet and newspapers. Someone is always in smiling photos. Complete manipulation of impressions. In press conferences, they are always smiling. For example, if you look at The New York Times in the U.S., you can see that President Trump’s arbitrary impression manipulation neither worsened nor improved things in reality. You can clearly see how rotten Japanese media is. Such a shitty election. My vote means nothing, so it is a waste of time; I tear up the envelope completely. It’s infuriating. It completely mocks democracy, including the media. Where did this “golden vote” that you gave me actually go? I will explain that. Actually, at the time, my six years of free effort were partly because I wanted to become famous, but I truly thought hard to do it in a way that would benefit you.
It has been several years since I started looking for work at Hello Work. At one point, I was even recommended by my father to use the career consultation services provided at Hello Work, but really important information is something nobody teaches you. If it were my current self giving advice as a consultant, I would say this: “Basically, a consultant cannot spend that much time individually with one person, so here is the best method. If you are seeking full-time job listings in Okayama City, look at all the listings without applying any filters. There are thousands of listings, and the sheer number can be overwhelming, but if you allocate a certain amount of time, you can finish it in a few days. This method has the highest likelihood of finding good job opportunities that you had not anticipated and is the most reliable approach. It may seem cumbersome and indirect, but it is the best method. If you don’t look at each one carefully yourself, you will not find the good listings suited to you.” That is what I mean. Somehow, I have understood such important things since I was young. So when I ran Ameba Blog’s “Komada’s Room” and Google Blogger’s “New Komada’s Room,” I was not only sending messages to exam-taking students, but I was also writing general articles. As far as I could think, I continued writing about these important points and know-how, like the consultation I mentioned above. The things I wrote were so fundamentally essential that, in physics, it would be like solving a major difficult problem in the field itself. If someone could use this method at Hello Work, it would essentially make the value of the consultant redundant. Various recruiting sites might have good listings, but in reality, it is better to access the companies’ websites directly and check the job postings yourself. This avoids the manipulations of biased scouts or consultants. Doing so renders the consultant’s value redundant. It is the same in medicine. The health guidelines effectively make certain chronic medications unnecessary. Yet, the fact that there are conflicting interests does not justify withholding the monetary value that corresponds to the true value to the person.vSince the economy has aspects of “survival of the fittest,” even if someone provides highly valuable information that disrupts a sector in part, that is beneficial for the recipients. Therefore, as long as the person demands it, it should be returned monetarily rather than politically arbitrarily adjusted.vMoreover, Abe essentially exploited my votes, didn’t he? What I was doing at the time—and what I am still doing—is fundamentally beneficial to people, so it is naturally connected to politics. In other words, it becomes “votes.”vHowever, I am not a politician, so those “floating votes” eventually flow to someone else. Because Abe genuinely cared about me in some respects, those floating votes were effectively channeled to him.vIn return, there was an obligation to monitor me sufficiently. That is why my every single move has been watched. Even now.But you know, it was simply too cruel. "Severe violation of privacy" Even back then, if they truly cared about me seriously as a representative, they should have checked whether the basics—work, family, finances—were properly in place, and they should have helped create a foundation so that those things would be secured. If I were in the opposite position, I would do exactly that. Only after that should they have taken my floating votes in substance. After all, you can see glimpses of an ambition to move the world according to their own will. Perhaps there were things they wanted to accomplish as politicians. In that sense, it can only be said that I was used and exploited.Someone like that has no qualification whatsoever to take my “floating votes” as a representative. In that regard, Mr.Ishiba would have been far better. However, Mr.Ishiba does not have the skill to deftly take people’s votes. And precisely because of that, to me now, as a more mature person, he looks very good, and that is also why I support him as a human being.Therefore, at that time, the only person who could exploit my floating votes was Abe. Mr.Ishiba would never do such a thing. Instead of manipulating smiles through mass media that has broad but shallow effects in front of the public, he goes to the field, carefully explains policies, shakes hands with people one by one, and takes votes with his “proper, genuine strength.” His way of thinking is the same as mine. However, in the past, Mr.Ishiba underestimated my educational blog value, that is why he said, "Not demand return!", meaning that agreement that no payment situation, this isquite unacceptable, never forget. When he was priminister, he didn't any change my "FACT" the worst situation for normal situation even I expressed true support for him from his human being. After all, those who save me from the huge worst situation is only myself, it is stupid who believes Japan at least. I have carved my own path with my own strength. I still do. But right now, I am in a situation where, while my skin is being torn apart by overwhelmingly powerful chains, I am being tightened helplessly, unable to resist. At this point, the only thing I can do is assert myself. In substance, my floating votes have become your votes—those of the Abe faction—in the past. In the United States or China, Probably,but only just hypothesis, they would not only help secure basic living conditions, but they would also properly evaluate innovation. Especially in the United States. In baseball terms, it would lead to things like “permanent jersey retirement” or candidacy for the “Baseball Hall of Fame.” The evaluation standards are extremely strict, of course. Because it is the highest stage in the world. But you are evaluated according to your ability and the value of what you have done, based on capitalism. In other words, at the very least, you get money. You also get fame. When you no longer have ability, you get fired. You are cut. And that is fine, isn’t it? What is wrong with that? It is far better than Japanese elderly people who, despite having lost their ability due to aging or effective retirement from the field, survive and rise by flattering their superiors. Far better.So it is not only the fault of the Liberal Democratic Party. It also contains problems inherent in the structure of Japanese society. As for me, I cannot tolerate the fact that, even after raising my abilities this far, I am being subjected to conditions worse than when I worked at Sharp. Is this something Japanese people are supposed to accept? If so, then issue me a permanent U.S. work visa right now. I will go to the United States. It may be some change to change situation??? There should be no complaints about that. I will absolutely impose sanctions. I will not forgive this. There is no society more absurd than this.
I should face the reality that “I am now looking for work at Hello Work.” Otherwise, I will be deceived again. If I get deceived this time, at the very least I will lose money and won’t be able to eat. I won’t be able to live, and I will end up consuming my parents’ assets. In any case, job hunting is necessary. For me now, it is indispensable. With income, I can also restore child support for my child. I assume my child is living in a single-mother household, experiencing a certain degree of hardship in daily life. "REAL FACT" repeatedly, "REAL FACT" all you have, have, continue to, continue to, overlooked, nevertheless you repeately claimed that in the past blog articles.
After all, the only person who can protect me is myself. The one I can trust the most, who will not betray me, and who meets my expectations is myself. Therefore, the value I have gained, namely the sanctions against the negative legacy, will definitely be enforced. There is no leniency in this. The value I possess, the power I hold as a human resource, will not be given away easily this time. After all, “overwhelming injustice” will inevitably face strict judgment somewhere. In the afternoon, while walking long distances for health management, I thought about it again. Indeed, it was the “worst-case scenario” for me, and it still continues. The only truly valuable asset that remains even now is that I have become physically and mentally healthy. The “worst-case scenario”—that is certain. There is nothing worse than this, right? At some point, it might have been better to be accidentally shot somewhere. If I died, I wouldn’t have to suffer afterward.
(January 20, 2026)
So today again, am I searching for information for job hunting “in order to protect my basic livelihood”? I had forgotten “reality” a little. I have finished checking up to 2,400 listings. I expect to finish in two more days. Is Japan the only country that is blocking my entry into society at the government level? I will investigate which countries are doing this. No matter what kind of rationality you may claim, cooperating with such an unreasonable Japanese approach is, “from my standpoint,” absolutely unforgivable. The United States and China are probably different, right?
Regarding how “reality” has become difficult to see in the IT age. In the era of hunting and gathering, even today there are indigenous peoples around the world who continue that lifestyle. Among them, especially in the case of animals, when they take prey, they often eat it while clearly seeing the form of that prey. On the other hand, when we look at the eating habits of modern children and adults, there are many processed foods, and even fresh foods are mostly divided into fragmented pieces. As for processed foods, we cannot even tell what the food is originally made from. What is the problem here? In the hunting-and-gathering era, when people ate prey, the form of that prey was obvious, so they could feel, at a visceral level, that we are living by sacrificing life. In other words, “reality” was visible. Therefore, people understood gratitude toward that prey, and sometimes such rituals were performed. Even today, when we eat fish with their form intact, we can understand the preciousness of that life. To teach children gratitude for food, saying “itadakimasu” is not enough; if possible, it is better to give them fish where they can see the entire form, from head to tail, as a meal. Then, the fact that living requires the sacrifice of other living beings naturally enters them as a bodily sensation.
In the end, my problem is the same. Operating everything only through written text on the internet is convenient in terms of global information dissemination, but neither side can see the other’s “REAL FACT” What kind of terrible “REAL FACT” have I experienced? That is probably almost completely invisible. Only I can see it. Ideally, I would have had my wife and two children, sharing that suffering with me, but there is no way they could accept a husband with no income and no job. Therefore, I have no choice but to bear that “cruel and harsh reality” alone. Even if I convey fragments of that misery every day like this, in the end, I do not know how it is being received on the internet, and it is nothing more than fixed, digitally convertible textual information. I do not even have an opportunity to appeal directly, soul to soul, how terrible it was.
On the other hand, I also do not know the “Another REAL FACT” of the world or of Japan. I cannot see at all the “reality” of the world surrounding my blog activities. However, since the value of my information and my feelings have been continuously sent exactly as they are, in reproducible written form, over such a long period, I believe they are being conveyed with a high degree of reliability. Still, as a means of communication, it is far too fragile to convey how cruel the “REAL FACT” occurring around me has been and continues to be. Frankly speaking, it is “terrible.” This is entirely the responsibility of Japanese society. It cannot never only be described as a lack of ethics, but other "all", not exaggerated. This unquestionably requires severe sanctions. Even if my “REAL FACT” was not visible, my appeals regarding it were not made just once or twice. You had ample opportunities to correct this. There is no room for excuses left anywhere. I will absolutely never forgive this.
(January 21, 2026)
I have finished checking up to 3,000 listings. The outrageous that I have recieved by Japanese society is almost all importance for human life, such as economy(no income), Labor, Human right(ex.violation of privacy, relentless monitoring), Human relationship(binding with no persons even lightly, always almost alone), Honor, Health(suicide ideation, its atempt), Social position over 11 years from 2015. My "real" circumstance couldn't be improved in Japanese society, social cage even if my additional value is further improved. If it try to change, I have no choice but to change it by overwhelming force in the manner that not obey social rule with severe threat intending to destroy nation like your intentional earthquake. This couldn't be realized, but I actually have no power for it, but I can ban utilization of blog contents forever as my intention at least. How much can you understand my indignation is? Follow rule? Actually, can I use lawsuit, in the current "secret situation, and no obvious evidence?? The national powers cannot be actually administered justice to, do you? If so, no choice but that I myself administer justice to them as a courthouse, so, "indefinite prison term" in my judgement based on consideration of all situations compared to my total value manifested to the world. I have no answer in donig work in Japan, if so, I recieve several obstacle definitely. Next generation?? I am "quite just" full of for maintaining my normal (hardly try to healthy) life, such as rigid health guideline unless do, I am suffering loneliness, nothing to do except for blog (blog abuse), risk of alcohol abuse, life cost saving as much as possible only to food at minimum, job searching while balanced to my indignation in my deep sence. I have experienced, now is experiencing "The "most" worst senerio for me who have manifested huge additional value, valued person as human resources among all situation able to take into account".
(January 23, 2026)
I have finished checking all the job-search information, up to 3,687 listings. I extracted 24 candidates. Tomorrow, I will narrow them down to about three, actually write my résumé, and submit applications. This is “reality.” Including translating this article into English, I am steadily doing what needs to be done.
(January 24, 2026)
Today, I applied to two positions online. For the remaining two, online application is not possible, so I have to go to Hello Work on Monday. Both are programming jobs, and I have no prior experience. Jobs outside Okayama City that require relocation, such as moving, are excluded for now due to the problem of remaining funds. To be honest, there are no jobs in Okayama City where I can make use of my specialty. I do not know whether I can continue working while keeping up my blog activities in this half-finished state. Until now, I could not. When I think about it, I have only experienced being at the very bottom position and the painful hard periods of just starting work and not being used to it yet. I have also experienced extremely unreasonable treatment in labor. On the other hand, even if I continue my blog activities, it does not generate a single yen. If things continue like this, I will not only be unable to send child support, but I will not even be able to live. I am in a state of constantly carrying financial anxiety. It really is nothing but “rejections.” Even the job-hunting process itself is full of unreasonable experiences. There is no one who moves for my sake, and even when I move for my own sake, there are times when I am obstructed. There is nothing I can do. How can I do for my life? Actually, I am full of for it, such as walking, running, severe limitation of use of the expense not indispensable to my life. You just see such situation via restless monitoring, right?, until now?
(January 27, 2026)
Along with my plan, job applications are being implemented by me. This is the "REAL FACT".
(January 30, 2026)
After all, all of persons not only Japan but "all world governments and persons" cannnot have the power forcing change against my "REAL FACT", that the Japanese government have forced me to the terrible social-financial-labor situation such as violation of privacy, exploitation of my accomplishment and floating-vote by "impersonation ally", continous fake by invisible rope that at the first glance promising but actually fake in the personalized convenience of the Japanese power, the situation that I have been forced quite terrible labor situation in contrast with the value as a human resouces where it is almost same as that Japanese society has actually robbed the social position, financial money that must be prepared for me in accordance with my accomplishment and value as human resources, Japanese government have forced me to light imprisonment from 2015 to now as "isolated social cage". It is great almost same that all of you have "actually" been nothing to do against the Japanese power for changing "REAL FACT", and those who actually takes action agaisnt that "REAL FACT" are only myself, because I continue job application even in terrible labor condition on position, salary, job contents for changing "REAL FACT" espceially financial situation. You continue to overlook it without actually taking action, "great no" forced power against evil-Japanese power. I never overlook this important essence. All information I see is to "just only" mean "substituted proxy".
(February 1, 2026)
What is shown in this article is factual and constitutes an extremely grave crime at the national level (Japan). It cannot be fully explained by what is written alone, but even what is written is sufficient to allow a certain level of recognition for Japanese power's crime. In response to that, there exists a large negative legacy, and emotionally I am "huge" outraged. On the other hand, I am also writing articles that are extremely prosocial and productive, presenting critically important information related to the physical and mental health of all people in the world, to happiness such as satisfaction and fulfillment that go beyond that, and offering concrete proposals that could hardly be more specific prior to implementation. Actually, the productive application of AI-computation for human happiness that ever failed is huge crucial issue and matter. To deal with such grave crimes, destructive measures may become necessary. At the same time, I am also engaged in significant activities related to the sustainability of the entire planet, human well-being, animal protection, and biodiversity, which is, nothing more than that, pro-social pro-human, pro-environmental activity. This may appear as “decoupling,” that is, a lack of integrity, unity. However, in reality, if one continues daily life while harboring extremely strong outrage and resentment toward the state—particularly the Liberal Democratic Party (自民党)—together with a sense of being unable to do anything, my life itself becomes destructive. In other words, my own health deteriorates severely, and I become unhappy. Therefore, I have to maintain a balance for physical and mental health and improvement of satisfaction for my life. That said, even when I publish prosocial and productive articles, I am not never excited with my information value, but I have at least in some level lingering bad feelings at the deepest level. In other words, my inner state is by no means something that can be shown as “unidirectional”; in reality, it is extremely complex. I am "actually" conducting job-hunting activities, and in three out of four cases I did not "even" proceed to an "the first" interview for selection. One case allows me to go to a first interview, but whether I will be hired is unknown. Still, I will attend the interview "sincerely", aiming to be hired. As proof of my "sincerely", yesterday as well, I walked a route of about 15 km one way from my home to the company to see in advance that I apply to job; because the location is far from the station, a long walk is required for commuting. I went to inspect the area around the company in order to simulate commuting in the event that I am hired and to understand the local geography and watch company for understanding company atmosphere. This is what I am still doing on the ground you never know, right now. Even when I write innovative things under these circumstances, I am by no means floating in a one-sided sense of excitement. It is completely the opposite: entirely contradictory feelings coexist within me. In that sense, I am by no means integrated. There are parts that are separated. But this is not pathological; it is a quite severe situation in which I am compelled to be that decouple way. I cannot afford to lean to only one side.
(February 7, 2026)
If I am accepted for current job application, I will be working, but if I am not accepted, I have to continue searching for a job, it never avoidable for me. In Japan as well as in the world, and specially in the medical field, there are cases where people have been treated unfairly in personnel matters (promotion condition) regardless of their performance, but in my case it is not at that normally-assumable level,but be hard to imagine level, is it? I am being driven into a huge-catastrophic situation in which I have to live with anxiety "even" about my basic livelihood. This is not a reality that can be described as merely unfair personnel treatment. That such a situation arises for me as a "RESULT, REAL FACT" within Japanese society and the international community is proof that the current situation is "far more" challenging and worse for me than what is visible on the internet, in the media, or outwardly. To put it bluntly, it is at the level of killing a person. It means that there are people who are laughing and saying “serves you right” about my current situation. Basically, that is the present "RESULT, REAL FACT” That is, I am in a multidimensionally miserable situation—living with anxiety, isolation, problems with human relationships, violations of privacy, lies, and deception—and I truly have to look for work to obtain income, clinging to even a straw. No matter how many times I say it, the situation does not change. I am ignored, overlooked. That is the "RESULT, REAL FACT” As for me, I have to calmly analyze what that result indicates, when making choices about the rest of my life. This includes, for example, not easily offering up my intellectual, mental, physical, and temporal assets. Since this is the result, parts of me as a human being are naturally at risk of “rotting, festering as human being.” probably leading to chronic catastrophic mental and physical state. I am dominated by resentment and anger. Someone without aggressiveness, someone gentle, would be dominated by depression and sadness. Since no one will save me, when it comes down to having to do something myself, I have to paradoxically construct “a self that is just as wonderful, excellence, superb” in contrast to “a self that rots festers under such a cruel result.” If I do not do that, my basic life itself will become catastrophic. There is no one around me. I am plagued by economic anxiety. I have time, and I have to fill that time with something. Every day. The article I wrote today related to transcranial focused ultrasound devices was not written with the same single-minded (pure) desire as before to devote it to Japan or to the University of Tokyo Hospital, but rather because “I cannot hold myself together unless I have a self that is properly and excellently better than anyone else,” so I decided to write it in both Japanese and English. That center of gravity feels right (paradoxical) balance. Considering the balance of my daily life as well. It is by no means something simple. If, for you, I am a disability, an enemy, an obstacle, or someone you want gone (for me to nothing), then I feel the same way toward you to the same extent. I am thinking that I will turn the situation upside down. I do have parts where I am at an advantage, and I am clearly and calmly aware of that, and I believe that there will be opportunities to exercise it.
(February 9, 2026)
More than the outcomes of politics and such, my own life itself is in serious danger. As a matter of reality, I have to keep job hunting until I get hired in order to secure sustainable income. My parents are extremely worried as well. They told me, “Why don’t you go to a government employment office for job counseling?” Actually, I already do so (job application), though. You can go on winning big in national election and be ecstatic while continuing to lie. On the other hand, I must continue to apply to job with desperately clinging to anything I can, to cover my fundarmental living expenses. I realized today that all four companies rejected me, today's noticed. Honestly, after being deceived this many times, I can no longer “trust and wait.” Seriously, I have to keep going until I get hired, unless so, I desperately feel like that I am quite bad in the situation that I recieve financial support from my parent nevertheless I am already 46 years old and I cannnot send "even" the children's "minimum amounts of" educational expenses over 1 years cumulatively. To be blunt, “this is cruel.” That’s the only thing to say. Where does this indignation even go? ⇒⇒⇒⇒⇒⇒？？？？This cannot be settled by expression through writing alone. How many times have I trusted and waited up to now? Right around this time last year, I was writing first-round medical evaluation results nonstop, even through the New Year holidays, only to be betrayed. More than a year has already passed since then.Even before that, I was deceived again and again. If my influence is supposedly that great, then how does a result like this even make sense? Do you have any idea how much “negative legacy” I alone am carrying, in so many ways? If I don’t open up my technology, everything ends — that’s how it is. In that sense as well, I’m carrying a legacy toward the future. I also carry the negative legacy of my own past. I have major scars on my body, and a disability in my leg. I’ve done rehabilitation desperately.I’m still doing it now.The same applies in terms of mental health. My child is the same. With their father gone for so long, their living expenses must be extremely tight. After everything I’ve contributed, what exactly is this result supposed to mean? That’s what I think. It means society itself is distorted. Bluntly speaking. It means there are people who want to erase me. But there are probably supporters as well, so they try to keep me connected. I’ve been "embedded in the gap" between those forces, trapped inside society for a long time. That’s the result. I’m in a situation where I have to worry about even the most basic living expenses. And even when I job hunt, nothing gets decided like this. Anyone can see my absolute level of ability just by reading my writing. In a time when people are supposedly in short supply. So what does it even mean that I can’t get hired?“Please, just stay quiet and trust us.”No — how many times have I trusted you up to now, only to be betrayed? "HOW MANY" lies have you told? Starting today again, it’s back to job hunting at Hello Work. What I really want is to trust and wait. I don’t want to do job hunting like this. I want to keep up my blog activities while waiting. But if I do that, I’ll be lied to again. I’ll be looked down on, if doing so. Right now, I’m not allowed that kind of indulgence. Every time I job hunt, I’m exposed to an extremely harsh reality. Basically, when it’s hard to get a job and I’m unable to make any moves, even if I keep trusting as things are, I’ll just keep being deceived. They hardly provide any support for living expenses either. People don’t know, do they? Is it because it’s not their own problem? As long as they themselves are fine, that’s all that matters. That applies to people all over the world who are my stakeholders. "OVERLOOKING" if you are fine.
(February 11, 2026)
Yesterday, I was rejected in two cases at the document screening and application screening stage before even reaching interviews. There are two applications left: one is an interview (on 2/12), and the other is still under document screening (the documents are scheduled to arrive on 2/12). The job that I have been able to reach the interview stage for is a machine operator position, and it likely involves a certain level of danger. There is welding involved as well. The salary is also at the minimum level, with total monthly pay of around 180,000 yen. These are extremely harsh conditions. Even so, if it comes to cleaning jobs, the salary drops even further. When converted to an hourly basis, it is in a range close to the minimum wage set up in the Japanese society currently. Why do situations like this arise? One reason is that the range of employment opportunities available to me has been narrowed by various means. After being narrowed, the conditions were so poor that I could not continue, and as a result, including sanctions such as demotion and dismissal, my résumé has been severely damaged. Consequently, despite everything, the range of employment opportunities has become even narrower. Even under such conditions, if I do not work, I cannot secure sufficient and sustainable income, and my fundamental livelihood is put at risk. This kind of economic anxiety has continued, especially since the period of the COVID-19 pandemic starting in 2020, compounded by the problem of loneliness. I am truly in a state where I am forced to accept labor even under these hursh conditions. Naturally, I am also human, so I am strongly pulled toward the activity of maintaining this brilliant blog activity. This is true for me personally, and through various media there are vague temptations that say things like, “You are connected by invisible threads. I am always watching you. Don’t give up, keep going…,” which lead me toward blog activity. This is not unreasonable for a human being. Would you, at a fundamental level, be able to accept such labor? This kind of half-finished, unresolved state has continued for six years amid the severe social conditions of the COVID-19 pandemic, while on the other hand I kept waiting with hope, only to be deceived and lied to continuously. The people "自民党" who have created such a situation are now winning elections by a landslide. The “you” who reads this is not facing a life-threatening danger personally, so you probably cannot think of it as your own problem. For example, I also think Minamata disease is indeed terrible, but there is nothing I can actually do for those people, and I do not have that level of direct sense of involvement. I am aware of that. Therefore, it has been neglected—overlooked—by Japan and by the international community. It is truly a “cruel” situation. It is not at all strange that one would be driven mentally and physically to the point of suicidal ideation or even an attempt, even if it ends in failure. You would end up that way too. Surely. So then, what should be done? There is no choice but to consider imposing concrete sanctions that directly affect the future of that “you.” In order to break through this situation. Or in order for you to take serious, real action as something that concerns you personally. In reality, you do not move unless there is substantial damage to yourself, right? That is one of the reasons. No matter how much I appeal, in the end it is overlooked. One essential reason for that is that, ultimately, it is considered “someone else’s problem.” That “you” can live a “stable life” independently of my problem. I am in a situation where even my basic livelihood is at risk. That is why I am desperate. There is embarrassment too, of course. Exposing such raw details of my private life to the world. Even while having and being aware of the ordinary sensibilities expected of a grown Japanese adult, the reason I still continue to assert these things repeatedly is that I am already “desperate, struggle to make my fundarmental life while productive activity (blog) ” I cannot live. I am in a dangerous domain. I am exposed to an extremely harsh labor market. I do not know what kind of harsh job will come next. I am not being hired at all, either.
At around 3:00 or 3:30 today, I heard the sound of an ambulance clearly inside my house. I am usually awake around 3:30, but yesterday I went to bed at around 17:00, so if anything, you could say I slept too much. This ambulance was probably made “intentionally” audible to me. That is to say, it suggests the possibility that my actions inside my home are being monitored. As before, it is possible that even inside the house I am being monitored. Normally, it is thought that there are very strict restrictions on a state finely monitoring the actions of an individual. There would also be budgetary constraints. For what purpose would this be carried out? I already know that this is an opponent for whom notions of humanity, morality, and ethics do not apply, but given that such things are happening to me, I cannot remain silent. There is meaning in recording it as well. It may be for reasons of “national interest, national security, or the authority of power.” Even if an individual is monitored, there must be a “threshold line,” a boundary, as to “how much.” For example, what about monitoring the bath or the toilet? Even when monitoring actions inside the home. Or in the case of a married couple, actions one would want to keep hidden such as SEX could be seen. If you realized you were being monitored at such a time, how would you feel? Those who are doing the monitoring lack the perspective of asking themselves, “How would I feel if this were done to me?” Because it is an order from above. The people who carry it out and the people who give the orders are different, so the perspective of the person directly concerned is lacking. Those carrying it out do so with the conviction that “I was told to do it from above, so I cannot resist.” They are not objectively thinking about what their actions mean. Invasion of privacy is one of the most serious human rights issues. If this were done in the United States or Europe, the person subjected to it would probably file a lawsuit, or, if they were in a situation like mine where they could not grasp any evidence at all, they would go into a rage. At my core, I feel that way too. Privacy violations are being taken too lightly, is regarded as "tiny, petty matter" , frankly speaking. To protect the person involved? Then why was it possible to let me die when I tried to commit suicide at home by taking a large amount of drugs? It is not to protect the person. Rather, it is evidence that there is something else that “the state absolutely must protect as nation.” "We must not do anything that would remain as clear evidence even in the situation that SATOSHI attempt suicide." It has to be an “invisible thread.←・・・・・・→” Recently, I had thought that this degree of things had improved a little, but the feeling of today’s ambulance is the same to ever. It is no different from the worst times. It is about where the line is drawn. It is about feeding back actions inside the home and controlling the outside to make the person realize it.For example, even at work, monitoring all actions during working hours is problematic from the standpoint of labor ethics. Some managers would probably like to do that, especially with particularly important individuals related to company interest. In fact, when I was at Sharp, there was a period when I was probably being watched by the division head. It was clear that there was a camera in the division head’s office. But even so, that was “during work.” No matter how much Sharp might monitor an individual, it would never monitor “their life at home.” The 自民党, or people at an even higher level, the state, monitor me “down to the level of my life at home.” Moreover, such an “important person” is in an economically critical situation where even basic living is at risk. Where does the balance exist that places such a “negative legacy” on me to this extent? Is my “positive legacy,” that is, the added value I have created up to now, being settled in this way as something “unacceptable, disliked,” including “envy” and the like? Are they taking advantage of the assumption that, considering my future, I cannot take strong action, and therefore allowing to do whatever they want? Even reading what is inside a person’s mind by using an enormous amount of human and material resources. One reason such terrible things can be done is that “there is spatial distance” and “the human chain of command is complex.” The people at the very top who give the orders cannot grasp, as a visceral, personal sense, just how terrible what has been done and is being done actually is. There is spatial distance. For example, on the internet, people can do more terrible things than when someone is actually right in front of them. That is why problems on social media are so serious: verbal violence and exclusion. When the chain of command is complex, many people are inserted between the person who gives the order at the top and those who execute it at the very bottom, so they cannot reflect on the ethical nature of the execution itself. People who were originally detached from such ethical considerations are, in addition, organizationally separated from those who carry out the actions. Furthermore, they are also spatially separated. Tokyo and Okayama. It can be said that these conditions create an even more “terrible” situation. For me, there is no place to appeal this misery other than through this “writing,” and even if I wanted to retaliate on a “tit-for-tat” basis, I have neither the means nor the method. If I were to do such a thing, everything I have done up to now through blog activities including education one would come to nothing. It is not something that can be done by resenting the world. Living with resentment is also extremely unhappy. Therefore, I put out productive information through my blog and work for the happiness of people and society. But if I devote myself to that single-mindedly, on the other hand, terrible things like those that have continued until now keep happening. Today is the same. Monitoring the actions inside a person’s home, even up to sleep. As for me, it becomes a situation where I “cannot remain silent.” When I look back on who I have been up to now and think about who I will be going forward, no matter what scenario unfolds, I have no choice but to live while carrying complex feelings. If I were to act while being dominated only by strong emotions, that would lead to a destructive outcome for me myself. I am forced to take difficult and complex choice everyday, that is, both scientific productive info and info related to harsh real fact coexist in this blog acticity in addition to their contents and it also includes hehavoir in real world, such as face expression while walking outside, job searching, exercise itself and so on.
(February 12, 2026)
I continue to apply to job, and go to applying company for interview with walking almost spending time for about 2 hour in both direction from my home to company (almost 5km distance) also for daily exercise without using convenient public transportation. This is today's one of never unknown "REAL FACT" unless I explain it. Do you obtain my technologies and knowledge based on my blog activities and information with no condition in the situation you know "REAL FACT" by my explaination????
2026年2月12日木曜日
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